The Art Of Introductions

UPon the nature of merely do,

the voice of sample is gone with prove,

the ability that all possess,

recognition arrives with best.

You're an example to value measured,

no wish to dream with obvious kept,

grouse profit turns my Country to ignorant at set,

the court of Self delves to wield.

A broadened range Mind to fetch,

stronger bonds with pass of let,

do to please this Country creeps,

not to increase a better love,

but to Kill the Tale of.

People rise in grating breadth,

just to say you can't have Call,

'cause should I not have experienced saw,

than there is no way that she'll meet any at all.

Hump the load to packing stole,

it's the Life that I have told,

imprisoned by these same in cold,

the bitter truth is a cagey fulled.

Whole accounts to fill a proof,

not the wonder of a Letter moved,

vivid writes to stupendous flights,

the story is the movie rights!!

The above mentioned after scores,

knows of difference in provided coal,

embers Cued the Village of,

preparation does see loved.

Great the Formal shake of Meet,

brought down the House to land a Feat,

founder of the this bloggers site,

all the profits are performance d rubbed.

Forbidden talents gifts of born,

control remains with balanced saw,

youth to grown the communiqué,

learned approaching makes the day.

The General Public turns deaf moot,

however shades brought more that interest their,

never read the practice from,

just lived a life that Mind did sum.

Tread goes wide to opened view,

shored to skies the class of act,

bigger held 'cause Naturals felt,

the body of the language belt.

    

To Harken Too Mount

The crawl of the spider,

'ever so bold,

too the tops of the treed,

for the heat of the pole.

The bitter, the chilled,

the despair of know guilt,

claims what is felt,

the flame is not wrong!!

The crash of explosive,

ignites with a rite,

written with craft,

like it was waiting for soaked.

The wilds of nature,

the ride of the mount,

announces in a song,

the words are so strong.

The sound is so driven,

I seek out it's source,

why does the 'Verse' proclaim like a Force?

The play of the dance,

the Tunes of this 'Placed'

in Mind the pursuit,

of only one stance.

Wrote of 'The Times' I spoke of in rhyme,

now he is singing,

it's strangely appealing.

The 'kept' of an engine,

a firing played,

made roaring ablaze with coupling days.

Dealing

Now in such magnitude,

the thrusting made hard,

the inner of course,

spelled out in so-far.

The curse of a man,

brings on what is planned,

makes real the possible,

impossibly damned.

The ringing of sung,

the scene of such done,

increases the 'after' to this driven Factor.

The seed of the flow,

the coming of stowed,

makes hot what is ridden,

as if he has Bow!!,

and is sitting astride a Brand knew ride!!

Mounted

The ink in the quill will pour in your fill,

until the Pages of Full make real the Told.

The Laws of the Future,

rely on what's well,

the health of such thoughts,

may move as I plot.

The tension so grown,

the size in it's play,

the want outweighs sense,

the need is for recompense.

The lay in a bed,

the gallant portrayed,

it's all, ready made,

in the words that he spake,

a televised replay.

So my dear, my dark lord steed,

you're Blunt and knot stopped,

your service is plot.

the Mate has been checked,

and he produced set,

the words are now met,

without any doubt.

Don't forget your Wares,

the snug-fit....the t-shirt....the boots and the whip,

'cause when I unzip your jeans on this trip,

 you best be equipped,

with more than the leather of the coat that you where while.....

Out & About!!

The Breathe Of Severity

It comes not in Years,

but in the moments take of Here.

Complete in Chilled

the Global pain of palpable,

the constant war,

against Humanity,

I'm torn!!

One last time,

I walk this realm,

predetermined to be a mess,

the witness to a wreck!!

I invest,

it is not blessed!!

The Hard-Tack road,

the highway to hell,

the testify of exist,

a well-trimmed list.

The stance of pulpits,

the preached re-framed,

know denial,

it speaks, 'It's' trained!!

Is it One-Way or An Other?,

is it surprising to know a Lover?,

should said plea have stated Cause?,

or is the surprise the given clause?,

the Age of Knew Laws!!

Lines have been drawn,

to separate wrong from belonged.

Without the Verse,

"The Continue' was Read,

knot rehearsed!!

In every Sted,

the 'Field of Now' delivers the plough,

too,

Guild the Entry with a Sentry,

to guide and not to hide,

the Reality, the Why!!

Change, bye Choice,

a given voice,

speaks on Talks too,

Know the Blocks!!

Built Walks

To seal the broken,

state the Horn,

the Drums of Rites,

regarding borne,

repeating 'Sights' the 'Sees' of a million 'Mights'

puts this time,

as 'Just' and 'Right'

due to each and everyone of knew.

The appeal of,

'Laws of Done'

Ours is the Rate of a 'Measured State'

the Place?,

of never to late.

The Industry Of 'The Ponied Express'

The total 'Some' of,

whom runs hard,

'This Life'

seems so far from any thing...!!

....found familiar,

the obvious produced such brakes!!,

to 'Halt' to 'Ask' it seems so 'Old...

...Past' a time of other 'Means'

where Notes were Cards,

letters sent,

Invitations to inquire dear.

The long approach,

to say, "hello"

held a certain type of steer.

To hold engagements,

not rushed encroach,

allowing moments near.

To 'Send' a 'Thought' of interest,

or too respond with flowers,

made introductions far less feared,

for intent became what's clear.

Driven-In

The approach brought moments of,

to prepare,

not require love,

for to be compatible,

made much more sense,

'cause Journeys long,

a Quest embarked.

Suns had heart,

the Soul of such was never touched,

but left an indelible mark.

Pulled-Out from,

the bright knew Sun,

the Land, the Earth,

made such,

Done!!

No regard is paid for past,

story of,

delivered fast,

as if it happened in a tact,

that is not known,

but shows a path!!

The cobbled stone,

a well-paved road,

the Wake of shake moved to Quake!!

The ground upon found feet so strong,

I followed sound of belong.

So to cause rift or a 'Hit and Miss'

brings this Life to see remiss as dismissed!!

For when the call,

was made to small,

it was made by whom can take,

the time to re-awake,

and too decline that 'Same Mistake'

The Grant of a Trust in Placed

The Post, the Card, 

the Emblem of Heart,

is sent in a state of start.

The Spear, The Sword, The Words

The grand of any piano,

the key a Man does play,

the chord of a measured share.

Too Pleasure

The scores so countered,

a metronome clicks,

to keep the time,

'cause I won't look...away!!

Captured I am,

by a singular man,

he haunts my port,

with a strange rapport,

I wonder,

Is there more?

In state,

a site to see,

will this feat prove to be?,

dynamics? or just plain deed?

To clap the same,

'Old Way'

put into words,

the rhythm rights,

a Riddlers plight!!

Gazing upon that door,

I open to know,

their adored.

Knot by passed,

but on Trust,

of simply saying,

I still do lust....after!!

Life Is Certain Too Stun

Once again life is no mend,

the factual basis of only pain from the begin,

retains itself in a strange sort of blend.

The on-going symptom of only done,

is the commonality of a well-strung sum.

I hope for the World a date to hold,

to keep and never feel sold,

to shield myself from what has been done,

I simply say; 

"It's no fun, what has been done."

Evolution Bangs

The disturbing trend of,
no concern,
will know and end as,
the approach,
is not indifferent to what is rote.

The divide of a cavern,
a fossil won't lie,
it's wealth is truth,
the find,
grave!!

The pass of a moment,
knot rushed, pushed,
delivered curse,
evolution terse.

The mountain valley,
the stream so sick,
no matter dark,
the negative?,
lurch!!

The tree so spoke,
the ample bough,
the vine,
exampling toll!!

Words erupt,
structure fails,
the hurried day,
brings hate not death.

Move quickly friend,
or I may sum,
your appearance means,
run fast from.

The breath it takes,
to state "I'm Fate"
is less than equal,
for I say make!!

Far from Earth,
farther Universe Scene,
the sights of such,
sent Life to touch!!

Spread the News,
not Lies be shrewd,
for I have found,
Human Beings are rude!!

Take, Take, Take,
seems Their rate,
robbing lives,
just like War!!

The lead to grace,
appealing source,
the Gold Rings core,
a Dragon Force!!

The thought of great,
flight is had,
not just my spirit,
it is my mad!!

Description filled,
stories full,
as Humanity ignored them still.

The smoke in signal,
the sound of mourn,
I hang my head,
Mortals dread!!

Life to Death,
a victory march,
known to those,
whom know the Mount.

The liberty of,
comes with type,
a simple prose,
Identity, Rite!!

At First I Had Decided Not To Share This With Anyone, I was at a loss for words

When rumors and accusations are made behind your back you usually never know the source or the accuser by name.  In fact, in my case I just get a bad feeling and remove myself from the situation.  I guess hindsight being 20/20 I wondered why I was no longer needed as a Riding Instructor at Sun Valley Equestrian, but after reading this email that was forwarded to me as an F.Y.I., I don't need to wonder anymore.


I have left off the email addy's and last names of the people involved other than myself of course, as I do not wish for anyone to be able to contact any of the said parties.  I just believe that after the past few days I will feel better if I am honest about how much stress I have been under.  Until now I have been very quiet about the events in the past month or so.  However I feel that due to said events, my stress level became so high that it brought on these illnesses.

I was not really certain about what to do when I received this email as an F.Y.I., so I didn't do anything at all.  In truth, I was at loss for words, really I still am but maybe by posting what I was sent a month ago someone else can find the words that I have lost.

To: Karen Placek

FYI

---------- Forwarded message ----------
From: Juliette
Date: Wed, Oct 23, 2013 at 11:12 AM
Subject: Re:
To: Diane


Karen never said anything negative to me about you. The decisions I made were based on my own experiences.

I wish you the best, good luck in the future.

Juliette


On Tue, Oct 22, 2013 at 11:03 PM, wrote:

 Hi Juliette, sorry to bother you at work today.
I am not looking for you to get involved in anything or ever see me or be my friend.
I simply feel I need to defend myself against the ugly, disgusting lies Karen has made up about me. I have no idea of what she told you but after the last week I'm beginning to understand that we have been played, manipulated into believing that each other"somehow had sinister Motives  in our business dealings.
From the very beginning Karen did not like you for some reason.
she would say things like I am stupid for letting you be a part or the business, why am I giving you half etc. I replied that I needed a partner to be half responsible and that you were very good to me when everything went down with Laura. She would get angry with me saying I make to many excuses for you etc.  She had me come to her house to convince me of all your wrong and evil doings. Then you and I started having disagreements and she just made it intensified. She said you were always complaining  about me saying things about me like I didn't know a thing about the business, I don't deserve my husband, and more.
This really upset me as you had told me I had done an awesome job with the business so far and this is why you wanted to come in with me. I also was mad cause you clearly stressed you didn't want us talking about stuff to the employees.  It has finally made me realize that she was most likely saying stuff to you as well as she has been to people on the ranch, I might add not to the people that really know me but you the ones that really don't.
She has told jack and Nona that I accused them of intentionally hurting my horse, told people I drug my horses in the lesson program, that I don't call the vet.
That I leave sick horses alone to die, the list goes on. She has taking all the things that I value about myself or have integrity about and painted me as the opposite. The way you moved Belle confused me I couldn't understand why she couldn't stay in the barn, the night of the show
You were all trying to get my daughter go to dinner with out her mother that made me feel very uncomfortable.  I can't imagine what she has said to you regarding me, but if it is close to the other things she is saying about me then I'm not sure I blame you for running.  All I can say is I am not perfect, I make mistakes , but I am a good person. I run my business with the same integrity I have in every area of my life. I would never miss use or drug any animal. Shit I don't even eat meat.
Juliette she even went as far to say is you have evil beings coming out if your head and you were trying to suck the life out of me, and that it was her mission to get you out of the barn.   She even accused you of trying to hurt Julie and you were working with Laura to make a fool of me.

With this I can only conclude that we were both played by a very smart, manipulative, sick person whom we both cared for.

It truly disturbs me to think that you thought  I would harm your horse or anyone's horse for that matter.   I have dedicated much of my life to care for these horses
And love them like my own..
I know I can not change how you feel about me, but it does hurt to think you are feeling victimize by me and my family, as I'm sure you must have been hurt by whatever she said about me.
Juliette I need to know if you think Johnoh was in on all of this
I am worried that Julie is being played. I just don't know anymore. It seems as if my internal compass has failed me once again.  Please if you could do one thing for me and answer this because I am really worried for my daughter.
I am now starting to believe everything about Karen Is a lie,
I think she points the finger at people for stuff she is guilty of and quite  frankly she scares me!
It is really unfortunate this turned out the way it did but I do want you to know, I do not think anymore that you were trying hurt me or do anything sinister, I must say  I never  tried to hurt you and you did not misjudge my character nor did I misjudge yours.  I am sorry I didn't come to you in the first place. Im not exactly sure what Karen wanted or why she hates me us so much that she came to help and decided to wreak Havoc
Between us and our barn. I'm not sure what she thought she would gain and with her accusations marked with your behavior towards me it began to paint an ugly picture. Especially when I was facing a difficult time bringing my Mom here. I was looking for a bit of support from my friends and felt I was kicked in the face an thus my reaction to that wasn't pretty.  I don't know what to say and I don't need you to believe what I say for I know what happened now its all very clear

I thank you for all the times you extended yourself to me and i will always remember the very generous trip to Hawaii  where i got to rest for the first time in years. I hope you take care of yourself and someday know me for the person I truly am.

I wish you an Belle all the best.

Sincerely,
Diane

Sent from my iPhone

To Whom It May Concern

The past month or so I have been under an increased amount of stress that has caused me to become extremely run down both mentally and physically.  The last accusation was the nail in the coffin for me, I just reached a breaking point I guess.  To have my ex-husbands attorney write in court documents that my Landlord was affording my housing due to what I will refer as a "Uncle/Niece" relationship and than proceed to say that if he was being paid that to date he would have been paid over $50,000.00 in this case.  I had to stop and ask myself, " Is this divorce case pro-Bono?"  This was the first and last step to what has ended up being an extremely serious and possibly dangerous health situation for not only me but for anyone whom has been in contact with me, hence this post today.

The accusations, insinuations, the lies, the emails, the phone calls on random days from Government Agency's have not helped but pushed me over the top, stressing me out so far that my health is now broken.

On Tuesday of this week, following my Court appearance in Sacramento, California I fell 'ill' and subsequently to my  concern for my health I did go to the Emergency Room but not until the following day because I do not like Hospitals at all.  It seems in the past when I have gone to the doctor for a cold, I end up being admitted for something far more serious.  My last experience left me in the hospital for more than a week and it took over a year to recover.  I turned out it was not a cold but Acute Ashmatic Bronchiitis brought on by stress.  At the time my doctor sent me to the hospital, I apparently was suffocating and did not know it.  The test he did in his office showed that I had 10% oxygen in my blood, hence the suffocation.  He was an extremely kind physician and without causing any alarm to me, just saying I should go to the hospital for another evalution.  When I arrived I was bombarded by the staff, put into isolation where they could begin to treat whatever was causing this problem.  It was not until I hit the hospital that I realized how sick I was, with that being said I feel as if I am on repeat.

When I arrived at the Hospital on Wednesday afternoon with my son, I went because the pain was to great, not because I felt sick.  Turns out, yet again, I am very, very sick. I have MRSA and Facial Cellulitis along with a slough of other things that make no sense to me because it just seems impossible to be or to have this many illness's at once.  Of course on a lighter note, when the staff at the front desk asked me why I was there or what I thought I had I said, "Encephalitis."  I was told that was impossible cause it would be much like that movie 'Contagion' with Matt Damon and Cameron Diaz and I said, "Yep that is the one, I have exactly what Cameron Diaz had in the movie."  The staff said I would not be walking around still, I laughed and said, "I know, that's weird, that is why I came in in today 'cause I don't feel good about this."  Well turns I was not to far off in my diagnosis and due to current events I still say this has been brought on my 'Stress Itself' and I know that this is contrary to popular belief.  It's Mother Nature saying "enough is enough" the kid needs to come home.

I went back yesterday and have to go again today, the Emergency Room Doctor wants to keep tabs on this or on me so we know whether or not I need to stay at the Hospital so they can administer more frequent doses of antibiotics.  To date I am taking two types at home and being given I.V. boluses at the Emergency Room, all to try to avoid a stay in the Hospital, which I really appreciate cause I hate hospitals you can get so sick in them.  That sounds kind of dumb now but oh well that's what happens when you have......well you know my diagnosis, LOL.

So keep your fingers crossed and with a little luck and a positive outlook I will cruise in there tomorrow and be cleared to recover here at home.

Should this not be the case, than I would to say;

Dear Rebecca, Kathleen and Lauren,

"I love you very much and think of you often."  

To Mr. James Blunt, 

" I am sorry that I was unable to meet you thus far and I would like to wish you the best your future appears to be dynamically driven.  Keep a stiff upper lip and don't forget to laugh, it is the Nectar of our Life.  I love your new album.  I bought the Album in a pre-order venue on the Internet and it was delivered a week or so ago.  I love the 'Book' it is just like the one I imagined for something I wanted to publish, very 'Old School'.  It seems that you and I have a common way to express our ideas and by your notes and/or illustrations we jot things down much the same, it was really cool to see in person."

 

Original Natural Creed Tack

The Greed of the Singular Cell

now a Number translated?

... to identify BEING Clean.

Call of Run

Statused ~ Placed ~ Advantaged?!?

Know "It" Plates too Toll

The Mechaniques that calculates the Fare

does not Add the Tax

Book Exact!!

Match the gaseous grab,

explosive dime to drop and Syne.

Luminous Vote

breezing too inhale the brink

the Footage Advance

Reeled in Sound

to Film record

Play the Move

camara sat Seated sap

too TRAPPED.

EYE will LATCH Loc

knots perfect the Ore Stills the Chilled.

Chest laced Mistake!!

Mint Board?!!?

Gilded Thread

spun inn wholed

basic tack

herd foiled

FORE Ground shreds Crowns.

Jewels grind through,

 decor Mounting.

Stallions thirds Welling

Shores of Phar

triplicates squawl.

Grained too Sands

beaches Lands

Cliffs to breech

protected RACE.

TWINS EQUALED KNOT THREE

brake

Single Deal.

Breed of Bred

'Refinery' out source

the Keep of Well

Clarity.

Original be not a SEED

obvious to fact

pointed power shielded

ventured quest lusting desires

Their you're Cage

dungeons require

no found too cost

lose Lofts.

Mind doubt

it's yours to Be

No Origin Know Sport

no leap to reach.

Takes~R~Tooks

roped and bulled

Penned Rolls,

dimension scrolled

a Fold!!

Stows stowed dunked Moles

Owned, Slaved, Used, Ick!!

Backed Steers Style

Bounce.

Stayed~in~Stills

photo I.D. ouch!!

NO PT.?.Compass Routes

Driven deep in VEE

doping 5th Elevens lead

knees.

What is Poetry? The Unconscious Conscious' Conscious Lead?

The Bit of Bridled Truth

As Poets 'our' dead from what you've read,
I claim a riddles through.

To explain or Exclaim!!,
that Prose is Versed,
the rhythm bets,
that rhymes are set.

 To entice farther still,
the likes advantage only due,
the words are meters Let.

The spoken sentence in reverse,
offers cursed and places wreck,
with bounds of met.

So I've heard poetry is lost,
but Bound a future Found.

Strange how perversity still blames,
the Tongue's of switch,
play the Gamed.

The chest of Man,
the Steel is planned,
to bank this placed,
Eye target; Raced!!

Why must Songs be so Framed,
to hide Exist?, or just to List,
the coming Age as Knew resist.

The formal persist of know reply,
it's all just a Sign,
of Times that Vie.


~

http://www.poetry.org/whatis.htm

Treaties' Consorts' Retort

Honor Thy Love,

a circle complete.

In trust find respect,

in belief know faith,

in time the sign,

a Vest that Men have kept.

In date of a Century turn,

a new age delivers,

the Lives of Whom have Met,

a Keep of an Ancient Zest.

Sent to search,

death a lurch,

the reveal will be,

it's Real!!

Witness Home,

testify exist,

the missed will focus this.

The Crown a Hallow set,

the magnet of a test,

the end is 'The Continue'

the War Song Bewailed!!

The Ancient Path to Road,

the light will only show,

the truth of innocent appeal,

the rote of a scripted stow.

Desire lost to lust,

the enemy never dust,

out of the ash,

the Tell to Rise and speak of trace as Albatross.

Upon the Day of doom,

the gloom of great repair,

a snare to trap will state a fact,

the Law of Reason tracked.

The flower blooming confides,

I know the You in eye,

the Sight of due enhances Suit,

romance becomes the tie.

Worlds apart will Watch,

the timing is a plot,

the talk is noise, the sound is Laud,

develops truth, the root a boot,

a Coat-of-Arms Exists!!

The Rail will Road to Train,

the Conductor's whistle blows,

the blasting chord, an airtight tone,

where Heir's will show their thrown.

The bricked appeal,

a mortared fire,

the flames will burn so incredibly hot,

that red is blue in thought,

the temper of the Plot!!

Exampling Flames have sought,

the Hour of which is Taught,
the Law of a Congressional Lot!!

what have I become ~ by James Blunt

What Have I Become

Text und Musik / lyrics and music by James Blunt

she took me for granted

delivered wisdom to my door

on top of the world

subscribed for life

with an outland of my soul put to sleep

I think you understand me

talking about hopes of help and dreams of war

and Moscow calling footsteeps on the floor

what have I become

what have I become

what have I become

don't give up now

tomorrow's empires will come

and broken bones

constitute my strength

in the shadow of death we'll die

you ain't seen nothing yet

through the darkness I cry

and the way of life is gone, a way of life is gone

what have I become

strange meeting

I'm on the moon

a house dividing with the ugly scandals

watching my back

listening for the echoes of an evil past

was this how the legend was formed

mixed signals

so fools rush in

and precious few, precious few have sense enough

to see what's right

and I finally say I am gone

if finally here I am gone

what have you become

http://www.jamesbluntfanclub.de/index_english.html

Rusty Nails M.c. ~ Squared

The sound of flicker,

a wistful display of,

a whisper.

Knowing Thought,
before "Its" start.

The essence of the 'Gold Rings' truth,

erupt with medal,

elemental Sees,

all for nothing?

Dungeon Wares

The Nail of the Piercing,

in steel sum,

total straight, a digital 'Take'
a sentence made with thoughts that do,
in silence now without You.

Computers dues

Ancient acupuncture,

a tenure of lairs,

 type a venue,

production like in lieu.

Feel the pulsing life,

a tone to beat so low,

for sight of scenes,
the view!

Rhythm with the Men of Rite,

old in art,

versed in 'Might'

a wish for the load,

lifted-off, to go.

Sort thoughts to only Talk,
makes speech unnecessary,
when Words have been,
drowned from Then.

The ebb and flow,

synapse lap,

sparking Mind,

to provide the affect,
 of only that.

Not all known,

is shared or formed,

Verse does move,

the streaming of,
an automatic write,
words are tight,
exposing Fight!!

Hiding

Whips and Chains,

B.D.S.M. has Been,

a use for Well-off Men.

Too discover, so to enter,

the Minds that roam,

in dreams of wake,
expressed in plain without refrain.

The dance of the dark,

the drink of haste,

creates the place,

Men do wait!!

Patience strives,

due or try,

a century view,

just a blink, soaring link,

future doom.

Nothing stops a mind at wrought,

Thinking starts,

Reality confirms,

Time is ticking Talking 'Lot.'

Spilling over Nations fraught,

religious wars are 'All'...

but sought.

The Land you fight,

original mint.

Pour the Millions,

food for thought,

or is it the blood and honey,

bitter sweet flesh you eat?

Communion

Men will See,

it is the deed,

that gives me the Heebie-jeebies.

Soylent Green a Movie seen,
never forgotten,
the wafer is rotten.

Reporting Storyboard,

so deplored,

News distracts to keep off track,

deception seems to have a back.

The Mute will speak,

'Twisted-tongues' develope font,
with a pretense you won't want.

No-longer will dreams explain,
with discretion,

Computers Game,

exploiting you with pictured views,
and the words you're thinking too.

Minority Report
a Film or prelude?

Algorithms code to Sum,

add the numbers,

to paint the drum.

Fodder found,
no fight or sound,
to stop the research,
that is bound.

Understand or to Find,

segregation has a Mind,

generated from....the computer,

Generations will also Fund.

The guise of wealth of hidden tells,

built to read, form pictures from,
your Mind asleep in present thought,
no belief 'till Deed's complete.

A Computer "Reading,"
via Seeing,
numerical values interpreted thinking,
"Numbers" don't Lie,
you do.

Just A Call!! Ring-Me!!

As 'Life' introduces Challenge,

I feel the pulse,

the Beat of a Rhythm Sounding!!

The Song of Choice

A deep tone of relief,

a decision to be felt,

enjoy the dance.

The steps seem so unknown,

unsure and unused,

often referred to as absurd,

but I learn, 

I go!!

To dig down into the depths,

this I know,

my Mind I have kept,

free to be accountable,

for me.

With nothing more than an Opportunity,

present Yourself without Lies,

know your Thought,

support Self,

and with the evidence of being,

Attain!!

More

The secluded factor of 'The Idea,'

a Rafter too Support,

by Structure and by Design,

Find!!

You are not blind,

be free to 'See',

to Chose to Build the Framework,

the Foundation of a Plan.

Difficulties produce our ability to further growth,

privately and within One's self,

gather the strength of Tact,

select unto You,

'Importance' great,

repetition unique,

an accountable deed,

Achieve!!

Confidence in this said,

further yourself to progress,

'Accomplishment' is met with,

Succeed!!

Failure is not easy,

it is a Reality,

it can be a 'When,'

Play!!

A Win provides satisfaction,

a Loss is a Lesson,

do not dismiss the Class,

it is an Education,

Fast!!

The Instructor will last,

for it is You and your Past,

lending a View on how to Improve,

Embrace!!

Fact

Don't erase this path,

don't lose your Self to wrath,

Life!!

To Walk, to Run, to Stop, to Breath,

to not rival a need,

review the Want,

Grade yourself with health,

Wealth!!

Of Mind

Thought is Energy,

be 'Well,'

don't Wallow in Negativity,

be 'Better' than the best you can be,

embrace your Destiny.

Fate

Take a Grip,

it is only the Self-Doubt that rips at our fingertips.

Speak with Value,

the require of the Mind,

should be of a positive kind,

to Heal, to Identify, to Produce, to Show, to Example,

Ample!!

Idea

You may not agree,

that is O.K. with me,

I seek nothing more than Tranquility,

Peace!!

A Point-of-View,

to nurture our existence,

Hear!!

To stifle thought,

to condemn what equals growth,

shuns Difference by imposing 'Told,'

Yoked!!

All Lives are of importance,

unique unto themselves,

the common denominator seems the sum,

of this particular Run.

The Toll if undivided,

is the enjoyment of the outcome,

'The Try' will be felt in 'Done,'

Incarnation!!

Good Luck

'Cause regardless,

it is a Hell of a Ride,

and this Life will deliver,

Sight!!

A 'Given' Rite, 

to Be, too See,

Believe!!

Birthday Message From My Mother

On my birthday this year my Mother called me. It was a bit of a surprise because I have been ostracized from the Family for so long.  She wanted to read to me a passage out of the King James Version of the Bible.  She said that this was her gift to me.

Before she began to read the passage below, I interjected and said, "Thanks for having me....I think."  I am not certain if she heard me as she just seemed to roll into reading this chapter and verse.

I am not certain what it was supposed to mean to me.  She insisted that this did apply to my life.  I just allowed her to speak freely because there is still a small part of me that likes to believe that there could be some healing between us. To date I have been completely wrong about this, so I decided to post my birthday message and ask your opinion.

I would like to be grateful for the time she took to make the call, however it always seems there is an ulterior motive.  I was wondering what the underlying reason for the call was, or, why she chose to read this particular Verse, it eludes me.

Maybe after reading what she read to me you will see the relevance, because in truth it seemed a bit hurtful not healing in it's meaning that she implied to me.  She asked me to read the entire chapter by myself and that it would heal me in my life.  Growing-up I was always told that I was the Sacrificial Lamb, so I did not know exactly how to take or to receive her gift to me.

I have bolded what she read to me on the phone.

Please feel free to share your insight because after reading it myself I am unsure what exactly to make of it.  It seemed a strange gift to receive from one's mother on your birthday, but maybe it's not in this case. I don't really know.

Revelation Chapter 21

¹ And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea.

² And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband.

³ And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, and be their God.

⁴ And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away.

⁵ And he that sat upon the throne said, Behold, I make all things new. And he said unto me, Write: for these words are true and faithful.

⁶ And he said unto me, It is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely.

⁷ He that overcometh shall inherit all things; and I will be his God, and he shall be my son.

⁸ But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.

⁹ And there came unto me one of the seven angels which had the seven vials full of the seven last plagues, and talked with me, saying, Come hither, I will shew thee the bride, the Lamb's wife.

¹⁰ And he carried me away in the spirit to a great and high mountain, and shewed me that great city, the holy Jerusalem, descending out of heaven from God,

¹¹ Having the glory of God: and her light was like unto a stone most precious, even like a jasper stone, clear as crystal;

¹² And had a wall great and high, and had twelve gates, and at the gates twelve angels, and names written thereon, which are the namesof the twelve tribes of the children of Israel:

¹³ On the east three gates; on the north three gates; on the south three gates; and on the west three gates.

¹⁴ And the wall of the city had twelve foundations, and in them the names of the twelve apostles of the Lamb.

¹⁵ And he that talked with me had a golden reed to measure the city, and the gates thereof, and the wall thereof.

¹⁶ And the city lieth foursquare, and the length is as large as the breadth: and he measured the city with the reed, twelve thousand furlongs. The length and the breadth and the height of it are equal.

¹⁷ And he measured the wall thereof, an hundred and forty and four cubits, according to the measure of a man, that is, of the angel.

¹⁸ And the building of the wall of it was of jasper: and the city was pure gold, like unto clear glass.

¹⁹ And the foundations of the wall of the city were garnished with all manner of precious stones. The first foundation was jasper; the second, sapphire; the third, a chalcedony; the fourth, an emerald;

²⁰ The fifth, sardonyx; the sixth, sardius; the seventh, chrysolite; the eighth, beryl; the ninth, a topaz; the tenth, a chrysoprasus; the eleventh, a jacinth; the twelfth, an amethyst.

²¹ And the twelve gates were twelve pearls; every several gate was of one pearl: and the street of the city was pure gold, as it were transparent glass.

²² And I saw no temple therein: for the Lord God Almighty and the Lamb are the temple of it.

²³ And the city had no need of the sun, neither of the moon, to shine in it: for the glory of God did lighten it, and the Lamb is the light thereof.

²⁴ And the nations of them which are saved shall walk in the light of it: and the kings of the earth do bring their glory and honour into it.

²⁵ And the gates of it shall not be shut at all by day: for there shall be no night there.

²⁶ And they shall bring the glory and honour of the nations into it.

²⁷ And there shall in no wise enter into it any thing that defileth, neither whatsoever worketh abomination, or maketh a lie: but they which are written in the Lamb's book of life.