Saturday, May 19, 2012

Do Not Be In Dismay, Just Be!!



Do not fight with that which you are faced with.
Accept that it is their responsibility.

Stand down!
Object to your internal draw to fight in the wrong War.
Allow the battle to be on the field of their guilt, not our innocence.

Forgive not yourself for an unknown crime.

Declare only your despair,
your anger, your disappointment and sadness
to the lack of defense which was never offered.

Stand Proud,
no matter your beginning.
Feel the breeze of what will calm yourself to educate your young.

Do Not Repeat.

Be Free!

Discriminate against what will damage the innocent.

Freedom is found before our birth.
It is the bondage upon this Earth where we learn
 to be that which we have already chosen not to be.
Stick to your guns!!

Be Clear With Yourself.

Stand across from that which you should not forgive.
For it is their jobs to do for themselves, not us!

Be free of condemnation and know
 you are innocent of the guilt of Centuries of such Crimes.

"BE"

For one day, with a little luck,
we shall be again, maybe meet,
or
 be able to find the strength to love once more.

Be True
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Friday, May 18, 2012

Famous Quotes From A Man That I Once Knew



“It has been said, 'the truth will make men free.' The truth alone has never made anyone free. It is only doubt which will bring mental emancipation.”

“Stupidity—The top of the list for a Sin. One of the Cardinal Sins I am afraid. It’s too bad that stupidity isn't painful. Ignorance is one thing, but our society thrives increasingly on stupidity. It depends on people going along with whatever they are told. The media promotes a cultivated stupidity as a posture that is not only acceptable but laudable. When being or standing as an Independent you must learn to see through the tricks and cannot afford to be stupid.”

“There is a beast in man that needs to be exercised, not exorcised.”

“There are many who would like my time. I shun them. There are some who share my time. I am entertained by them. There are precious few who contribute to my time. I cherish them.”

“Yeah, well, I'm crazy, but I'm not stupid, hopefully. And I think we're all a bit crazy if we do anything that's deviant. I've studied a great deal on deviance and aberrant behavior. Most of the interesting people I've ever met have been deviant in one form or another.”

“To be loved, feelings must be rationed. To love, the doors of hysteria, fantasy, and madness may be flung open.”

“It’s too bad that stupidity isn't painful.”

“Hair on a man's chest is thought to denote strength. The gorilla is the most powerful of bipeds and has hair on every place on his body except for his chest.”

“When one sleeps on the floor one need not worry about falling out of bed.”

“Those who spell Magic with a K aren't.”

“What good are friends if they cant do you any good?”

“What is there to see if I go outside? Don't tell me. I know. I can see other people. I don't want to see other people. They look awful. The men look like slobs and the women look like men. The men have mush faces framed by long hair and the women have big noses, big jaws, big heads, and stick-like bodies. That depresses me. Its no fun to people-watch anymore because there's so little variety in types."

"You say it's good to get a change of scenery. What scenery? New buildings? New cars? New freeways? New shopping malls? Go to the woods or a park? I saw a tree once. The new ones look the same, which is fine. I even remember what the old ones look like. My memory isn't that short. But it's not worth going to see a squirrel grab a nut, or fish swimming around in a big tank if I must put up with the ugly contemporary human pollution that accompanies each excursion. The squirrel may enliven me and remind me of better vistas but the price in social interaction isn't worth it. If, on my way to visit the squirrel, I encounter a single person who gains stimulation by seeing me, I feel like I have given more than I've received and I get sore."

"If every time I go somewhere to see a fish swimming, I become someone else's stimulation, I feel shortchanged. I'll buy my own fish and watch it swim. Then, I can watch the fish, the fish can watch me, we can be friends, and nobody else interferes with the interaction, like trying to hear what the fish and I are talking about. I won't have to get dressed a certain way to visit the fish. I needn't dress the way my pride dictates, because who's going to see me? I needn't wear any pants. The fish doesn't care. He doesn't read the tabloids. But, if I go out to see a fish other than my own, I'm right back where I started: entertaining others, which is more depleting than visiting the new fish is entertaining."

"Maybe I should go to a coffee house. I find no stimulation in watching ordinary people trying to put the make on other uninteresting people. I can fix my own cup of coffee and not have to look at or talk to other people. No matter where I go, I stimulate others, and have been doing so all my life. It used to be I'd sometimes get stimulated back.”

“If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and without mercy.”

“I find greater companionship in inert figures, animals & speechless artifacts, for I can enjoy their presence & there is no psychic drain”

“You cannot love everyone; it is ridiculous to think you can.”

“The other exception to the rule regards dealings with masochists. A masochist derives pleasure from being hurt; so denying the masochist his pleasure through-pain hurts him just as much as actual physical pain hurts the non masochist. The story of the truly cruel sadist illustrates this point: The masochist says to the sadist, "beat me." To which the merciless sadist replies, "NO!" If a person wants to be hurt and enjoys suffering, then there is no reason not to indulge him in his wont.”

“Why should I not hate mine enemies―if I "love" them does that not place me at their mercy?”

“Don't let that little pyramid with the bright eye fool you. That's to draw your attention away from the real thing: the big trapezoid beneath it.”

“Love is one of the most intense feelings felt by man; another is hate. Forcing yourself to feel indiscriminate love is very unnatural. If you try to love everyone you only lessen your feelings for those who deserve your love. Repressed hatred can lead to many physical and emotional aliments. By learning to release your hatred towards those who deserve it, you cleanse yourself of these malignant emotions and need not take your pent-up hatred out on your loved ones.”

“Unfortunately for a multitude of occultists, humor is a rare ingredient in their lives. In fact it is their very lack of humor that has impelled them into the arcane and esoteric.”

“There are many who would take my time, I shun them. There are some who share my time, I am entertained by them. There are precious few who contribute to my time, I cherish them.”

“When an independent person commits a wrong, they realize that is it natural to make a mistake―and if he is truly sorry about what he has done, he will learn from it and take care not to do the same thing again. If he is not honestly sorry about what he has done, and knows he will do the same thing over and over, he has no business confessing and asking forgiveness in the first place.”

“Martin Luther dreamed up Protestantism while sitting on the toiled at Wittenberg monastery, and we know what a big movement that became.”

“When ghettos become the mainstream of society, islands of individuality cannot help but harbor an elite.”

“Some religions actually go so far as to label anyone who belongs to a religious sect other than their own a heretic, even though the overall doctrines and impressions of godliness are nearly the same. For example: The Catholics believe the Protestants are doomed to Hell simply because they do not belong to the Catholic Church. In the same way, many splinter groups of the Christian faith, such as the evangelical or revivalist churches, believe the Catholics worship graven images. (Christ is depicted in the image that is most physiologically akin to the individual worshipping him, and yet the Christians criticize "heathens" for the worship of graven images.) And the Jews have always been given the Devil's name.”

“To the Maker the archetype, the self-sustainer, human interaction is usually a waste of the most precious thing in his vital existance: time.”

“I thought, acted, and thereupon found myself removed.”

“Independence advocates practicing a modified form of the Golden Rule. Such an interpretation of this rule is: "Do unto others as they do unto you"; because if you "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you," and they, in turn, treat you badly, it goes against human nature to continue to treat them with consideration. You should do unto others as you would have them do unto you, but if your courtesy is not returned, they should be treated with the wrath they deserve.”

“There is nothing inherently sacred about moral codes. Like the wooden idols of long ago, they are the work of human hands, and what man has made, man can destroy!”

“It's a cinch that if you read it in an occult periodical or paperback, everyone's doing it. That should be your cue to avoid such stuff, lest you be relegated to the same readership level.”

“Truth" never set anyone free. It is only *doubt* which will bring mental emancipation.”

“Self-deceit” but deserves to be repeated here. Another cardinal sin. We must not pay homage to any of the sacred cows presented to us, including the roles we are expected to play ourselves. The only time self-deceit should be entered into is when it’s fun, and with awareness. But then, it’s not self-deceit!”

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I Wish That I Knew What Men Really Wished In Their Hearts For Themselves



Take my body until it racks with what is wise.
Make me feel what only a cross can deliver to you in the instant of know!
Crucify me with the insistence of what you Need, not what you Want.

Take me into the depths of your desire,
not the darkness of your perverse.
Free me of my anxiety of the Mind
that wants the sweet release at the end of a leash.

Wreck me for the wealth of Men to watch such a horror.
Break my "Will" in a European Lair,
not a made-up snare that will only maim me.

Bluntly declare your Ownership!!

Disregard other claims.
As they are, or, must only be after-thoughts
 of others that wish to take from you personally
your own freedom to be.

Put back within my core the spirit of myself,
an everlasting fire to find and ignite the flame within.
Allow me to light the path of curiosity
 with this burning desire of the want to learn again.

Burnt I am with the Men of no delight.
 Or that take no pleasure in the written prose of a girl.
For in this land, my land, far from any civilized thoughts it seems,
 humanity hides in their sin
 wallowing in some kind of guilty remorse of what they have done.

Creeps circulate to destroy the innocent.
 Should you cry out or hear anyone whom questions the defining tone of "Why,"
they are thrashed and thrown down to be trodden upon.
This is not to take their life,
 but, to teach a lesson of; Shut-Up!

My body aches for the need to be,
attraction has grown into blindness; a drone I am it seems.
 I do not see what should excite me.

Men no longer need what it is that winds the time
 to deliver what I thought they dreamt of.

What is the value of such a girl that believes
to satisfy the dream of only one Man,
would be like Magic to me.

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Thursday, May 17, 2012

Universal Wealth


To imagine change is to know the truth in the clarity of what life is all about.

I ponder....

To look into the future of ones most recent past,
is a riddle.

I guess a better way to explain what this means to me is to say,
"This is how you change your Stars!"

Love is bound by each and every person who ties a loop around a frown,
all so a smile cannot come around.

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Wednesday, May 16, 2012

I Believed in One other person especially meant for Me and that he was here on Mother Earth just waiting for us to run into each other!




I dreamt of a boy when I was a girl.  I believed with all my might when I was a little girl that there was only one other boy and he was meant just for me.  I knew, that just like me, he came so far through eternity just to hold my hand and be my mate as an adult.  This very simple and I guess what most consider, at least they consider this type of thought these days, to be stupid.  In reality this was really the idea that saw me through to where I sit today at the age I am, a long, long way from being four years old and so very alone. 

I lost so many friends to their own hands. My friends committed suicide and I could not stop them.  I could not do such a thing for myself for I felt that I would have cheated that one boy.  I guess he would now be a Man, kind of cool when you think about it.  As simple as I may sound, I truly felt with all my being that there was that only one boy for me to love. 

I never found him. I tried and I discovered that laughter drowned any hope I had when I made any inquiries into this dream of mine.  For all of those that say, "Men are like buses, they come along every 20 Minutes."  I don't believe you. Men are rare and are very unique unto themselves.  I know that I may be lacking what it is to understand why I have never been able to find my mate, but, I do believe that at one time during my life, he existed, he was here, walking at the same exact time I was walking too.  I love him for making that journey. He came all the way from where those of us that must believe in such innocence of magic itself reside.

I love you, whomever you may be, you will always be my Man to me.  Thank you so much for showing up to be the One and the Only for Me.  Forever and A Day!!

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Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Begin Again!! Make That Choice



Chose your direction.
Lives are so many.
Use this time to improve and learn from all of your Deaths.

Do not fear the Reaper.
He is your guide.
Other Worlds are perilous,
and full of what is not known.

To be advised that "Lives" continue;
Will only awaken you to old thoughts, old ways and old beliefs:
Archaic learning!!

The secret of the Universe that delivers to you a bit of a surprise today is,
TRUTH.

It is yours as long as you still are walking upright on this Earth.
Be not unaware to the absolute perfection that has been delivered.
This environment that we exist in can profit our lives with enlightenment and relieve us of our fears.

In this innocence, I believe that this could be the place,
and the time that we could have be given to heal.
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Monday, May 14, 2012

I Loved Riding!! My Last Love, isn't he Beautiful.....


this is Zest and Me.

Maybe one day I will be able to enjoy the Sport that made my life possible to even face.

"I love you so much!  Where ever you ended up, I hope they love as much as I did."
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