As the Years roll, the Seventh Year approaches so quickly and without change

Waiting as the years pass with a slow and hurtful pull: I go alone.

Thoughts of what was, I close my eyes and dream while I sleep to the memories of old.

All has disappeared, no photo's, no calls, no place to visit, just gone, no where found.

No reason to ask the question, "Why?"

The answer shows up everywhere.

In disdain,

in constant hurt,

I hear no appeal to my cry or try to connect.

There was no purpose to such abandonment that I see,

until, Six Years later, told so plainly,

"I never want to see you again!!"

Not once do I find reason for this discord,

just comply with the wish of the ones that have spoken their peace.

Dissolve and absolute,

no room for discussion.

The choice was announced.

I bow out and find that which was never there,

a presence of what I could have only perceived as an imagination of my life's dedication.

A Life changed in one singular stroke of another.

I abandon all of what I thought I knew and had held in comfort and love.

I run with the Wolves,

I have been given an opportunity to run wild and free,

I will return to youthful dreams.

Six and one-half years have passed.

Upon the Seventh the words which I have spoken shall come to fruition.

Upon the stroke of such I shall leave and go a different way.

I wish luck to all of those who need such in their lives.

Each and every person upon this beautiful Earth who survives such a break,

be yourself in such an ordeal, be no other, you are amazing as you are today.

Listen to your inner person,

fill not yourself with the self-help books of other experiences,

take not advice from strangers.

Be Wise, be peaceful, be calm.

Know that all happens for reasons of your own personal growth.

Be discreet with your feelings,

-or- those feelings will be exploited by predators upon sight of such abandon of such.

Feel your birth into this Society of Hate and choose to Love instead.

In loss, you will find the greatest gain,

no matter the possessions you may be missing,

you exist and can live to begin again.

You are not an option for them to reap you of yourself during these tumultuous times. 

A stern approach of defense of your will to be will show and be your truth.

Be free to relish in this little known fact.

Believe in your presence upon this Earth as not random but a gift.

The very sake that you survive such challenges

proves your worth to yourself and will hold at bay any intruder upon your being.

Be pensive.

Consider the cost of the toll you have already paid thus far,

in your life and in the lives of others that may have advantaged you in the past.

Regard not your future,

care for your present, your body, your mind, your heart and your soul.

Surround yourself with what is natural, Nature.

Avoiding the noise of all the options that other Human Beings present to you will benefit you now.

Instilled within our very selves

we have been blessed with knowledge and capability to know repentance.

Accept these natural and eternal gifts which came with your birth.

Forget not your travels to all the troubled places that have plagued your life.

In these places you have learned to exist and live again.

You were before, you will be again.

Should you accept yourself as you are,

simple, uncomplicated, intelligent, able to learn and to adapt,

than you will continue, I trust this fact in myself.

Find strength in difference,

not sanity in the unclaimed pain in which you may still exist.

Freedom comes at such a great cost.

That is why it has the greatest expense and yet the rewards are unending to each of us.

Expression of Truth and to put a voice to our communication of our existence

should not be filled with lies to pacify the listener or passing stranger.

To do so will only prove a disservice to every man, woman and child.

In this instance of no regard for our existence or what should be told with frankness,

speak with your own freedom to express what you feel is correct within the bounds of your life.

Should you curb what is said and cannot speak with the freedom of your own personal thought,

you will only further the extinction of what is real:

The fight for all of us to live free from such oppression of the embarrassment brought on by others and their words of callous disregard towards each of us and with no thought to our well-being .