Showing posts with label B.D.S.M.ing Myself. Show all posts
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Tuesday, December 10, 2013

The Disappearance Will Be Steered





Don't worry your lives or minds in place,
the disappearance of a race,
just takes the time to plan the day,
the wake of storm the ride to sigh.

All that was has been a trace,
to the measure of what's in state,
the keep of wealth is all until,
the words due stop and end the frill.

A walk to drive a car away,
to pack-up nothing and leave this still,
the path is coming,
I feel it, bumpy.

the drift is clue I've been so shrewd,
in past I've gone and come to do,
the remarkable part in truth of rite
now my want is to forego this tract.

Destruction of a start to finish,
to recognize that this is mention,
to speak of what will talk a quit,
this life is found and all is 'round.

the grace of this is free to go,
the words that flow are in a row,
the rhyme so lost it's been the cost,
a World is big and I know a rig.

To classify this exist,
with further learning I won't resist,
but silence will come with posts of done,
as a close becomes the stunned.

the man I say is Knight of Play,
I hope for you to do or chose,
this second of the first does stop,
the load of shown and hurts to prop.

To whom it may concern or not,
the message given is just a lend,
a booked review of lives in Time,
will be dismissed as out the pine.

I'd wish you luck but it's your rough,
the guide to brought is merely mocked,
the left of over does review,
it's been so nice to know the dude.

Too hear the footsteps of Mountains peek,
I will find the need for no relief,
the patient climb was my sign,
that Peace is when I just give,
send.

The letter written,
the more of less,
the point is made,
so Bluntly played,
to ignite the spark in fire, lark,
this Elemental is all burnt out.

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

I Have Always Loved Tetris And Now It Shows...



Tetris May Treat PTSD, Flashbacks


I Forgot I Wrote To.....Dear Past, You Cannot Stop The Unstoppable!!



Dear Past,


Confront Me!  
Destroy my present Life.  
Leave me quietly at day light, 
return to remind me at sundown.

Don't bother others with questions.
Keep it real with flashbacks.
Exhaust me from sleepless nights.
Make my dreams, Nightmares.

Do you miss me when I forget you?
Are you lonely with just the old friends you have?
Is your pain to singular when I am gone?
Don't you love the silence?

Bring it all.
Don't leave one memory behind.
Invite comments and judgments from past offenders,
to be the audio, to the video that runs in my head.
Tell immediate family to dump it all on me.
Isn't that the job?
You told me so.
Forgetting nothing is important.
Making the flashback live it is so useful.
Thanks.
It irons it all out so well, so vividly for me.

Do I call the men I see?
How about the women?
Are the orgy's still in your repertoire?
Just curious how much further we must go down the lane before we say Adios,
to the other.

I know the ugliness you must have to live with,
when will you give it up?
I mean, really, get real past,
I'm tired, your tired,
you are a worn out record.

Oh, I am so sorry.
I had no idea.
Keep me close,
I will speak on your behalf,
yes, until the end.  I swear.

Love Always,
The friend you will never need,



Me

(originally written in 2011)