I Am Guilty of Birth Itself

To break the chain!!

In this Life,
dangerous.

In the next,

Deadly.

Punishment for what I've done,

feels like a life-long run.

I'll explain.

Now that I am alone,

It is time to say,

"It's O.K."

I have waited, I have watched.

Kept an eye out for what I missed.

"I'm What?"

 Horror, Possessed with Demons.......and...

Oh wait there's more.

~ 666 ~

Spawn of Satan's child....

..the Beast!

I'm sold.

Never did I understand,

the Hatred mixed me Wild.

I'm ill with puke from a child,

projectile vomit ~ I did bottle!

Exorcisms, they were done;

I witnessed.

Exorcist death:  I watched!!

Pistols held to my head,

"Russian Roulette"

I was not dead.

Tired you grow,

running from the excuses,

they're thrown.

I am at an age,

I am a Sage,

a Seer to my own.

Gifts in abundance,

it hasn't been much fun.

So..

laugh away should you wish,

or, just plain hold a candle in the wind.

Either way I will blow-out,

the time will come;

Just when?

News Flash

We all Die!!

I'd like to have it naturally,

to go as I do sleep.

To dream of things that comfort me,

not a Snuff to get your fee.

To overdose with Happiness!!

No person should take note,

for I only learned by Rote.

My death should cause no dread.

It shall come when Time does save,

to put me back to places I say.

Months will pass,

I bet that Years,

it will end up to really be.

Before you even notice me.

 I never thought to much of Life,

for Death has always delivered right.

Peace of Mind,

in this I find, deliverance of anther kind.

So for the people who advantage you,

say, "I am so glad you have allowed me too."

Thank You for your patience.

It has been making little sense.

Dead on Arrival:

It is intense.

I feel compelled to share one last thing.

I knew before I came.

My view of you was so UN-true,

I had to actually meet each of you.

I told the ones to be,

Controllers that "I see,"

"I must know evil personally before I kill for thee."

Now that I have shared,

I feel so much better there,

I must include one other last thing,

selfishness did rule.

What if I were the Evil one?

I would have been destroying myself for them.

That would have just been dumb.

I apologize for this never,

for in the immediate sever,

I discovered that I was free,

of this strange, but lurid dream.

I ponder to only me;

"Do we have past lives or future Sees."

I do not really know.

However.

 I took no chance,

 I've danced the dance, 

with strangers in a stance.

How about YOU?

 Are you a Riddler too?

 It may have been,
the in-between.