Believe, The When, Was Where We're

I have lived my Life in Mortal Fear.

All because of what I had expected to have,

 to have, to Live thru Here!

It Was like a dream,

but Moreover, 

this Nightmare came True.

To See, What is, From where I've Been,

instills a strong belief-of-sin.

As You condemn what is Now,

I beg to differ with you still!!!

For When I Was and Saw from Then,

the hatred of yourselves, Drove-In!

Remembering That,

I know I'll go,

and be free of what I tow!!

No worries will I keep,

for people that I'll never meet.

To Work Oneself,

to set a snare,

to Know that Lives are Kept from There!

On occasion,

I Stop to stare.

Disbelief will cause Dispair

I Welcome All,

the rest of mine.

For I am sure,

 and you seem blind.

In keeping from The Begin,

I do believe, we must Ascend.

I know that I will be again.

Without the strife or dealings from Then.

A small Relief from knowing Them,

please remember not to Sin.

For with all Certainty,

and without Mend, 

I simply know that we have been.

Lovingly,

 a  dear and very old Friend.