The Secrets Of Lies

It is what has happened to you, 

that is kept as secrets from you, 

that kills you.  

It is the effort that you put forth to tell your truth that spares you.  

It is the nightmares that remind you.  

It is the words of the Streaming Sage that will become the Ice that melts the glacier made for you.

To learn to become what you would like to be,

takes great effort with the patience you will need.  

To understand,

that your ability to not understand,

becomes your understanding, 

brings me a certain type of solace.  

To determine yourself,

to obtain some measure of dignity,

in spite of this life of misery,

is a goal for me. 

To balance your mind with spirituality,

and not fall into that pit of what has been done to me,

is an Hour-Glass it seems.

To comfort the inner-me,

with the hugs that I never did see, 

I found room to improve myself not kill myself. 

To grow my Minds Thought, 

to increase my capacity to "Just Be" 

causes so much anxiety that you cannot see. 

To accept Flashbacks as "Just Talk"

helps me to understand,

what they are saying to me.  

To maintain 'Spatial Awareness,' 

prepares me for the Truth of Reality, 

not the Lies you continue to pile upon me.