The other day, last week in fact,
I went to the dentist, in chair I sat,
I began to shake as a rubber dam was placed,
inside my mouth for cavities sake.
Bluntly spoken with no repose,
I stated with no tact,
"I was killed as a kid, a plastic bag was wrapped over my head!"
In frankness I just said.
In such fright I must have turned white,
and their compassion won me out,
and their compassion won me out,
they continued with great care.
But as my fear did soak my being,
I closed my eyes to seek relief,
in this I was not scared.
Instantly without a pause,
thrown back to time,
a child I find,
it was me in state of See,
I stared in disbelief.
In this scene, of what was done,
I saw a missing piece,
like a Movie or a Film,
it played a brand new seen.
I stayed calm with eyes shut,
I now do share this strange repair,
myself was back in that basement trap,
a total of recall.
There I was, cradled, love?,
in the arms of this Man,
the One who did this true.
I waited with the patience in,
my self I did still shake,
I clamped my eyes till day was night,
in this I still had Sight,
the dental chair I held so tight.
the dental chair I held so tight.
There I stood, in close I could,
for my age has brought me height,
the difference understood.
I watched without such fear it's weird,
this Man drew my small frame endeared,
he kissed my cheek with tears it's clear,
my body was so still,
I seemed to be outside myself,
I stared for I seemed dead.
All too much, my mind did touch,
upon which was unfair,
this Crime of Love it seemed to be,
I still did die downstairs.
Why now do I close my eyes,
in a dental chair,
I was scared, I felt the fright,
creep up into my being.
My breath was hot,
I sucked no air,
did this act bring despair?
I guess good reason would so tell,
a flashback can be Hell,
but all this did was fill in rid,
the gap became the voiceless kid,
from action of, to when I froze,
and now I know 'The why.'
To think that this is remembered when,
my stress did heighten fear,
but life so strange,
I watched deranged,
and now I feel like I'm just here.
I guess no matter, this ensued,
the act of done, so near to sum,
the total of declared in wrung.
I now know,
why the Cat,
did seem to have,
my tongue so young,
did seem to have,
my tongue so young,
'because silenced has no scream.
I see my death as live record,
I do not question the answer;
"In death I see my life and life became my death to me."
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I do not question the answer;
"In death I see my life and life became my death to me."
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