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I have found different things about my mother on the Internet while searching for any thread showing a relation between her and me. I posted a piece that I found off a website full of misinformation about her and her accomplishments.

The uncomfortable feeling in my stomach just persists when I find threads and/or interviews on the Internet about my mother and my family of origin that have erased me out completely of their lives. Just as my younger brother has done on this thread as per Yelp, "Our Family is made up of myself, Philip Meakin, my father, Hugh Meakin, my mother, Melba Meakin, my sister, Sarah Meakin and lastly our recent addition, my dear wife, Sharon Meakin" click on www.yelp.com/biz/tal-y-tara-tea-and-polo-shoppe-san-francisco?rpp=40&start=80 .

In the purposeful misrepresentation and the intentional circulation of what is false on the Internet is how my family plays hardball. The post on my blog about my mother states very plainly, to the public at large, that my mother has only been a resident in San Francisco since the 1970's. As I stated, I was born at Children's Hospital on California Street in San Francisco in 1965, her statement is a direct contradiction to what I know to be the truth about my life and where I lived as a child. She does mention that she was a Rock Promoter in Golden Gate Park which is encouraging. This shows that her relationship with Bill Graham at least existed, not to mention her relationship with The Peoples Temple Founder, Jim Jones.

It is actually very hurtful to be squeezed out of the family but it has been happening to me since my birth. It is not as if I was ever made to feel part of the family, but, at least you would think or hope that they would keep up the pretense that I was a member of their family. At first it was Tamara and Edward discounting my existence and wishing that I was not around. They repeatedly would tell me that it was my fault that "Dad and Mom" were divorced. Tamara, in fits of anger, will say "Everything was fine until I came along." In the past she has said this with such disdain and hatred towards me it is almost palpable. It has been difficult enough to accept the fact that my parents were aware of the attempts on my life, severe neglect, physical abuse and incest as a child but the move from the hatred of the older two siblings, to the younger two siblings discounting me has been dis-heartening over the years. The continual lack of mention or acknowledgement of me as a person in this family has been devastating to my self-esteem since I was a child. Ignoring your existence causes even more problems with the dissociation and/or splitting, which I have suffered from since I was three years old. Sadly, their awareness of this disorder proves that they are also aware that I can be triggered and do such into this distant state of being. Regardless of whether the cruelty of ignoring me happens in person or something random that I have found on the Internet, their insistence of denying me has been the only thing that I can count on in my life as a constant.

A few years ago in a flat that I had in Corte Madera I said this in passing while my mother and step-father were visiting. "I'm beginning to wonder if I can ever die?" Hugh, my step-father's response was, "OH, YES YOU CAN, I know that for certain." He spoke with such indignation in his tone. It was as if he was saying, "If it had been up to me, you wouldn't be here, I would have done the job right the first time." It was rather unnerving and made me very uncomfortable. It proved to be one of the last times that I spoke to either one of them about anything of consequence. I was sad to know that they were so well-versed on the attempts on my life. The last time that my step-father really hurt me badly was three and a half years ago at my mother's home in San Francisco. I was visiting the house when he walked up behind me, putting his arm up and around my neck. He had me in a choke hold that I could not get out of on my own. I struggled and he tightened is grip around my throat. He then turned and threw me to the ground in the dining room. I tried to relax so that I wouldn't break my neck upon impact. He knew that I had had a very intensive back surgery (A 360 degree fusion of L4, L5 discs in my back) and was extremely fragile. This did not stop his attempt to hurt, cripple or break my neck. Since I did not fight back the entire incident became flat upon me landing on the floor. He ran out of the room and hid in the house. My mother and sister, Sarah said nothing, just going on about their business as if nothing had taken place. It ended up being one of the more strange experiences in my life. I propose that they were going to say to the police that I had just slipped and fallen resulting in my broken neck had I died on that day.

Yesterday the thread about my mother stated that she had received a Fine Arts degree from Julliard. It was actually my older sister who attended Julliard in New York City, not my mother. It is interesting to see my mother write that she attended this school, for this is further evidence of gas lighting. I know that she attended the University of Walla Walla, Washington but I would really have to ask her brother, my Uncle to step forward and speak on the accounts of my mother's alleged education.

This thread that I found establishes the fact that my mother just changes the information about whatever she wishes just to benefit herself and her Charity. It reminds me so much of the times in my life where she would tell people that Sarah, my younger sister was a Cheerleader and attended Wallenberg, graduating from USF. All an impossibility since she missed out on so many of her classes in the first year due to her undying love for her boyfriend whom she was in constant flux with each day. I remember my mother bullying my Grandparents out of $20,000.00 for Sarah's education at USF. What a waste that it ended up being.

I was actually the Cheerleader in the Family. I had made the Cheerleading Team while attending Highlands Christian Academy in San Bruno. I had gone to Cheerleading Camp in Santa Cruz during our Summer Vacation, I really had a blast for the first time in a very long time. Upon return from Camp my mother told me that I was not going to go back to that school. She I was enrolling me into Raoul Wallenberg High School in the city. Named in honor of the renowned Swedish diplomat Raoul Wallenberg, the high school was established in 1981 as an alternative high school within the San Francisco Unified School District. Emphasis is on academic preparation, acceptance of time-honored American traditions, adherence to a dress code, and ultimate matriculation. Enrollment was open to all students in San Francisco. Requirements are a desire to pursue the offered college preparatory program, a willingness to put forth maximum effort and to adhere to the school’s philosophy, expressed in a commitment statement signed by parents or guardians and the student. Wallenberg opened in the fall of 1981 with 9th and 10th grade students, I was to be a Sophomore that year. An additional class was added each year and Wallenberg became a four year high school in the fall of 1983, which would have been my graduating class. School enrollment is approximately 700 students.

Upon meeting with the principle, Mr. Kearney, I was asked if I would represent the school as the Cheer Leader for the upcoming year. I agreed. I ended up cheering at a the first rally held in our Gymnasium. I was out there in front of the entire school all alone. As the Student Body sat in silence, I stood and cheered for their entertainment. The local news picked-up the story and I ended up doing a special on the Television about the school. It aired on the local news. and it caused me more despair in my life. The clip was all about the new Public School opening and how this innovative idea towards the curriculum would be making the difference in our city. The Reporter had filmed me at home singing for the camera and that has included in the news clip. After I appeared as the sole Cheerleader for Spirit Week and the representative for our school I was bullied really badly. I was laughed at, teased and am probably still the joke of the day with my then peers. It was an awful experience, to have had at Sixteen. However this was most definitely my rotten experience and not Sarah's. For proof of that incident all I need is those wonderful people like Kathy Levi and Eric Biancho to testify to my account, attendance, cheer leading and news release in that school. Not ton mention that Mr. Kearny could set the record straight with my mother.as we speak.

This may seem as if it is only a few confusing moments between my mother's daughters. However, in reality, she is outright lying about the facts of our lives to benefit the ones that she favors. Eventually you will begin to see that there is a pattern to all of these lies that are told by my family. I have to exist somewhere, don't I? Or, maybe I don't and maybe there will never be anyone that stands up for me or for my children and their existence in this world. At least I know that if I found and asked Mr. Kearney, Pastor Sheley, Ms. Pierson or Mrs Lyons to stand for me, they might honor my request and not be intimidated by the threats of harassment from my mother.

I attended Wallenberg for only a couple of months before my mother removed me to have me educated at home with Kathryn Dang. I never received that education from her or from anyone else for that matter. I was forced to lie to anyone that inquired into my life and into what school or type of education that I was receiving at home. She should be sued for what she did to me and I am sure has done to other children as well. Here is a link to her website. http://www.philomathfoundation.com/

This is the first paragraph describing her school.

"Philomath Foundation was founded by Miss Katherine Dang of Pleasanton, California. It is a non-profit, religious foundation established to propagate the ideas of Providential history, self-government, and Christian education through the dissemination of teaching and study materials, American Christian Education seminars, history and government study groups, youth and adult classes, and the encouragement of all in the understanding of the God of Providential history and creation."

It is important for whomever chooses to read this blog to realize that one lie, will lead to another lie, and another lie, until the information begins to be put together incorrectly permanently or until someone stands and points the contradictions or outright stated lies. At this point, the lies may begin to show up on there own for the layman to see or experience.

I know that this may not seem terribly shocking or worth the attention that I am giving to it today. However, standing against all of the lies that continue to circulate and discount my existence is extremely important for me to do. The constant efforts to absorb my success's and re-circulate them into Sarah's life has been exhausting and frustrating to me.

The one thing that I worked so hard for, was to have my children stay in one school. I went to over eight schools growing-up, never graduating. Since my younger two children went to go and live with their father he has done what my mother did and moved them from school to school. My son, Johno left his father's home last year to attend Woodside International School in San Francisco while my daughter began her first year of High School at Health Professionals High School in Sacramento. She would like to become a Cardiac Surgeon. Last week, she was told that she would not be allowed to attend that High School and is now on her way to live in San Francisco at my mother's home with her older brother Johno. I have tried to find out what school she will be attending but cannot get a hold of anyone to tell me. I saw her two weeks ago and she was so excited about going back to school, telling me that she had chosen 7 Colleges to potentially attend. It is so difficult to be taken out of school and enrolled late into a strange school. It disrupts your person and causes your grades to suffer while you try and settle. I don't approve of Home Schooling and I hope that this is not the intention anyone has for my daughter or my son this year.

The deceitful and manipulative mannerisms of my mother and my step-father are important to record for me. It is not for the past victims that I speak out for, but for the future innocents victims that may fall prey to these lies.

I am hoping that by blogging with honesty and candor I will encourage other people that have been conned to find the courage to speak out about their experiences. I continually hope that the victim's of the con will realize that running away to bury your head in the sand is discouraging for those of us continually left behind with the ones that perpetuate the con with more lies to cover your abandonment of their cause. I know that it is rare for people in general to press charges against Con Artists or bullies. The embarrassment that they have suffered is to much for them to go public with in their lives because they risk more embarrassment with family and friends. However if you are one of these people I want you to know that your embarrassment is nothing in comparison to the abuse and neglect that I suffered a the hands of my mother and step-father upon your departure from their lives.

Not one person wants to be exposed in this con that I have lived my life with. The fear that they will appear stupid and naive to the public at large has stopped any stance they may have taken. I was beaten to ensure that your anonymity was kept. I could not even mention your name in passing to anyone for fear of the repercussions against me behind closed doors. I bet you never even thought about what happened to me when you left "The Fold." This was all done to protect the reputation of this stupid Church and this idiotic Charity that touts it has helped a whopping 200 children in 25 years, a whole eight kids a year. Check it out for yourself at http://www.horsesinca.com/about-us/index.htm or at http://www.horsesinca.com/the-cause/index.htm .

I realize that the original congregants and supporters of have abandoned the Ministry and Charity that you helped to begin by my mother's side. I know that you just wanted to leave all the memories and all of the abuse that you may have also suffered behind you. All so that you would never have to think on any of it again. A sort of "Out of sight, Out of Mind!" mentality. Well, sadly, in order to cover your tracks in my mother and step-father's lives they felt as if they had to shut the mouths of the children that were witness to your existence in either the family's business or Church. It was very painful to receive the whippings that were my parents attempt to get me to forget all of you and all that you did together. Nothing about this is right. Your emotional state as a injured adult should have come second to the well-being of an innocent child that was left in your wake to take the heat of your abandonment. Especially since you were aware of all of the severe neglect and abuse against me in the first place. Who do you think took the wrath of what you did to them?

Being taken advantage of in your life is always a sobering experience. Especially when you don't believe yourself to be a person that could be duped in the first place. In order to stop the abuse, a person must first find the courage inside of themselves to know, that standing, and the speaking out about the abuse is what must be done. Until this happens, the abuse that you witnessed , were a part and ultimately ended up running from will never end on its own accord. You must force the hand of the abusers or the bullies in order to put an end to all of the torture permanently. Upon knowing that simple fact, know this too, my mother and step-father are still abusing me and my children today. We cannot seem to escape the wrath of all they have done.

The support that I should have in my life today to out these monsters for what they have done in past is no where to be found. All of the people that have been duped, conned or manipulated have run for the hills. I will not stop my appeal for justice in this matter, for, it is sadly my entire life that I continue to fight for each day and now the lives of my children have been compromised by all of this indifference that I have had to suffer. I want the freedom that all of you have experienced. As I continue to tell my story I hope that you feel the heat of your shame in what you were and still are a part of. My blog is for people like you to find and begin to know that this attack on my life will end with an attack on yours. Monsters are monsters, not human beings that reason through madness or insanity. Neither do they stand for Justice or compassion and certainly do not come forward to incriminate themselves in anything controversial. Silence in or about what you have done to me when you were such an avid participant and supporter of such behaviors for so many years of my life is just plain tiresome. It is a game I no longer wish to play with the likes of Marge Damir, Mary Malcolm Moseley, Louise Rodgers, Steven Haskell and more. You ran from what you saw was wrong and you left in your wake a person that was a child when you met my mother. You all have had the experience of life to teach you lessons about what is right and what is wrong. Yet upon your own demise or maybe realization of how wrong what my mother was doing and teaching, you turned your backs and tried to disappear. Did you think at all about what was being left behind? Or did fear inhabit you as it has inhabited me for my entire life? Your turned your head from the reality of what happened hoping that it would just go away. Well, that is not possible in my life, therefore it cannot be possible for you in yours.

New Religion, Old Belief! "A Zealot"

A Zealot

A Zealot is free from worship. A Zealot is encouraged to study both "The Dark," ,"The Light," "The Good," "The Bad," and  "The Evil" in this world and the next.  A Zealot accepts that Creation is the mother to us all.  A Zealot believes Evolution is our Father-to-be.  A Zealot knows that evil begets evil and that good may be it's guise.  A Zealot strives to be neither good nor bad but to be what others cannot or will not be, Tolerant to others.  The intolerance for freedom of religious belief and/or the lack there of is why a Zealot exists.   A Zealot will support, stand and believe in for the study and interest of that which is different, cutting edge, turned from, cast out, unaccepted, frowned upon, condemned, pointed at, laughed, feared, ridiculed and considered to be evil or a sin.  A Zealot believes that discretion is the better part of Valor.  A Zealot believes that there is Honor in standing with that which is not stood for.  A Zealot believes that self-deceit is the biggest crime against humanity.  A Zealot believes that Freedom of Religion is second to Freedom to Choice. A Zealot believes that the Impossible is the Possible waiting to happen.  A Zealot believes that Christian's are the real Atheists of the World.  A Zealot reserves the right to judge.  A Zealot believes that freedom from any one thing, from any one belief and from any one religion retains the highest cost of all without any promises.  A Zealot accepts that belief is the innocence of Life. A Zealot accepts sin as a strike against your life.  A Zealot believes that selflessness is quiet compensation for personal growth and greater integrity.  A Zealot believes that the acts of today are the desires for tomorrow.  A Zealot believes that there is truth in lies. A Zealot strikes with execution not malice. A Zealot believes that tolerance to intolerance is a path of the destruction itself.  A Zealot believes that the exposure of an accuser, abuser and/or intolerant bully, without regard to religion and/or belief, leads to a peaceful existence with that which we may not be able to see, nor name, but accept as existing as we know that we would like to be accepted.  A Zealot leans towards neither good nor bad, but retains both as powerful tool against what will boast assumptions of right.  A Zealot believes in righting the wrongs for personal gratification.  A Zealot believes that death is the nectar of life. A Zealot believes in neither Heaven nor Hell, as an absolute, but rather, in the judgment of the court of Death that could invoke a lifeless existence as our final chapter.  

The Repertoire of a Liar

Melba M. Meakin grew up in Oregon and has been a resident of San Francisco since the 1970s. Melba is the founder and president of Horses in California Inc., along with the James Brady Riding Program for Special Children, Jumping in the Park, Dressage in the Park, Equine Therapy for Urban Youth and Polo in the Park. Melba has been an entrepreneur to San Francisco through her advocacy and leadership of youth education for civic and charitable organizations and activities.

Melba has a lifelong appreciation of, and involvement with, music. She holds a Masters degree in Fine Arts from Julliard school of Music. She has successfully directed and conducted choirs, accompanied singers and taught piano. She was a director at the Oregon school of Music and Arts and served as a judge at several music competitions throughout Oregon and the Bay Area.

Melba has been an events producer in San Francisco: jazz rock concerts in Golden Gate Park, art presentations at the Civic Center, classical music soirees at her home, Polo in the Park at the Polo Field annually since 1985, and the Mercedes sponsored Show Jumping Grandprix at the Fort Barry Rifle Range in 1984, – all these events have incorporated live music with singers and music ensembles, and in 1991 a forty-eight piece symphony orchestra at The Mozart Festival of Horses, Horns and Polo in the Park.

 http://bayareamusicassociation.com/yahoo


*Funny thing is that I was born in San Francisco on April 29th, 1965 at Children's Hospital on California Street.   In addition, my older sister, Tamara went to Julliard in New York City, not my mother. Shall I go on about the contradictions on this thread? I think not!! Let the unsuspecting public figure it out by themselves.  But, don't worry  Mom, nobody checks up on any of this stuff that you write anyway.  Hence, why you have always been able to get away with what you do, lie about whatever you wish not to be true.

A Picture of a Secret I hold for YOU!!

I have not sinned from the begin

I just got born to all of them.

Hated, hurt and left alone

They kept from me their safe new home.

Hearts will bleed

A Soul knows flight

when all you do is fight the fright.

What they did was just not right.

Holding in and holding on

to the secrets, they're not gone

from the minds and family throng

I only knew that they were wrong.

Impossible just cannot be

for the possible will come you see

When you least expect you need

for impossibilities to lend a knee.

Signing on, to sign back off

You cannot even try to scoff

My mother sold me to the dark

took my Soul just like a Nark!

Signed in red, this can't be good.

Made me think, It's BLOOD!! not INK!!!

Frightened by the sight of him

Satan said, "Don't RUN, don't blink."

I think I fainted,

I know I SANK

I could not see,

I only drank.

The fear in me became my.... blank!

I never spoke because I broke

the sanctity of every yoke

Are you happy?

Immortal Joke?

Did you think that I forgot?

What you took and said you bought!

and I actually really thought,

it was all my mother sought.

Will she ever stop to know?

She's the one who should profess

I'm a Sinner! I'm a mess!

I need help from .....

Dedicated to my Uncle Russ

He made an attempt to release me from this contract long ago, without ever knowing that I was bound in such a way. I still ponder the offer he made to me and I think it might have been my Grandfather that wrote  a personal, hand written letter, addressed to me in San Francisco.  My Uncle had asked me to move to Oregon to go to school and live with him in Harrisburg.  I heard my mother talking about how and what they were going to say or accuse him of if I went to live with him.  She said very ugly things to my face about him.  Outright stating to me that she would accuse him of molesting me if I went to live at his home in Harrisburg, Oregon. So, it wasn't to hard to decide not to go.  I couldn't believe what she was going to do if I had taken his offer. I have never told anyone any of this because it is so difficult to talk about.  My life would have been so different had I gone with him. I would been able to finish school and go to college, which was a really big dream of mine.  I gave it up for obvious reasons. Now you know why I could not go. Fear inhabits the one who cannot scream and cannot run. All you can do is wait until the time is right to stand against this horror once again. To speak of such ills is surreal and has not been a decision that was easily made, I hope that you can understand.  The embarrassment and judgments from other human beings has been difficult to live with, to say the least.  But know from me to you, Uncle Russ, that your parents loved you and spoke to me often about where you may be and what you might be doing.  They both asked me individually to tell you something.  Papa said, "Find him and tell him, I love him regardless of what has happened."  Nana said, "Karen, tell my son that I love him, hug him."  I never told them about what had happened in my life with my mother, but Papa took me outside once and said, "You know that we know your mother is sick." I didn't say anything to him, we just stood in silence at the back door of the house on Beulah Drive.  I am sorry for your loss and I am sorry for your pain.

*Anton Lavey, the Founder of the Church of Satan in San Francisco was a friend to my mother.  They both were Organists, as this picture of him shows,

My mother had a beautiful Organ in her front hall of her home that came off of a train in the 1800's. It was a good old fashioned pump organ.  She still has an Organ in her drawing room that was taken out of the Church before it was sold.


 As per my older brother, he enjoyed attending the church services that Anton Lavey held in the city because the women would be undressed from the waist up while participating in the service itself. 
As this picture will indicates so well,

 As per my older sister, Tamara, Anton Lavey and my mother had a sexual relationship while we were living on Hemway Terrace, up the street from Petrini's Grocery Store in the city.  So, maybe he is my father.  That it least would explain why my mother always called me the "Spawn of Satan." Upon my last visit to her home, I came around the corner and into her Breakfast Room where she said with vicious delight, "Oh, look who is here!! The Spawn of Satan herself."  You never know I suppose, it could be true.


All I know is that Anton Lavey introduced himself as Satan when I was very young.  Just imagine the confusion that I lived in for so long.  Actually it was and has been extremely terrifying to me.  This is a good picture to have in your mind because something similar to it is stuck in my mind.

 http://thesecretoftheuniversechoice.blogspot.com/2011/06/finally-i-remember-where-i-put-it.html .


I guess now you can know the reason why I did it when I did.  Who needs a heart, when you don't have a soul to guide you through the World alone. I would like the readers of this blog to feel and know from my point of view how tragic this has been to me as a human being or even as an "It" as I used to be referred to as a child. I am filled with the pain and agony of my mothers lies.  This post is yet another attempt to put down what I never should have had to pick-up. Her sins, not mine.

I knew that I remembered that I knew somebody that had big cats.  I hope my son sees this part of the post, he would think it is totally cool. This photo is for you Johno, I love you!!

Guilty of Innocence

Temptation of the thought of Love

out of despair I cry.

Missing only what is right

I sigh because they lie.

Pain delivered far from here

in constant rivalry.

Forced upon my ears to see

the texting of stupidity.

Always talking, never listening

the babbling runs its coarse.

Will it end or hit a Peak?

Do you ever even feel weak?

I step out and then step in

to the place where I have been

setting me aside from them

I find that I am free of sin.

Lyrics to a Song Disappear

Our Earth is crying,

We poison our skies,

if I were up there,

if I were a cloud in the sky,

I would disappear.

Look up sometime,

we all evaporate eventually,

like it or not

we all are going too.

I don't want to disappear,

I don't want to evaporate,

I don't want to be poisoned,

I am just a cloud over your head.

I want to stay with you,

there is nothing I can do.

Earth is crying, for you, for me,

for everyone.

Stop and look up at true beauty.

simple yet complex,

Magic plays and nobody sees.

The subtle merge of purity,

the balance of such an act of beauty.

Two clouds becoming one,

their lies my understanding of you.

simple but true.

Love is

a full screen panoramic view

playing over our heads.

I don't want to disappear,

I don't want to evaporate,

I don't want to be poisoned,

I am just a cloud over your head.

I want to stay with you,

there is nothing I can do,

Earth is crying, for you, for me,

for everyone.

Nobody sees the beauty in a cloud,

nobody see's the subtle merge of two clouds in the sky.

Two become one so naturally.

Nobody see's you and me,

I don't know what to do,

I am just a Cloud over your head.

Quarterly Reports for Non-Profits, Sellers Statement, Ownership, etc.

My mother in her office at the Church, Christ Bearers Chorale Congregation in the 1970's

The jobs of the severely abused in life are difficult ones. I speak from my own personal experiences thus far.  Somehow we are meant to put our abuse away, get over the abuse and neglect, not talk about it, go on with our lives, forgive the ones that have destroyed us, never allow what has happened to us show, reconnect with our families, even if they are the abusers.  I wonder about  the people that have done all of this to us. What are they  meant to do?  I never hear, nor have I witnessed any list of jobs that Melba or Hugh or Sarah Meakin are meant to complete as just a few of the bullies in this entire scenario.  All I have heard or known from them and more is that they have never done anything wrong, that they are perfect as they are and that they have the capability to know if I am a sinner or if am right with Jesus Christ or God, those are their words not mine.  Interestingly enough I would like to propose that such assumptions by such twisted liars may put them on the list of sinners at the local church.  I, until recently was unaware that my younger sister was also a self-proclaimed  pastor of the very same ministry.  

 Melba and Hugh Meakin, who are self-proclaimed pastors of  my mother, Melba's church which was originally called Christ Bearers Chorale Congregation.  Today it is called Christ Bearers Bible Church and it was founded by my mother, Melba Placek, now Melba Meakin.  It is still an active Religious Organization being run out of her home in San Francisco, California.  The Church Rectory on 22nd  Avenue is where she still resides today with Hugh Meakin her 2nd husband and Sarah Meakin, my younger sister.  I make a point of saying her home because it was bought for her and her three children, Tamara, Edward and me. This was so that we would know a safe and stable environment following the nasty divorce from their father, Edward Kenneth Placek, Jr.  It was purchased as the church rectory to the Church Building purchased on Divisadero and O'Farrell in San Francisco by James Moseley in 1975 or 1976. The building was purchased with his own personal monies out of his Trust Fund.   The Church building on Divisadero  was meant to house the Church which my mother, Melba had founded in 1971, or there a bout. Melba actually founded her church out of James Moseley's and her home on Balboa Street in the city. The house on 22nd Avenue was actually purchased with funds from Louisa Minot Moseley, James Moseley, Louise Rodgers (Daughter to Louisa, Sister to James,) and Arthur Royce Paddock.  So, when we moved in to our new home, they all moved in with us,  with the exception of James Moseley.  These people were all members of the Board of Directors of Student League of San Francisco, as well as congregation members of the Church belonging to my mother, Melba.

My mother has never attended seminary school, nor has she attended any special classes to educate her in the work of the ministry. 

 Over the years she removed the people on the title of the house through manipulation and then intimidation.  One by one each  person was forced out.  Now there is only one remaining person still alive, however my mother Melba moved her, Louise Rodgers into my Grandparents home in Roseburg, Oregon.  She then moved my Grandparents out of their home and she forcibly moved them to San Francisco to our home on 22nd Avenue.  My Grandparents, Papa and Nana never returned to there home and eventually passed away in San Francisco. 

Louise Rodgers, the daughter of Louisa Minot Moseley (Since deceased) and sister of James Moseley (Who jumped off the Golden Gate Bridge, committing suicide) has lived at my Grandparents home for many years and to my knowledge still resides on Beulah Drive in Roseburg. 

All the other people that I have mentioned thus far have died, leaving my mother, Melba and Hugh, my step-father, as the President and the Secretary of the non-profit religious organization Christ Bearers Chorale Congregation.  So this very complicated story  can be researched properly by interested parties but to date nobody has probed into their past and thus the con continues without threat of exposure.  I know the story from personally witnessing these transactions and the manipulations that were used to remove people from either the Board of Directors or the titles of properties. 

The Church is now run out of 22-22nd Avenue as per an Internet search.

Christ Bearers Bible Church

as per google's search engine

This  link listed directly below will help to explain what is being written.  Keep in mind that Louisa Moseley died a few years ago, so please know that she is or cannot be listed as the present treasurer. I included her obituary below.  Also know that this is the woman that my mother, Melba Meakin forced to change her Will, as per Desta Garrett an ex-congregant member.  Her son James Moseley drafted the papers, as he has the Attorney for the Church.  This is only one why he may have taken his own life. Guilt.

http://www.corporationwiki.com/California/San-Francisco/christ-bearers/39915724.aspx

 It is then very odd to read the this Sellers Statement, which is just one of a few documents that I have listed here today for review.  The Sellers Statement raises questions that really need to be answered by the Meakinsfinancil status?  Another question which bare's heavily on me, is where did the monies of the sale of the building which James Moseley bought for the church named Christas Fuentas

 Also interestingly enough the business Tal-y-Tara Polo Shoppe which was owned by James Moseley and was originally a gift from him to me, is now owned my mother, Melba Meakin.  There was a Tea Shoppe called Waters Upton Tea Room located in the building on Divisadero and O'farrel, which has now been integrated with the business started for me when I was 15 years old, located at 6439 California Street. To the best of my knowledge they bankrupted James Moseley along with my business in the early nineties, which confuses me.  Because today they are still using my logo and also using the life size Horse Manikin that I had provided for the business several years ago. The business name is a bit different then the original name of Tal-y-Tara Tack & Tweed.  It is now Tal-y-Tara Tea and Polo Shoppe. Take note of the on-line logo's

Upon my store's opening it provided equipment for the horse enthusiast and Midge Wise was the Manager of the operation.  She had been hired  by my mother, Melba Meakin.  My mother, Melba hired her to tame me because I was a bit on the wild side and they were trying to focus my attentions.  I was the only rider in the family at that time.  So obviously it was not started for my younger brother and sister, Sarah and Philip, as they were under the age of ten at the time.  In addition they are not the equestrians that I was growing up. My parents did not ride at all and knew nothing about the horse industry.  The plan that James Moseley had made with me was for me.  He wanted me to have a prosperous future.  He knew of the abuse and neglect that I had suffered and was worried about me being able to become employed as an adult.  He also wanted me to have something tangible and something to look forward towards in the future.  He did not want me to have to have money worries as an adult. It was a wonderful idea and I was extremely grateful.

 You will see that the logo is the same but they have changed the name from, "Tack and Tweed"  to "Tea and Polo Shoppe."   My mother, Melba then integrated her Tea Room Waters Upton into my Tack Shop resulting in the business that my brother seems to be running today.  Regardless, it still states "Family Owned" and I to date have never been able to be involved at all in the business started solely for me and my future security.

Now as we proceed to another rip-off of my mother and step-father, take note of this Sellers Statement which I had mentioned earlier (I apolgize, it is a complicated story to tell.) Read it very carefully. 

 Provided by;

 The Chicago Title Company, for Christ Bearers

One Daniel Burnham Court, Suite 218C, San Francisco, CA  94109

415 359-2500 • FAX 415 292-6235

 

 

DATE:  May 17, 2005    TIME:  3:57 PM

ESCROW NO.:  05-742281-MY

LOCATE NO.:  CACTI7738-7738-2350-0000742281

ESCROW OFFICER:  Michael Yip    CLOSING DATE:  May 20, 2005

SELLER ESTIMATED CLOSING STATEMENT

SELLER:	1363 Divisadero Street Company, LLC, a California limited liability company
BUYER:	Coast Range Realty Exchange, Inc. as qualified intermediary for Maggie Gill, LLC, a Delaware limited liability company
PROPERTY:	1363 Divisadero Street, 2105-2107 O'Farrell Street, San Francisco, CA  94115

$   DEBITS    $   CREDITS

FINANCIAL:  

Total Consideration          4,150,000.00

Existing 1st Trust Deed to Wachovia Bank Commercial Mortgage     2,014,918.66      

Trust           

PRORATIONS/ADJUSTMENTS:  

Prepaid County Taxes at $1,322.45 Semi-Annual from 5/20/2005 to          301.22

7/1/2005           

Prepaid County Taxes at $213.53 Semi-Annual from 5/20/2005 to          48.64

7/1/2005           

Interest on Existing Loan at $13,412.08 Monthly from 5/1/2005 to     8,494.32      

5/20/2005           

Prorated Rents     8,922.83      

Prepaid Deposits     12,000.00      

Reimburse Buyer for Legal Fee     4,950.00      

Reimburse Seller for Tax Escrow          1,393.08

Reimburse Seller for Insurance Escrow          3,216.14

Reimburse Seller for Tenant Improvement Escrow          21,673.20

Reimburse Seller for Replacement Reserve Escrow          6,228.00

TITLE CHARGES:  

13-ALTA Loan (10/17/92) for $2,100,000.00     1,606.00      

Endorsement Fee(s)     2,307.00      

County Transfer Tax     16,020.00      

Recording Deed      10.00      

ESCROW CHARGES:  

Doc Prep Fees to Chicago Title     50.00      

Courier Fees     40.00      

Notary Fees     40.00      

ASSUMPTION CHARGES - Wachovia Bank Commercial Mortgage Trust  

Total Assumptions $-11,561.75  

Attorneys’ Fees due to Bilzin Sumberg Dunn Baena     10,000.00      

Master Servicer Fees to Wachovia Bank Commercial Mortgage Trust     300.00      

Costs due to Bilzin Sumberg Dunn Baena Price & Axe     250.00      

Real Estate Tax Escrow Exchange to Wachovia Bank Commercial     189.48      

Mortgage Trust           

Administrative & Recording Fee to Wachovia Bank Commercial     125.00      

Mortgage Trust           

Insurance Review Fee to Wachovia Bank Commercial Mortgage Trust     400.00      

Application Fee to Wachovia Bank Commercial Mortgage Trust     1,500.00      

Credit Review Fee to Wachovia Bank Commercial Mortgage Trust     100.00      

UCC Filing Fees to Wachovia Bank Commercial Mortgage Trust     120.00      

Flood Determination Fee to Wachovia Bank Commercial Mortgage     15.00      

Trust           

Defeasance Quote Charge to Wachovia Bank Commercial Mortgage     300.00      

Trust           

Assumption / Transfer Fee to Wachovia Bank Commercial Mortgage     20,149.19      

Trust           

COMMISSIONS:  

Listing Brokers Commission to Kim Campbell 2.50%     103,750.00      

Selling Brokers Commission to Warwick Properties Group  2.50%     103,750.00      

MISCELLANEOUS:  

Kim Campbell for Additional Service Fees     5,400.00      

_______________________________________________________________________________________________________

ESTIMATED NET PROCEEDS DUE SELLER     $1,867,152.80      

ESTIMATED TOTALS     $4,182,860.28     $4,182,860.28

_______________________________________________________________________________________________________

The Undersigned hereby instruct and authorize Escrow Holder to disburse proceeds/refund as follows:

[  ]    TRANSFER    [  ]  All Net Proceeds/Refund,  or  [  ]  $   

TO:        

ATTN:        

ESCROW NO:        

[  ]    HOLD check for PICK UP

[  ]    CALL when check is ready for PICK UP, PHONE NUMBER      

[  ]    WIRE funds to (Bank Name)      

Address      

Routing No.      

Account No.      

[  ]    MAIL     [  ]  FEDERAL EXPRESS check to      

1363 Divisadero Street Company, LLC,

a California limited liability company

By:  Christ Bearers,

     a California nonprofit religious corporation

Its: Manager

     By:_______________________________________________

          Melba Meakin, President

     By:_______________________________________________

          Hugh Meakin, Secretary

On a search I then found this purchase of property. Note the dates of sale for the Church Building on Divisdero and O'farrell and the purchase of a home seven months later.  This house contains  two flats.  Judging by who is on the title, it is for my younger sister and brother, Philip and Sarah Meakin.  I also know this because they rubbed my nose in it.  The home was located two houses away , on the same side of the street.  Take particular interest in the purchase, sale, purchase and then sale of this property again.  This coincides with the attack on my life, which ended in me loosing my home.  So, as the blame child of the family, I took it in the shorts on this one too.  They blamed me for having to sell the property for fear that they would be caught for the embezzlement of funds. Again their words not mine.

Sales History (2001-present)

$3,835,000on Dec. 19, 2007

B:Zachary B Read, Brooke A Read

S:J & R San Francisco Inc

$2,175,000on Aug. 2, 2007

B:J & R San Francisco Inc

S:Hugh Meakin, Melba M Meakin, Sarah Anne Meakin, Philip David Meakin

N/Aon Aug. 11, 2006

B:Jane H Zuckert

S:Alice S Heilman

$2,025,000on Jan. 10, 2006

B:Hugh Meakin, Melba M Meakin, Sarah Anne Meakin, Philip David Meakin

S:Hugh Meakin, Melba M Meakin

$2,025,000on Jan. 10, 2006

B:Hugh Meakin, Melba M Meakin

S:Regents Of The University Of Calif, J, Mathilde M Schlessinger Frank (Living Trust)

We then come to another piece of property purchased by the Meakins with I am assuming the monies out of the sale of the Church.  I come to this conclusion because Melba, Hugh and Sarah do not work outside of the home and have no real work history to support such a purchase.  My brother Philip runs the small business Tal-y-Tara Tea and Polo Shoppe and certainly cannot make this type of money off a salary. As an interesting FYI, the business that my brother now runs on California Street was  originally located (Yes, you guessed it) on O'Farrell in the remodeled garage of the Church building. Here is another new web page for the now family owned business which I cannot be a part of because they have ostracized me completely.  So the dream that James "Jim" Moseley had for me was taken by my family for their own self-gain.

 http://talytara.com/

Here is a letter for the proposed purchase of 6439 California Street which is now the home of my shop. Where does this money come from to purchase these pieces of property if no one has a job to produce the income to even entertain such a purchase.  I know that upon the sale of the Church Building my mother touted to me over the telephone that she was finally going to get paid for all of her work over the years.  I asked how that was even a consideration of hers since she was collecting Tithes from the congregation for the entire time that she was their Minister.  She hung up the phone on me.

 

Kim Campbell

 Real Estate Broker

PO Box 640828

San Francisco, CA 94164-0828

Tel: (415) 441 3464   kimcampbell@pacbell.net   Fax: (415) 441 6438

August 11, 2004                       

Mike Riordan                 via email:  mriordan@mcguire.com

McGuire Real Estate

San Francisco, CA

Re:   6439-6443 CALIFORNIA ST. San Francisco, CA APN: 1407-043

Dear Mike:

I have had several meetings with my clients to see if we can come to an agreement with your client on the sales price of the above mentioned property.  Here is what my clients are prepared to do to avoid the appraisal process, which of course is the alternative.

Sales price:        Seven Hundred and Fifty Thousand dollars ($750,000)

Down payment:    One Hundred and Fifty Thousand dollars ($150,000)

Seller carry back

Financing:    Seller to carry back a loan in the amount of $600,000 at six percent (6%) interest, amortized over 25 years, all due and payable in ten (10) years.  Monthly payments to be $3,865.00 or more.   No prepayment penalty.

Transfer taxes:    paid by seller

Real estate

Commission:    seller shall pay a real estate sales commission equal to five percent (5%) of the sales, shared equally between Kim Campbell and McGuire Real Estate.

Miscellaneous:    Buyers to arrange for and pay for an inspection of the property within ten (10) calendar days of execution of a definitive agreement to sell the property. .  Buyers may terminate the sales agreement if they are not satisfied with the inspection report.    Seller to be responsible for any repairs to the property that is “triggered” by the sale of the property.

We have looked at a number of comparable sales in San Francisco to try and establish a fair market value for this property.  At $750,000 my clients are offering a lower cap rate – less than 2.4% -- and therefore higher price than any comparable property in our survey.  The gross rent multiplier (GRM) is over 26 and the price per square foot is very competitive with the other sales reviewed.  My clients think this is a very fair proposal.

My clients look forward to your client’s response to this proposal.

Sincerely yours,

Kim Campbell

cc:  Hugh & Melba Meakin (via email)

Then of coarse another proposed investment of monies coming from two people who record no income and to my knowledge have professed themselves to be my Ministers first and then second to that, My parents. While growing Hugh had various odd jobs, but certainly nothing to be able to purchase, support or maintain these types of properties.  My mother has only ever been in the business of non-profits and not recorded an income with the IRS, living off of the Tithes and Offerings of her Congregation Members.  Now take note to this interesting bit of news,

Date:            August 14, 2006

To:             Hugh and Melba Meakin

From:            Kim Campbell

PO Box 640828

San Francisco, CA 94164-0828

Tel: (415) 441 3464        Fax: (415) 441 6438

Email:  kim@kimdcampbell.com   

Cell: (415) 308 3273

Re:    proposed $375,000 loan on ten (10) 40+/- acre parcels in Butte County, CA – total of 400+/- acres 

 Hugh and Melba:

While awaiting the borrower with the 195+/- acres near Oroville’s decision by tomorrow, I went to tell you about another loan request also on land in Butte County, California.

I have attached a loan request below that I hope is self-explanatory.   I will call you to discuss, especially the partial release request.  There is evidently a backup offer to purchase this property for $900,000 and two other interested parties at around $1,100,000. 

Close of escrow is scheduled for early next week.

Thanks,

Kim 

These are amazing purchases for people that constantly say that they have no money.  Maybe with a little luck,  my mother's brother can begin to recover some of his money that he never recieved for the work he had put in as an Agent to sell the Property on Divisadero. At least now people can see that my parents are constantly lying about their cash flow.

Now we have the financials for the non-profits that should represent some type of deposit or re-investment of the profits from the Church Building, originally purchased for around $240,000.00.  To date I cannot find anything other than the use of the non-profit license for different and new business's.

Here we have the Quarterly Reports for the Philomath Foundation. It is publically run by Kathryn Dang, my mother's best friend and confident to the family business' since 1982. 

 (All of this should really make Uncle Russ finally laugh or at least I hope feel better. It is a big mess that ended up hurting him very badly.  He lost his parents, my Grandparents, Papa and Nana in a custody issue with my mother, Melba Meakin.  He was unable to even come to her home in San Francisco to bid them farewell after she had forcibly moved them from their home in Roseburg, Oregon.  They were ripped from his care in Roseburg, where he had been the caretaker for them.  It is so sad to think that my mother did this to gain control over my Grandparents Estate. Are you beginning to see a pattern in her behaviour as she separates family members once again.  As an FYI, she ended up changing my Grandmother's originally drafted Will three times.  So in the end I know that whatever it said was not what my Grandfather and Grandmother wanted.  My mother never would show me the Wills from my Grandparents.  It is so weird that Louise Rodgers lives in the home of my Grandparents. I don't understand how or why she lives there.) 

The address that is used for these Non-Profits and/or L.L.C.'s is the address listed for the Christ Bearers Bible Church, 22-22nd Avenue, S.F., California.  This is also the home that I grew-up in and that my mother, step-father and younger sister reside in.

Horses in California, Inc.

22-22nd Avenue

San Francisco, CA 94121

Phone: 415-221-9438

Fax: 415-221-2581

Email: horsesinca@aol.com

Fed Tax No. 94-1196213

 www.sfpolointhepark.com.

 http://www.horsesinca.com/about-us/our-team.htm

Founders

Hugh and Melba Meakin

Directors

Katherine Dang and Sarah Meakin

Events Manager

Philip Meakin

Office Manager

Sharon Haynes

Here we go to the reports from............The Philomath Foundation which has Wednesday Salon at, you guessed it, my mother's home at 22-22nd Avenue. Kathryn Dang is also the person that was meant to be the Educator for me after I had been forcibly removed from Wallenburg High School in San Francisco.  I was given an exam by her in the Library of my mother's home ,where she proclaimed to my mother in an audible voice that I only had a Fifth Grade understanding.  My mother was in her nightgown at the time and she jumped around the room gasping for air.  She screamed Hallelujahs at the top of her voice.  She said "I knew that I was correct in removing me from her school." 

This ended up being the last time that I ever had a workbook or study materials of any kind in front of me.  It was one of the most difficult days of my life and I hold this woman personally responsible for destroying my education and any interest I may have had in school. 

My Uncle was a Principle in the Oregon public school system.  I would venture if he knew about this woman, Kathryn Dang, he would be able to confront her on her credentials as an educator today.  I would imagine that he could profess to her inadequacies as an educator after only one conversation with her.  I would bet that he would also frown upon her making such a statement in front of her proposed student, stating that the devastation would be irreversible at such an age.

 http://philomathfoundation.com/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=16&Itemid=33

Philomath Foundation

8040 Mountain View Drive, Unit D

Pleasanton, CA  94588

Expenditures - 1st Quarter 2005                                                        

January 1 - March 31, 2005

Inflow                Amount                        Total

Prior Cash Balance        

$  5,939.88                        

Prior ASF Balance        1,510.26                        

Am. Service Funds Divid.        7.42                        

American Service Funds        300.00                        

1st Quarter Deposits        8,152.00                        

Total Inflow                                15,909.56

Outflow                                        

Payroll Expenses:                                

Salary        3,108.87                        

Qrtly.Federal Payroll Taxes        994.20                        

Qrtly. State Payroll Taxes        83.68                        

4,186.75                

Operations Expenses:                                

Office Supplies        35.07                        

Postage        60.83                        

Gas        118.52                        

Copies        16.70                        

231.12                

Automobile Expenses:                                

Insurance        49.00                        

Monthly Lease Payments        1,215.96                        

Maintenance        111.60                        

1,376.56                

Travel Expenses:                                

Lodging        -0-                        

Meals        -0-                        

Miscellaneous        -0-                        

-0-                    

Miscellaneous:                                

Tolls        18.00                        

Leadership Seminar        381.30                        

Workmen's Comp. Ins. Prem.        186.92                        

Hospitality        130.63                        

Equipment        24.70                        

Book Purchase        68.00                        

American Service Funds        300.00                        

Miscellaneous        37.30                        

1,146.85                

                   Total Outflow                                6,941.28

1st Quarter Balance                                

$ 8,968.28

Revised 10/30/05

Philomath Foundation

8040 Mountain View Drive, Unit D

Pleasanton, CA  94588

Expenditures - 2nd Quarter 2005                                                        

April 1 - June 30, 2005

Inflow                Amount                        Total

Prior Cash Balance        

     7,150.60                        

Prior ASF Balance        1,817.68                        

Am. Service Funds Divid.        11.90                        

American Service Funds        300.00                        

2nd Quarter Deposits        11,131.00                        

Total Inflow                                20,411.18

Outflow                                        

Payroll Expenses:                                

Salary        3,257.58                        

Qrtly.Federal Payroll Taxes        994.20                        

Qrtly. State Payroll Taxes        286.38                        

4,538.16                

Operations Expenses:                                

Office Supplies        63.55                        

Postage        38.06                        

Gas        452.75                        

Copies        198.07                        

Telephone         209.99                        

Internet Service        29.85                        

992.27                

Automobile Expenses:                                

Insurance        395.60                        

Monthly Lease Payments        607.98                        

Maintenance        71.30                        

1,074.88                

Travel Expenses:                                

Lodging        -0-                        

Meals        1.06                        

Tolls        15.50                        

Miscellaneous:                16.56                

Hospitality        214.38                        

Leadership Seminar        405.00                        

Secretary of State Fee        20.00                        

Costco Membership        45.00                        

Teaching Tool        24.50                        

American Service Funds        300.00                        

Honoraria        1,100.00                        

Foundation Course        802.92                        

Miscellaneous        14.15                        

2,925.95                

                  Total Outflow                                9,547.82

2nd Quarter Balance                                

$10,863.36

Philomath Foundation

8040 Mountain View Drive, Unit D

Pleasanton, CA  94588

Expenditures - 3rd Quarter 2005                                                        

July 1 - September 30, 2005

Inflow                Amount                        Total

Prior Cash Balance        $ 8,733.78                        

Prior ASF Balance        2,129.58                        

Am. Service Funds Divid.        16.81                        

American Service Funds        200.00                        

Void Orig. Security Deposit        250.00                        

3rd Quarter Deposits        12,957.95                        

Total Inflow                                24,288.12

Outflow                                        

Payroll Expenses:                                

Salary        3,555.00                        

Qrtly.Federal Payroll Taxes        1054.30                        

Qrtly. State Payroll Taxes        254.17                        

4,863.47                

Operations Expenses:                                

Office Supplies        272.03                        

Postage        51.92                        

Gas        420.71                        

Copies/Fax        427.64                        

Telephone         138.27                        

Internet Service        9.95                        

1,320.52                

Automobile Expenses:                                

Registration        210.00                        

Monthly Lease Payments        1,215.96                        

Maintenance        153.86                        

1,579.82                

Travel Expenses:                                

Lodging        458.58                        

Meals        4.56                        

Travel        228.40                        

Tolls        21.00                        

Miscellaneous:                712.54                

Hospitality        949.21                        

Leadership Seminar        3,609.36                        

Credit Card Membership Fee        75.00                        

Clubhouse Security Deposit        250.00                        

Books        48.29                        

American Service Funds        200.00                        

St. Comp. Ins. Funds        197.96                        

Utilities        63.62                        

Miscellaneous        5.00        

5,398.44        

                  Total Outflow                                13,874.79

3rd Quarter Balance                                

$10,413.33

Report for;

Horses in California, Inc.
22-22nd Avenue
San Francisco, CA 94121
Phone: 415-221-9438
Fax: 415-221-2581Fed Tax No. 94-1196213

Split Debit Credit Balance

Donations

Brady

Deposit 4/18/2005 Brady Bank of America 120.00 120.00

Deposit 4/25/2005 Brady Bank of America 80.00 200.00

Total Brady 0.00 200.00 200.00

Horse Shows

Deposit 4/26/2005 Horse Show Bank of America 109.00 109.00

Deposit 4/26/2005 Horse Show Bank of America 121.00 230.00

Deposit 5/2/2005 Show Bank of America 329.00 559.00

Deposit 5/2/2005 Deposit Bank of America 1,420.00 1,979.00

Deposit 5/6/2005 Food donation proceeds Bank of America 218.30 2,197.30

Deposit 5/6/2005 Deposit Bank of America 133.00 2,330.30

Deposit 5/6/2005 Deposit Bank of America 157.00 2,487.30

Deposit 9/19/2005 Cash, event Bank of America 1,142.00 3,629.30

Deposit 9/19/2005 Cash - auction Bank of America 50.00 3,679.30

Deposit 9/19/2005 Cash / Dressage in Park 7/9/... Bank of America 66.00 3,745.30

Deposit 9/19/2005 Event itself checks Bank of America 10,045.00 13,790.30

Total Horse Shows 0.00 13,790.30 13,790.30

Donations - Other

Deposit 1/5/2005 CB Bank of America 700.00 700.00

Deposit 1/11/2005 CB Bank of America 300.00 1,000.00

Deposit 1/13/2005 Deposit Bank of America 320.00 1,320.00

Deposit 1/24/2005 Deposit Bank of America 60.00 1,380.00

Deposit 1/25/2005 TYT Bank of America 80.00 1,460.00

Deposit 2/1/2005 CB Bank of America 100.00 1,560.00

Deposit 2/7/2005 Baker McKenzie Bank of America 698.00 2,258.00

Deposit 2/10/2005 ENG Bank of America 50.00 2,308.00

Deposit 2/18/2005 CB Bank of America 2,000.00 4,308.00

Deposit 2/23/2005 smst Bank of America 2,000.00 6,308.00

Deposit 2/23/2005 Deposit Bank of America 2,000.00 8,308.00

Deposit 3/10/2005 Deposit Bank of America 50.00 8,358.00

Deposit 3/14/2005 Deposit Bank of America 80.00 8,438.00

Deposit 4/5/2005 NG Bank of America 50.00 8,488.00

Deposit 4/11/2005 Deposit Bank of America 350.00 8,838.00

Deposit 5/10/2005 ENG Bank of America 50.00 8,888.00

Deposit 5/12/2005 M Bank of America 60.00 8,948.00

Deposit 5/23/2005 CB Bank of America 200.00 9,148.00

Deposit 5/25/2005 CB (700 + 800) Bank of America 1,500.00 10,648.00

Deposit 6/2/2005 Deposit Bank of America 100.00 10,748.00

Deposit 6/13/2005 Deposit Bank of America 300.00 11,048.00

Deposit 6/13/2005 Deposit Bank of America 300.00 11,348.00

Deposit 6/14/2005 Deposit Bank of America 300.00 11,648.00

Deposit 6/20/2005 ENG Bank of America 50.00 11,698.00

Deposit 7/5/2005 Deposit Bank of America 2,000.00 13,698.00

Deposit 7/8/2005 Deposit Bank of America 1,000.00 14,698.00

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Deposit 7/8/2005 Deposit Bank of America 3,000.00 17,698.00

Deposit 7/11/2005 Deposit Bank of America 75.00 17,773.00

Deposit 7/11/2005 Deposit Bank of America 160.00 17,933.00

Deposit 7/11/2005 Deposit Bank of America 400.00 18,333.00

Deposit 8/11/2005 Deposit Bank of America 75.00 18,408.00

Deposit 8/11/2005 Deposit Bank of America 100.00 18,508.00

Deposit 8/11/2005 Deposit Bank of America 200.00 18,708.00

Deposit 8/30/2005 Dressopeintve pk (07/05) ? Bank of America 518.00 19,226.00

Deposit 8/31/2005 Deposit Bank of America 360.00 19,586.00

Deposit 9/6/2005 ENG Bank of America 75.00 19,661.00

Deposit 9/6/2005 Ticket sale (Zlokovick) Bank of America 200.00 19,861.00

Deposit 9/6/2005 CB Loan Bank of America 1,000.00 20,861.00

Deposit 9/9/2005 Deposit Bank of America 225.00 21,086.00

Deposit 9/9/2005 Deposit Bank of America 625.00 21,711.00

Deposit 9/9/2005 anonomous donation Bank of America 8,000.00 29,711.00

Deposit 9/16/2005 Theater exchange Bank of America 100.00 29,811.00

Deposit 9/16/2005 Lissack Bank of America 250.00 30,061.00

Deposit 9/16/2005 Polsky - McLaughlin Bank of America 1,495.00 31,556.00

Deposit 9/22/2005 Anolik Bank of America 700.00 32,256.00

Deposit 9/27/2005 Pinp event/ batch report / cre... Bank of America 5,000.00 37,256.00

Deposit 9/30/2005 Deposit Bank of America 75.00 37,331.00

Deposit 10/21/2005 Deposit Bank of America 220.00 37,551.00

Deposit 10/21/2005 Deposit Bank of America 515.00 38,066.00

Deposit 10/26/2005 Deposit Bank of America 380.00 38,446.00

Deposit 11/4/2005 Deposit Bank of America 150.00 38,596.00

Deposit 11/4/2005 Deposit Bank of America 500.00 39,096.00

Deposit 11/10/2005 Deposit Bank of America 30.00 39,126.00

Deposit 11/10/2005 Deposit Bank of America 40.00 39,166.00

Deposit 11/10/2005 Deposit Bank of America 40.00 39,206.00

Deposit 12/1/2005 Deposit Bank of America 40.00 39,246.00

Deposit 12/1/2005 Deposit Bank of America 75.00 39,321.00

Total Donations - Other 0.00 39,321.00 39,321.00

Total Donations 0.00 53,311.30 53,311.30

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Brady

Horse Boarding

Check 1/11/2005 3227 Pastorino Horse Ran... trailer parking Bank of America 60.00 -60.00

Check 2/9/2005 3229 Ricketts & Associates Training Bank of America 250.00 -310.00

Check 3/1/2005 3240 Pastorino Horse Ran... Jan - Mar trailer parking Bank of America 180.00 -490.00

Check 5/12/2005 3254 Pastorino Horse Ran... Jan - Mar trailer parking Bank of America 60.00 -550.00

Check 5/19/2005 3255 Pastorino Horse Ran... Jan - Mar trailer parking Bank of America 60.00 -610.00

Check 7/7/2005 3265 Pastorino Horse Ran... Jan - Mar trailer parking Bank of America 120.00 -730.00

Check 8/11/2005 3275 Pastorino Horse Ran... Jan - Mar trailer parking Bank of America 60.00 -790.00

Check 10/21/2005 3312 Shamrock Ranch First & Last mo. Debbie Dolaf Bank of America 1,040.00 -1,830.00

Check 12/9/2005 3314 Shamrock Ranch Remainder 07/05 + Dec 2005 Bank of America 742.00 -2,572.00

Total Horse Boarding 2,572.00 0.00 -2,572.00

Horse Shoeing

Check 1/2/2005 3221 Bay Area Equine Stragles + West Nile Bank of America 270.00 -270.00

Total Horse Shoeing 270.00 0.00 -270.00

Total Brady 2,842.00 0.00 -2,842.00

General

Bank Charges

Check 1/11/2005 Bank of America Insufficient funds fee Bank of America 30.00 -30.00

Check 1/21/2005 Bank of America insufficient funds fee Bank of America 33.00 -63.00

Check 1/25/2005 Bank of America Insufficient funds Bank of America 33.00 -96.00

Check 1/26/2005 Bank of America Self service calls Bank of America 6.00 -102.00

Check 1/26/2005 Service Charge Bank of America 12.00 -114.00

Check 2/23/2005 EFT Bank of America Self service calls Bank of America 2.50 -116.50

Check 2/23/2005 EFT Bank of America Insufficient funds fee Bank of America 66.00 -182.50

Check 2/26/2005 Service Charge Bank of America 12.00 -194.50

Check 3/26/2005 Service Charge Bank of America 12.00 -206.50

Check 3/28/2005 Self service calls Bank of America 2.00 -208.50

Check 4/11/2005 EFT Bank of America Insufficient funds fee Bank of America 33.00 -241.50

Check 4/26/2005 Bank of America Self service calls Bank of America 2.50 -244.00

Check 4/26/2005 Service Charge Bank of America 12.00 -256.00

Check 5/25/2005 Bank of America Self service calls Bank of America 5.50 -261.50

Check 5/25/2005 Service Charge Bank of America 12.00 -273.50

Check 6/27/2005 Service Charge Bank of America 12.00 -285.50

Check 7/26/2005 Self service calls Bank of America 1.00 -286.50

Check 7/26/2005 Service Charge Bank of America 12.00 -298.50

Check 8/8/2005 Bank of America Self service calls Bank of America 7.50 -306.00

Check 8/26/2005 Service Charge Bank of America 12.00 -318.00

Check 9/27/2005 Bank of America Self service calls Bank of America 3.50 -321.50

Check 9/27/2005 Service Charge Bank of America 12.00 -333.50

Check 12/2/2005 Bank of America Self service calls Bank of America 30.00 -363.50

Total Bank Charges 363.50 0.00 -363.50

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Consultants

Check 2/17/2005 3234 Robert Kellerhaun SFIAT Bank of America 720.00 -720.00

Check 2/17/2005 3233 Derek DiGracia SFIAT Bank of America 1,109.35 -1,829.35

Check 2/18/2005 3235 Robert Kellerhaun Hotel for consultants Bank of America 78.66 -1,908.01

Check 2/19/2005 3236 Nigel Casserley SFIAT Bank of America 1,695.00 -3,603.01

Check 7/8/2005 3268 Yves Sauvignon Consultant SFIHT Bank of America 800.00 -4,403.01

Check 8/3/2005 3290 Paul Assen computer office Bank of America 525.00 -4,928.01

Check 8/16/2005 3277 Yves Sauvignon Consultant SFIHT Bank of America 800.00 -5,728.01

Check 8/17/2005 3280 Helen Mahler mailing Bank of America 20.00 -5,748.01

Check 9/10/2005 3295 Paul Assen offie hours Bank of America 470.00 -6,218.01

Check 9/17/2005 3299 Paul Assen Bank of America 540.00 -6,758.01

Check 10/3/2005 3301 Paul Assen Bank of America 390.00 -7,148.01

Check 10/7/2005 3306 Paul Assen Bank of America 380.00 -7,528.01

Check 10/15/2005 3307 Paul Assen Bank of America 400.00 -7,928.01

Check 10/21/2005 3310 Paul Assen Bank of America 400.00 -8,328.01

Check 10/28/2005 3313 Paul Assen Bank of America 380.00 -8,708.01

Total Consultants 8,708.01 0.00 -8,708.01

Office Supplies

Check 10/5/2005 3305 Office Max Bank of America 37.04 -37.04

Check 10/11/2005 Bank of America check printing charge Bank of America 46.34 -83.38

Total Office Supplies 83.38 0.00 -83.38

Repairs

Check 8/2/2005 3273 Patrick Campbell repair computer at 6439 Calif... Bank of America 340.00 -340.00

Total Repairs 340.00 0.00 -340.00

Telephone

Check 1/7/2005 SBC Bank of America 469.18 -469.18

Check 2/10/2005 SBC Bank of America 122.24 -591.42

Check 4/26/2005 SBC Bank of America 114.07 -705.49

Check 8/18/2005 SBC Bank of America 276.55 -982.04

Check 10/20/2005 SBC Bank of America 318.67 -1,300.71

Check 12/16/2005 SBC Bank of America 350.65 -1,651.36

Total Telephone 1,651.36 0.00 -1,651.36

General - Other

Check 1/2/2005 3222 DPW San Mateo Co. Map / San Bruno Mtn Bank of America 5.41 -5.41

Check 1/3/2005 3226 DPT Bank of America 143.00 -148.41

Check 3/31/2005 3241 Hugh Meakin Gas exp reimburse Bank of America 140.00 -288.41

Check 4/7/2005 3243 DMV GMC add'l cost registration Bank of America 30.00 -318.41

Total General - Other 318.41 0.00 -318.41

Total General 11,464.66 0.00 -11,464.66

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Horse Shows

Awards

Check 4/28/2005 3246 Doc Lapkin ribbons for show Bank of America 412.44 -412.44

Check 7/8/2005 3267 Lapikew Trophy Co. Ribbons Bank of America 289.38 -701.82

Check 8/23/2005 3281 Doc Lapkin jumping in Park 8/28/5 Bank of America 363.21 -1,065.03

Total Awards 1,065.03 0.00 -1,065.03

Equipment Rental

Check 8/11/2005 3276 Contractors Portables 7/9 Bank of America 158.00 -158.00

Total Equipment Rental 158.00 0.00 -158.00

Fees & Permits

Check 1/8/2005 3224 San Mateo Parks & ... Bank of America 60.00 -60.00

Total Fees & Permits 60.00 0.00 -60.00

Judges Fees

Check 5/1/2005 3250 Kay Hitch Bank of America 250.00 -250.00

Check 7/9/2005 3270 Sue Jones Bank of America 200.00 -450.00

Check 8/28/2005 3282 Kay Hitch Jumping in the Park Bank of America 250.00 -700.00

Check 10/16/2005 3308 Sue Jones Bank of America 200.00 -900.00

Total Judges Fees 900.00 0.00 -900.00

Supplies

Check 1/12/2005 3225 Knight's Catering Bank of America 250.00 -250.00

Check 2/9/2005 3230 Knight's Catering Bank of America 400.00 -650.00

Check 2/17/2005 3232 Knight's Catering Bank of America 2,857.34 -3,507.34

Check 8/28/2005 3285 Angelinas Deli Tea/Coffee Jumping show Bank of America 30.00 -3,537.34

Check 10/18/2005 3309 Angelinas Deli Tea/Coffee Dressage Show Bank of America 57.94 -3,595.28

Total Supplies 3,595.28 0.00 -3,595.28

Horse Shows - Other

Check 4/6/2005 3242 Cypress Security Prin event Bank of America 312.87 -312.87

Check 4/28/2005 3245 Stephen Haskell Reimb - Garlands for show j... Bank of America 66.72 -379.59

Check 5/1/2005 3252 Sarah Meakin Bank of America 100.00 -479.59

Check 5/24/2005 3257 Jack Wise Survey San Bruno Mtn / SFIAT Bank of America 800.00 -1,279.59

Check 5/25/2005 3260 Gloria E Feung Picnic 9/18/5 Bank of America 100.00 -1,379.59

Check 6/12/2005 3262 Jack Wise SFIHT San Bruno Bank of America 400.00 -1,779.59

Check 6/12/2005 3261 Christine Lujano SFIHT - San Bruno MTn Bank of America 400.00 -2,179.59

Check 7/9/2005 3269 Susie Dogle Bank of America 69.90 -2,249.49

Total Horse Shows - Other 2,249.49 0.00 -2,249.49

Total Horse Shows 8,027.80 0.00 -8,027.80

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Polo in the Park

Insurance

Check 4/28/2005 3247 Peterson, McAnally ... Insurance Bank of America 550.00 -550.00

Total Insurance 550.00 0.00 -550.00

Luncheon

Check 1/2/2005 3223 Divot Stompers Bal Owed 999.60 Bank of America 150.00 -150.00

Check 4/15/2005 3231 Divot Stompers Payment in Full 2004 Bank of America 999.17 -1,149.17

Check 9/6/2005 3291 Cheese Boutique Bank of America 2,500.00 -3,649.17

Total Luncheon 3,649.17 0.00 -3,649.17

Permits

Check 10/4/2005 3302 SF Recreation & Par... use of polo field Bank of America 1,856.00 -1,856.00

Total Permits 1,856.00 0.00 -1,856.00

Photography

Check 9/13/2005 3296 Robert Mahr Bank of America 135.93 -135.93

Total Photography 135.93 0.00 -135.93

Postage

Check 1/19/2005 3228 USPS Bank of America 68.20 -68.20

Check 4/19/2005 3244 USPS Bank of America 40.50 -108.70

Check 8/8/2005 3274 USPS Bank of America 120.00 -228.70

Check 8/31/2005 3286 Cara Wiley Reimburse for mailing labels ... Bank of America 59.84 -288.54

Check 9/1/2005 3288 USPS Bank of America 231.00 -519.54

Check 9/9/2005 3294 USPS Bank of America 148.00 -667.54

Check 10/5/2005 3304 USPS Bank of America 74.00 -741.54

Total Postage 741.54 0.00 -741.54

Printing

Check 8/26/2005 3284 Printing U.S.A, Inc. Bank of America 226.40 -226.40

Check 9/2/2005 3289 Printing U.S.A, Inc. invitations Bank of America 238.70 -465.10

Check 9/9/2005 3293 Printing U.S.A, Inc. 400 more invitations Bank of America 368.73 -833.83

Total Printing 833.83 0.00 -833.83

Promotion

Check 5/5/2005 3253 Show Circuit Magazine Bank of America 70.00 -70.00

Check 5/25/2005 3259 Sports Quest Interna... Pinp event '04 video Bank of America 700.00 -770.00

Total Promotion 770.00 0.00 -770.00

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Supplies

Check 8/30/2005 3287 M & G Gifts payment on order Bank of America 600.00 -600.00

Check 9/6/2005 3292 Nob Hill Market Polo in the Park 05 Bank of America 419.37 -1,019.37

Check 9/14/2005 3297 Jaron Embroidery shirts Bank of America 530.57 -1,549.94

Check 9/16/2005 3298 G & M Crafts Bank of America 1,095.00 -2,644.94

Total Supplies 2,644.94 0.00 -2,644.94

Total Polo in the Park 11,181.41 0.00 -11,181.41

Uncategorized

Check 7/5/2005 3266 Marinscope Invoice Charity Fundraiser Bank of America 1,310.00 -1,310.00

Check 10/4/2005 3303 Lee de Broff Passionate for Paris Trip Bank of America 2,750.00 -4,060.00

Total Uncategorized 4,060.00 0.00 -4,060.00

TOTAL 37,575.87 53,311.30 15,735.43

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Now I don't see any of the monies that have been represented on the above Sellers Statements.  Where is the money going or where has it gone.  Even if you say it went to buy 6439 California Street, does that mean that it is now the location of the Non-Profit Religious Organization Christ Bearers Chorale Congregation?  If that is so, then can't I now say that the business of Tal-y-Tara is mine to have once and for all?  Or are they running my once profitable business as a  non-profit washing machine for the Church funds?  The original location for my tack business was on O'Farrell  Street, home of the church mentioned above. Before the remodel of the Church garage a Thrift Shop run my Marge Damir, a congregant member, helped to  fund the church activities through donations.  Are they now running the Tea and Polo Shoppe the same way as the Thrift Store?  Is is a not for profit business that is funding the church? or a for profit business funding the family?  Either way it seems that the money goes to the same people.  It would then become a problem for the IRS to solve.

Three years ago my mother was trying to sell 6439 California Street.  She did this to no avail.  My mother took the property off the market and is still listed as the property owner along with her husband Hugh Meakin.  However, the question still remains, where does it show that either one of these people have made enough of an income to purchase such a property?

I know from growing up in the household on 22-22nd Avenue that much of their money came from forcing Congregant Members to turn it over to them.  This is just another secret that I hold and that has proven to be detrimental to my health.  I seem to be the only family member that is in major disagreement with what the family does to make a living, Conning innocent victims through religious practices.

This is a picture of the business/residence of Tal-y-Tara Tea and Polo Shoppe in San Francisco on California Street.

6439 California Street
San Francisco, CA

Status:	Unknown
Bedrooms:	—
Bathrooms:	—
Property type:	Single-Family Home
Size:	2,912 sqft
Lot:	—
Year built:	1911
Added on Trulia:	180+ days ago
Nearby School:	Mother Goose Sch… Nearby schools
Neighborhood:	Central Richmond
Zip:	94121

Description provided by Trulia

This Single-Family Home is located at 6439 California Street, San Francisco CA. 6439 California St is in the Central Richmond neighborhood in San Francisco, CA and in ZIP Code 94121. The average listing price for Central Richmond is $905,028. 6439 California St has approximately 2,912 square feet and was built in 1911 . It is a business on the ground floor and has an apartment on the second floor. A personal residence.

Most recent information provided by Coldwell Banker Residential Brokerage:

•Price: $888,000•Status: Unknown•2,912 sqft•Single-Family Home•Built In 1911.

Now here is the home that I grew-up in on 22-22nd Avenue.  It was originally the rectory for my mother who was the minister of Christa Fuentas, renamed Christ Bearers Chorale Congregation, renamed Christ Bearers Bible Church.  She now holds her Church Services for Christ Bearers Bible Church at the Rectory in West Clay Park. It is now listed as follows,

Owner: HUGH & MELBA MEAKIN

Total assessed land value: $98,662

Total assessed improvements value: $502,350

Total assessed value for property: $601,012

Date of current valuation: 06/28/2009

Lot depth: 20.00 feet

Lot area: 10,440.00 square feet

Basement area: 200 square feet

Number of stories: 2

Number of units: 1

Number of rooms: 13

Number of bathrooms: 4

Property area: 6,200 square feet

Year property was built: 1926

Read more: http://www.city-data.com/san-francisco/2/22nd-Avenue-1.html#ixzz1V2dmTCtB

Also listed with the above address of 22-22nd Avenue are the following business/non-profits.  This is a residential neighborhood in the city.

1.) Christ Bearers Bible Church
22 22nd Avenue, San Francisco, CA 94121
(415) 831-1101 (

2.) Horses in California, Inc. 22-22nd Avenue, San Francisco, CA 94121
Phone: 415-221-9438

3.) Student League of S F Horses In California

22 22nd Avenue, San Francisco, CA 94121
Neighborhood: Outer Richmond

(415) 221-9438

 

4.) Polo in the Park
22-22nd Avenue
San Francisco, CA 94121Phone: 415–221-9438

Horses in California, Inc.

Horses in California, Inc. is a non-profit organization dedicated to bringing equestrian-related arts, events, and physical wellness to the San Francisco Bay Area. Horses in California, Inc. operates the James S. Brady Therapeutic Riding Program and hosts the annual Polo in the Park charity event.

In the early 1980’s, San Francisco residents Hugh and Melba Meakin had a dream of starting an organization that would expose people in their community to the glorious psychological and physical benefits of horseback riding, horse-related arts and equestrian sports. Indeed, they created the non-profit organization Horses in California, Inc. in 1984 and started off the year by hosting a world-class show jumping and grand prix event called “The San Francisco Show Jumping Grand Prix and Equestrian Festival”. This was a three-day event held at the Marin Headlands.

In 1981, the physical and psychophysical benefits of horseback riding gained national attention when James S. Brady, Press Secretary to President Ronald Reagan, was shot in the head during a failed assassination attempt on the President and used horseback riding as a means of physical therapy during his recovery. Hugh and Melba Meakin met with Brady at this time and were given the honor of using his name for a riding program that the Meakins were opening to provide therapy alternatives to disabled children. Thus, the James S. Brady Therapeutic Riding Program for special children was founded, and has since helped over 200 youths find wellness and happiness through horsemanship and horseback riding lessons.

After 27 years of hosting Polo in the Park, Horses in California, Inc. is continuing to help disadvantaged and disabled children as well as bring awareness of horses, horse-related arts and equestrian sports to the San Francisco Bay Area.

This was my Godmother that I have listed below. She passed away and my family never told me or invited me to the funeral.  I miss her very much.  She had always been kind to me from the first time we had met back east.  My mother and I had been forcibly removed from Mary Malcom's mothers home.  We had flown back there together so that Mary could introduce my mother, Melba to her family.  While we were there, Mary's family did an intervention because they felt that my mother was running a cult here in California.  Upon seperating my mother and I from Mary, the family and friends along with very large German Shepards removed my mother and I from the house.  The men that took us away in the car early one morning, drove us to an airport far away.  These men who took us never spoke but it was one of the most terrifying experiences of my life ( I seem to have alot of those.)  Upon arrival they removed us from the vehical and drove off.

My mother and I met James Moseley somehow at the airport.  He smiled at me and I smiled back. He called his mother and she invited us to her home.  It was really amazing.  I can't remember the entire kidnapping but it was rather traumatic to me and to my mother at the time.

Mary Malcolm ended up returning to California.  She did not believe her family was correct in stating that my mother's church was a cult.  She ended up marrying Jim Moseley and having two children with him.  Today she will not speak to me and is in hiding from my mother, believing now that the Church was and is a Cult.  Pretty wierd if you ask me.  Jim committed suicide in the early nineties by jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge. 

I found this obituary on the Internet.  It proves that the Church was started before 1972.  It is hard to come by this kind of information, so I copied it when I found it.  Louisa taught me how to run a household and how to be a lady in spite of my surroundings.  She was a real treasure to me.

SalemNews.com, Salem, MA

September 23, 2008

Louisa Sedgwick Minot Moseley, 83

ROSEBURG, Ore. — Louisa Sedgwick Minot Moseley, 83, went to Heaven on Thursday, Sept. 4, 2008 at her home in Roseburg, Ore., to be with her Lord Jesus, whom she loved and faithfully served all of her life.

She was born Sept. 16, 1924 in Beverly, (Prides Crossing), to James Jackson and Miriam (Sears) Minot. On Sept. 4, 1946 she married Thomas Fabyan Moseley. Louisa moved from Beverly to San Francisco, Calif. in 1972 where she was a member of Christ Bearers Church. She lived between San Francisco and Roseburg, where she was a member of Calvary Cross Church and has been a permanent resident of Roseburg since 1994.

Louisa was a loving daughter, sister, mother, grandmother, aunt, god mother and friend who will be greatly missed. She loved helping people and was a funny, witty, classy lady who loved her poodles, classical music and drama. Louisa was a gifted poet, cook and flower arranger who enjoyed the outdoors: gardening, walking, swimming and picnics - she loved the ocean.

Louisa was preceded in death by her parents, two sisters, Eleanor Lewis and Constance Crossan, and her son, James Jackson Moseley.

Survivors include her daughter, Louise Moseley Rodgers of Beverly, San Francisco and Roseburg; sister, Miriam Mason Cable of Connecticut; three grandchildren, Rebecca Rodgers, Jonathan Moseley and Emily Moseley; one niece and four nephews.

ARRANGEMENTS: Funeral services will be held on Thursday, Sept. 25, 2008 at 12 p.m. in the Calvary Assembly of God Church, 718 Lookingglass Road, Roseburg. Pastors Hugh and Melba Meakin and Charles Snyder will officiate. Following a graveside service, Louisa will be laid to rest within the grounds of Roseburg Memorial Gardens. In lieu of flowers donations may be made in Louisa's memory to her favorite charity, Horses in California Inc., 22- 22nd Avenue, San Francisco, CA 94121; for the benefit of the James Brady Riding Program for special needs children. Wilson's Chapel of the Roses, 965 W Harvard, Roseburg, OR 97470 is in charge of arrangements. (541) 673-4455.

I never had an opportunity to thank her for taking care of me after my mother and I had been taken from Mary Malcolm's mother's home.  I was scared and she hugged me.  I never recieved very many hugs in my life, so I am grateful and usually remember them.  I wish I had had the opportunity to pay my respects, but as usual my mother just pushes death under the carpet as if it never happened.  It is mean but no different than what her first ex-husband does when death greets his doorstep as well.

In the end can you tell me where all the money went from the sale of the Church Building on Divisadero and O'farrel?  Did it just go into the pockets of who it seems that it went into the pockets of?  Oh,  I know, it must pay the salaries of the five people pictured above, that are the only listed officers for the non-profits that I have posted.  I thought it was a non-profit and run by volunteers or it used to be run by Church Members in the beginning, ask Kathryn Garrett.  She is in therapy for the slave labor she was required to do as a child.  There is always a story for everything with these people.  However, when will anyone begin to speak out and require that they need more information on the non-profit that they are making donations too.  Donations are what Tithes used to be for my mother, income.  There is no record if it is cash and who really pays attention to these small business's these days.

I was told by Melba and Hugh Meaking that I had to Tithe 10% of my income to them.  They (My parents) told me that they were my Ministers first and second to that they were my parents.  That being said, then maybe my mother, as my Minister can tell me who my biological father really is and understand how important it is to know who fathered you.  I hope one day that I will know this information.  Should I never be able to find out, then that will be only the fault of the woman and the siblings who refuse to tell me.  Justice will not always elude me.

So as I stated at the beginning of this post, the lives of the abused are very difficult to live.  How exactly do you just walk away when they continue to torture you everyday by invading your privacy and lying to absolutely everyone that you know about your life today.  How do you begin again when your children are still at the home of your mother and step-father? Do you leave them with these monsters, abusers and liars? 

I hope that with this post you will begin to help those that are interested to see why my family  would rather have me blow my head off as Sarah Meakin so eloquently told me to do in the dining room of 22nd Avenue three years ago.  My FOO does not want to see me recover and stand once again.  They prefer me to be in pain and agony from the past.  They have no good intentions when it comes to me, but in reality it has always been this way for me.  If you have read my blog than you will see that they wish me nothing but harm and death.  The past speaks for itself, nobody protected me from them then and nobody protects me from them now. 

My brother Phil wrote this as the History of my shop.

Established in 1980

Our family started the business in the fall of 1980 at our first location on the corner of O'farrell and Divisidero in San Francisco. We moved in to our current locale at 27th and California in the fall of 1995. In the 30 years we have served the city tea, equestrian equipment and scones, it has been our passion to do so with a gracious pressence and principles set in "good and kind service to the customer".
Our Family is made up of myself, Philip Meakin, my father, Hugh Meakin, my mother, Melba Meakin, my sister, Sarah Meakin and lastly our recent addition, my dear wife, Sharon Meakin.

As you can see I am not even listed in the family.  Neither is my older sister or older brother.  It hurts very badly, especially since the shop came to be because of me.  He does establish where the business was originally located.  He used to tell me that the Church Building was his inherintence. I guess in the end, it ends up being true.

This is another interesting link that shows the business relationships of the people listed below.  I really like the graph that it uses to describe the relations of the parties to one another.  It does claim that this is an updated site as of March, 2011. Hence the reason I have included Louisa Minot Moseley's obituary. She is listed as the present Treasurer which is impossible and needs to be corrected, or does it?

 

 http://www.corporationwiki.com/California/San-Francisco/pan-pacific-sports-ltd/40973145.aspx

Christ Bearers
Located in San Francisco, CA

1363 Divisadero Street Company, LLC
Located in San Francisco, CA

Tal-Y-Tara, Inc.
Located in San Francisco, CA

1363 Divisadero Street Operating Company, LLC
Located in San Francisco, CA

Melba Meakin
Located in San Francisco, CA

Louisa M Moseley
Located in San Francisco, CA

Hugh Meakin
Located in San Francisco, CA

James J Moseley
Located in San Francisco, CA

Christopher K Zand
Located in San Francisco, CA

Hugh Meakin
Located in San Francisco, CA

Hugh Meakin

President at Pan Pacific Sports, Ltd. Member at 1363 Divisadero Street Company, LLC Member at 1363 Divisadero Street Operating Company, LLC Vice-President and Pastor at Christ Bearers - View 3 other companies See photos Christ Bearers Bible Church Directions Write a review Address: 22 22nd Ave, San Francisco, CA 94121 Phone:(415) 831-1101 Reviews 1 Google review https://plus.google.com/105414785950169042743/about?gl=us&hl=en

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