I lost so many friends to their own hands. My friends committed suicide and I could not stop them. I could not do such a thing for myself for I felt that I would have cheated that one boy. I guess he would now be a Man, kind of cool when you think about it. As simple as I may sound, I truly felt with all my being that there was that only one boy for me to love.
I never found him. I tried and I discovered that laughter drowned any hope I had when I made any inquiries into this dream of mine. For all of those that say, "Men are like buses, they come along every 20 Minutes." I don't believe you. Men are rare and are very unique unto themselves. I know that I may be lacking what it is to understand why I have never been able to find my mate, but, I do believe that at one time during my life, he existed, he was here, walking at the same exact time I was walking too. I love him for making that journey. He came all the way from where those of us that must believe in such innocence of magic itself reside.
I love you, whomever you may be, you will always be my Man to me. Thank you so much for showing up to be the One and the Only for Me. Forever and A Day!!
2 comments:
Fuck, I believe the same thing.
the dream is big and beautiful. makes one believe, to learn such a secret at the dmv.
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