The Wait So Placed

The belief that was needed,

never given.

The relief that was looked for,

never there.

Hiding became a way,

to survive.

Learning to be quiet,

silent stares.

Incredibly sensitive,

saved my life.

Taught myself to be wise,

forever patient.

Strength to stand and speak,

terrifying.

Things that come from nowhere,

always aware.

Living with all that has happened,

keep it simple.

Holding to fact,

important.

Breathing in, breathing out,

taking it slow.

Realizing nobody cares,

shocking.

Second thoughts,

none.