So many people write or speak about change. You may find yourself thinking about change in your everyday life, I know I do. Some people wait their entire life for something, anything to change. Mostly, they seem to leave change to fate, chance, religion, God, other people are a popular one to choose, or they just leave it to any other reason that they can think of and believe will initiate a change for them.
The question to ask yourself, "Are you the person waiting for change?" or "Are you the one that will make change happen?" Be honest, nobody is listening and the only person you would be fooling is you. "Are you a mover?" "Or a shaker?" "Are you a motivator?" or are you barely hanging onto the present. I think that one is me every other second of the day! Are you afraid of what is around the next corner? Do you believe that good things happen to people who wait? Or do you believe that good things happen to people who make them happen? Do you run from a challenge? Or to a challenge? Do you face a challenge head on? What do you do? Do you have an answer for yourself?
I would venture to say that most of us are terrified of change and usually it does not matter the type of change, we will be terrified. The change could be in your employment or romantic relationships, getting a bigger house or a different car, change in responsibility or a different creative idea. It may be a change in any number of these areas or any other aspect of our lives, but change is change no matter how you slice it for yourself. However, at the urge to yearn for change, we will fight change the entire way. It would make no difference what form change arrived in; the battle against change is on! In fact, when anything changes at all (in this world) our entire world is turned upside down. Strange, don't you think? Especially when everyone around the world seems to want something, anything to change.
Have you ever met anyone that fits the above description? I know I do, hence why I am writing this blog I suppose. Other than me, do you know anyone else right now? What have you said to make them realize that the very thing they complained about not happening is also the very thing that they are pushing away when it is offered.
The closest comparison I can make would be a promotion at work. People want to make more money and would like to have more responsibility, generally speaking. In order to achieve this goal there is a major thing that must take place, CHANGE! Change of position involves more responsibility, more money, it involves changing the way that fellow workers looked at you, this could be good or bad I suppose, but it will most definitely be different. The biggest change of all is usually the degree of accountability you are now responsible for when accepting the promotion.
Day by day, I am so struck by the words that pour out of people’s mouths. For instance, I actually had a person tell me once that if I would only threaten him with his job that then and only then would he be capable of working better. All I could think was wow, this person is not only afraid of changing his mind set toward his working environment but he would like to dump all that responsibility for that decision on my lap, so it’s all my fault that he will not change. Do you think that he was afraid of change? What would you say to him? What should you say to him? How could you change this from a negative to a positive situation? How can I put the burden of responsibility to change back in his lap?
Why do people yearn for change and then run from it? What can you do to help them realize that change in your life is exactly that "change?" Is it possible to identify the people that are afraid of change? Should we be wasting our time to help them identify themselves? Should we be offering up idea’s, position’s, promotion’s etc., that will require or initiate change, even though we know this to be their trait (fear of change). Can we be that selective? Is it wise to be that selective?
The definition of change in the 1959 Old Webster’s Dictionary,
1. To progress from one state of being to another, as a grub changes to a beetle (a grub is a worm-like larva of some insects, as beetles and yes it really does give that definition)
2. To become different, vary, as the colors of a sunset change.
3. To pass from one phase to another, as the moon.
As you can see, it is not a small feat to ask for, receive or recognize change. For some it may be exciting and for others it is just plain terrifying. This world is afflicted with the disease of apathy. No matter what you believe apathy is not good, not healthy, not prosperous, not growth, not anything at all! Freedom from such an affliction will only come to be through change. I believe that the people who choose to make a choice will be standing tall in the face of the unknown but they will be standing not watching. For it does not matter what you believe, it is only a matter that you believe. The loss of belief in ourselves has been disastrous for mankind and created a world that is screaming for relief from the pain and the agony which surrounds us.
Do not ever forget that people are the most incredible beings, it is all a matter of the choice’s that we make for ourselves each and every day. The ability to make a difference begins and ends with you and me. I will not quit on you. I believe in everything, I believe that I am here and I believe in me. I believe that believing you have a choice is key to overcoming the wave of apathy that has swept over our heads and our country. Believe in whatever you would like to believe, but believe in something because once belief is gone, choice will go and then we will have lost hope and hope is the innocence of all our belief’s.
Referring to the 1959 dictionary again, belief is defined as follows, the intellectual acceptance of anything as true; the act of believing; a faith or creed. Syn. Assurance, confidence credence, creed, faith, reliance, trust.
Do not knock another’s beliefs because you do not agree, it truly is unkind and cruel. Worst of all, when you do such a thing to another being you are on purpose shattering their soul with your words. That to me, is the definition of cruelty.
In closing and to combat what I have seen in my life, I am writing down what I believe for all of the shattered souls and hearts in the world. I would like to see those souls, hearts and minds healed and better yet, I would love to see and hear them sing again. This is only a structure that develops belief. What and how you choose to accept or use this is for you to do with as you please. I hope that it will ignite a fire in each of us as individuals, then I hope that as an individual we choose carefully every step we take and that we impact the world with change.
So here you have it in black and white, funny or not, it is just my understanding, the 5th dimension is not just a rock n roll band. The 5th Dimension is the transformation of your own consciousness to understanding, not just knowing but truly understanding, what you know. This is known to me as mapping, in order to achieve a finite equation of what life is to me, you must map your own heart, soul and mind. I would like to share with you how I see this in my own mind and since it seems to all be a math equation anyway I thought that seeing might be part of believing;
(F{[Da(5)=dm(m/o/s) >- dm(m/o)=(dm(o) ><>-(27(9)-24(8) divided by 4(4)=M(8) Co->-{Qf(1)=F(5)}
actually the equation is simply, You!
The perception that it truly would only take your own mind to be set or find the understanding to decide that "Independence" is not separating yourself from the crowd or the World, but rather achieving "Independence" is actually joining the link to Humanity. The mere fact that we can be independent of one another in our thoughts, yet we can stream together as one in our actions, is or shows the imaginative capabilities of our minds. It also shows us the explosive natures of our thoughts when created into pure and positive energy. Talk about protection and the ability to feel free of fear, now we would have a heat shield or a magnetic force surrounding each of us, put it all together and I bet that the sparks would become the enlightenment of the elemental source everyone is searching for independently.
We truly are the most unfortunate/ fortunate gifts to ourselves, yet, we need to be. I am assuming at this juncture that it is this way, in order to progress with firm and positive convictions of ourselves, Independent of each other, yet reliant on one another,
I began to wonder if I would ever be clear with myself, because which is it? Or is it both? Maybe not! The reason I found for myself was I do not want to stream with the negativity and yet I find myself wrapped up in it again and again. I get so mad at myself for being so stupid, falling prey to such cruelness, I kick myself as I try to heal myself from the pain of the words of another person, that seemed to just fall out of their mouth (and out of mine).
The person has no care or concern, just blah, blah, blah and rambling on as they speak so fluently this language that shatters souls. They must be some linguists, because it is always over before it seems they began and they seem to just turn to go on about their day, they don't even look back.
There I am, left in a big pile of crap, that two seconds ago I would swear was my soul. Now it is unrecognizable, hurts like no other hurt you have ever felt. It is a pain inside your physical being, yet ice, aspirin, pain killers, heating pad, no drug touches it. It just hurts, as if the words were an actual pointed spear with a point of unimaginable poisonous strength that has the piecing explosion of, well I cannot think of what to compare it to but you never saw it coming. The repair of such a fragile and delicate part of yourself is beyond difficult, it is nearly impossible to do.
The exactness of such a strike is done with such expertise and experience that you are certain it was done on purpose, the shards are still felt, as the razor like wounds begin to bleed inside your very being. Help!, you cry, plea and scream, to no avail.
Well, I believe it is done on purpose by cruel people who have become soul hunters. I believe that cruelty runs rampant and that people embrace this perceived ability as some new found power play over humanity. I don't want to be one of them, I want to be me. Being me is strange, weird and really difficult because being yourself always is really hard. So, make sure when you pick up your own Spear, that it stands for what you believe and know that wielding anything can be dangerous but it can also clear the path for the Old you to make way for the New found you!
A type of short story to go with the above:
Blind sided in a quiet field, a peace that was found, blown away by that moment of reality. Recovery is something we do to survive but as we begin to stand I become nearly stifled by all that surrounds me. How can history repeat itself so easily? Communication and sharing are my own weakness's, trust is my enemy!! My own heart is buried in a deep and dark grave with no marker for fear of recognition. Afraid to be born again, yet dreading at eternity of loneliness. My mind is in a whirlwind of disastrous proportion.
This is all voluntary! The secret of the universe is "choice", to do or not to do, this is one of our choices. These are thoughts, idea's and beliefs that are scored on my very being. Choice is a freedom that provides Time the opportunity to determine the outcome. To remove the freedom of choice and replace that with destiny or any other absolute will only, in turn, allow Time to deliver an outcome anyway. The outcome will reveal that the presumption "to know" or have knowledge and understanding of any specific act is only ignorance and the allowance of such will perpetuate it. The understanding and belief in the freedom of choice will be subject to the same determination and outcome that "time" will provide. It is these provisions in time and the the acknowledgement that the unknown has become known and the fact that dreams have become reality in the past. It would stand to reason that our imagination's are the key. This understanding will provide our minds with the ability and nourishment to grow. Our continued growth and ability to change has proven to be the key to our success, however we seem to be embracing a total domination of our minds. Understanding that self pity, hate, anger, love, purpose, passion, doubt, negativity, are just a few that I will mention however you can add in what ever will bring you to the understanding that these are innately part of our very structure as human beings. If you can accept that than you will accept that the answer to questions in general will evolve at the rate of our ability to ask the question. Just as in a mathematics's, a problem is presented that will need to be solved, a solution is required. This allows the understanding needed for our minds to be able to realize that it is the actual problem that will deliver the answer. The equation in whole is simply time. Then an approach to understanding and a solution will present itself.
Nourishment throughout our lifetime is required by our bodies to grow and then to maintain us in order to function at any level of activity. This is nourishment for our minds, thinking, believing, imagining, I am only the mind that is delivering a message for other minds to have more specific stimulation that ignite the fire of compassion, understanding, forgiveness, belief, convictions and so on.
In a constant to thought...
Dimensional Understanding is totaling a fascination and not impossible to understand if you take a moment and consider a dimension as the next continuum. Being nearly countless and relying on the fact that it truly lies in understanding is based on factual information today, however eventually science will be able to capture the mathematical and by then elemental, which would change; logically, I would think from an equation form to a measure of space, time, element and then adding in the fact that understanding could translate to quantitive knowledge. I bet that at that point we could actually move these dimensions at will. Almost as if a space, time continuum could begin development by men and then eventually be or do mans bidding. Understanding that no matter what is created or when, by whom does not matter because by the time you meet again, (if you will allow me this small freedom of thought to explain) it will have commanded itself and regained itself to the probability that it is searching for itself and at the point the mere volume of understanding communicated though a dimensional view would be phenomenal and absolutely a diamond gem for a scientist to find.
The thing is that I believe we are or could be at a similar juncture for reasons of probability and age of the universe it seems improbable that this would not have happened. I was actually thinking about this morning and comparing it to air flight. When you are flying from the U.S. to the UK there are time lines which are crossed and these in a similar deduction could be rerouted in your minds thought for a moment to interpret them as a dimensional crossing. Thinking along these lines will bring to a conclusion; mine was that we are already translating time, which means that two dimensions are touching or we are collapsing another smaller, maybe not as recognizable dimension at the moment we cross. This may not be plausible in your mind but if you slow it down just a bit I bet that it is possible that we are currently doing something similar elsewhere in the air.
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It could look something like this or not, I don’t know. It is hard for me to put what I see in my mind on paper sometimes. English is actually a difficult language to communicate anything of any merit; it is limited in the numerical, measure and hieroglyphic symbols that are needed to be able to do any of this properly or with accuracy in accordance to my minds eye anyway.
I love the topic Freddie, thanks for the post it really causes my mind to excite itself. Thanks again for your supportive posts, they are treasures to me.
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