Monday, February 18, 2008

A Letter to Cruelty

I am the white flame of the fire which burns the color of purity.  I pay homage to the miracle of my creation.  My development and freedom from hypocrisy has been celebrated and witnessed.  I have played a slow, even tempo, which has been ideal for guiding, leading and revealing the path that I have followed for my life.  My trust in the unknown has been rewarded to me, by becoming the known.  I understand the Laws of the Divine.  The gifts that have been bestowed upon me are priceless and without measure.  My Key has been revealed, I have unlocked my door, I have found Forgiveness my lesson and I revel in the Peace of Understanding. 

I forgive all your wrongdoings and intolerance; I am now impartial, impersonal, and detached from all of your emotions.  I surrender and I am drawing to a close, your selfishness, ugliness and lack of compassion, which has been so offensive to me.  The Divine plan requires me to have faith and live on higher ground I will testify to the wisdom of Spiritual Law.  I am now conscious of the needs of humankind. By choosing to live with a higher purpose, my talents will allow me to bring this together, with completion and no allowance for interpretation.  I am a living testimony; it does not matter what my adversaries have done to annihilate my very existence and survival.  My anchor for self-preservation has transformed the horrid memories and visions of the tortuous, manipulative, abuse of power and influence over unsuspecting lives, both known and unknown, into a positive reaction, that evoked forgiveness, not resentment.  My sensitivity, perception and innate ability to listen to a Higher Guidance will ensure the integrity of the message remains in tact.  My vision of this message will be delivered with planning and the execution of a master swordsman.  The principles, ideals and wisdom of this message will focus the minds, which choose to release their compulsions and negativity.  I evoke my eternal right for peace, understanding and taking advantage of the opportunities for positive growth. 

Creation welcomed me at my conception, a child of Joy and Sweetness, a delightful daughter, full of the most natural and true abilities.  I have kindled the flame that ignited within me. My unusual amount of self-understanding and the ability to see through the emotional and physical barrage of attacks, created as diversions, had no power or ability to hide, mask or erase the truth.  I have had to be wise beyond my years.  My honesty entitled me to have dominion over the world, which is filled with frightened, cowering, roaming lives.  I have delved into my childhood. I am no longer filled with terror, and anger is not needed to preserve myself from attack.  My eyes received enlightenment, my ears perceived the truth. I have separated the entangled web of your deceit.  I have found my bottom, my place and it is clean, strong and ready to sustain the weight of the building, which shall be my life.  I embrace my heritage; I found this etched on my soul.  Creation has clothed me in substance, sustained me, blessed me and ensured that no man foul my purity.  My mind dwells in anticipation of the delightful tickle of the wisdom which I have been graced. 

I have been protected by the very power that awakened you to the joy of your re-birth.  At your birth, the gates flew open and you entered into a celebration that freed your conscious mind.  Your relentless pursuit of those who failed to see your delight and awaken to your invitation, a gift that you would bestow, ended. This has delivered despair and agony to your door.  You have only begun to realize that the brilliant enlightenment and uplifting satisfaction you desired has been the imagination of your life.  You have walked amongst those which you despise.  You bear deceit for their very beings.  The beauty in your mind and body shall perish in blindness and despair.

You did not seek the knowledge of those that know, you did not listen to those that spoke the words, nor, did you respect the Laws of the Land.  Creation is our Mother; we are all invited to revel in the warmth.  We accepted her gift, a pact of everlasting devotion.  You did not heed Creation, instead you wrapped yourself in a cloak of self. Filled with secrets and with unyielding loyalty to your deceiving warmth. You turned away from Natural Laws.  Although you break the Laws of the Land, the Laws with an even tighter grip bind you.  You have raised your right hand, given an oath, receiving all that which that oath has entitled.  You swore mindlessness; you went out amongst the world and shouted your acclaim.  You have discarded yourself and willingly choose Pleasure and Pain as your very existence.  You choose your death and accepted life.  You received and embraced enlightenment.  You did this of your own accord, without cause for any other that yourself.  You were not coerced, nor were you tricked, your ambition for desire, signed and sealed your Fate.

However, the wrong cannot go without being addressed.  Even in defeat, honor is dangerous. It must be carried out, for this is the honorable thing to do.  You choose a path to save righteousness based on your Natural Instincts.  You joined your Spiritual and Carnal Natures, watched while they merged with one another.  You did this so that you would achieve greater enlightenment.  To your Horror and in your self-deceit, with ambition as instinct for self-preservation, you discovered that you are only carnal and you always were.  You either had to hate yourself to death or revel and rejoice in exactly what you are.  The feeble attempts you made to scourge yourself, were never more than reprieves you enjoyed while willingly accepting and recognizing the importance of sustaining faith in a lie. Then you had to rationalize sustaining faith in the truth.  This is a primitive thought; this did not spur awareness into your mind, nor did this ignorant, pathetic process, which you willingly submitted yourself too, bring or add any substance to your being.  Your faith in lies has diminished, the brilliant, blinding flame you once reveled in the glory of.  It has lost its ability to breath and burns black with the impurities of your mind and soul.  The gradual decline, over the true test “Time” has enabled all that protected me to revel in the excitement that your time is near.

Creation does not need an invention, audience, or court from mankind to invoke Natural Law, nor does she judge or punish by-proxy.  This is not the time to spur “Hope” and “Prayer” for your redemption, these are simply the indicative responses of the  apprehension and fear you are feeling inside yourself.  Creation has based her judgment and therein punishment on the action and reaction of the choice’s you have made.  There will be no Middle Ground found in this scenario, for middle ground is just another term you commonly here, called “FATE”. You have sealed your fate with the action of your very instinct for self-preservation, your ambition.

You have confessed to Tammy, Eddie and I your inabilities and sins against the Natural Laws of Motherhood. To clear your conscious and free yourself to break the laws and terrorize us yet again. If you had committed wrongs, than your genuine acknowledgment to us that you had made a mistake would have had to be truly sorry about what you had done.  This would have taught you lessons a long the way and you would have taken care not to do it again.  Instead, you have not been honestly sorry about anything and acknowledged to yourself you would continue again and again to terrorize us. You had no business confessing and asking forgiveness in the first place.  Your own lack of consistency in this matter has revealed your hidden agenda.  Your scorn for our very existence and continued life has you consumed with animosity. This must be released on us from you.  Your disguise of prayer or praying for us has only been nothing more than your bargain-basement anger. This is decidedly shoddy and inferior in quality.  Your own admission on a daily basis of you having to “pray for your enemies” provides total confirmation and true meaning to this ignorant backwards thought.

God is all-powerful and in turn all forgiving. Your faith and belief that all transgressions here on earth will be forgiven is not plausible. The Divine power of such a blessing lies in his hands, regardless of the location of such a decision.  Therefore you have reveled in your own iniquities, love of self and allegiance to your oath of enlightenment, with no regard. However, your belief that forgiveness will be at hand when you call has caused confusion for us all. The oath of contradiction blinded you with hypocritical self-deceit, which is why you have never achieved peace of mind.  Every being or entity, good or evil has a job.  You assumed in your ignorance that this loophole freed you and in reality it not only bound you, but also consumed your very being.  God is all-powerful and will forgive the transgressions of those that sin knowingly, however, you should have been aware of the power of Creation, herself, the Mother to us all.  She employs the power to give us the strength to pull the heavens down and from the crumbling remains use their shards to build an idol or erect a monument to satisfy our own Divine indulgence; Defining our true nobility for thought and action.  To employ such abandoned power for strength and choice, she must balance the Core of Creation with the wisdom and freedom from the perception of right and wrong, good and evil applying to her actions and therefore the reaction, which brings and End to a Means.  God being the creator of all; God recognized his compassion towards the weakness of man and it would prove to be their own destruction, ending in extinction.  Being Just and Fair, God employed Creation to ensure that his compassion was felt by mankind but did not stop the progression of Creation by accepting inadequacies that mankind created as a result of their own compulsions. God did not want to stand in the way of the Natural Extinction of an infested soul and mind that succumbed to Carnal Desire without regard or consequence to their actions.  Your enlightenment to yourself and desires were fool hardy when measured against the All-Knowing, All-Powerful God of Heavens and Earth. This will be in accordance with all that has been and all that will be for eternity.

I am speaking in a tongue that requires no translation to be understood.  I have not called upon the “Powers to Be” to invoke the protection or justification of the meaning and implications of this message.  Creation herself delivered me to you.  She encompassed my mind, heart, soul and very being with spiritual gifts to make me highly sensitive and intuitive.  My core has been filled and has comforted me since the day of my birth with the celestial beings she sent to care and protect me from the realities of life and all that would destroy my ability to deliver this message.  She provided the balance needed to survive in this world of violence, negativity, materialism and personal gratification.  Knowing the journey would be taxing emotionally, mentally, and physically, she instilled the fire and solemnized her gift by etching the design onto my soul so I can remember my origin. By design, I elevated my consciousness toward living with a spiritual awareness.  The heightened state of awareness made it very difficult to accept the surroundings of my youth. My pioneering spirit has driven me with absolute determination to find the truth. The journey has been a fine line between survival and self-destruction.  The acceptance of my gifts for intuitive understanding and spiritual truths, delivered the ability to grow and find stability.  I have learned to live with faith. My peace was made with myself and my gratitude will be everlasting.