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Friday, May 30, 2014



Day before yesterday I posted about being syndicated on Feedburner, click link,
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I copied and pasted the information back into my post to show what had been done.  I had no knowledge or had I given permission for this Site to syndicate me.  I do know that it has been going on for quite awhile, as I found it totally by accident and have been watching to see if anyone contacted me to just inform me of the action.  After I waited and I waited for quite sometime, I posted it because I suppose it is meant to be cool, however, in the end it will probably prove to have been wrong.  You see I come from the days of Herb Caen in San Francisco when Syndication really meant something, it meant you had made it and that you would be in all the newspapers that picked that syndication up.  In addition, you were paid for it.  The sad thing is about the Feedburner Site, is it only has my Posts with no name attached, so you don't even know that a real person wrote it or who that real person may have been unless you took the time to go the actual Blog itself.  But why ever bother, you subscribed through Feedburner and they advertise right on the first page:

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Well I guess I was correct about the 'News' part anyway.  I did notice that since I posted,' Check it out I've Been Syndicated by Feedburner' that the site stopped grabbing my posts, at least for now, was I not meant to know? 

In closing, all I can say is that I have nightmares when I sleep but "I dream" when I'm awake.


Here is more information on this diagnosis for those that are unfamiliar.

Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (C-PTSD)

Definition:
Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (C-PTSD) - Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder is a psychological injury that results from prolonged exposure to social or interpersonal trauma, disempowerment, captivity or entrapment, with lack or loss of a viable escape route for the victim.

C-PTSD Introduction
Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (C-PTSD) is a condition that results from chronic or long-term exposure to emotional trauma over which a victim has little or no control and from which there is little or no hope of escape, such as in cases of:

•domestic emotional, physical or sexual abuse

•childhood emotional, physical or sexual abuse

• entrapment or kidnapping.

•slavery or enforced labor.

•long term imprisonment and torture

• repeated violations of personal boundaries.

•long-term objectification.

•exposure to gaslighting & false accusations

•long-term exposure to inconsistent, push-pull, splitting or alternating raging & hoovering behaviors.

• long-term taking care of mentally ill or chronically sick family members.

•long term exposure to crisis conditions.

When people have been trapped in a situation over which they had little or no control at the beginning, middle or end, they can carry an intense sense of dread even after that situation is removed. This is because they know how bad things can possibly be. And they know that it could possibly happen again. And they know that if it ever does happen again, it might be worse than before.

The degree of C-PTSD trauma cannot be defined purely in terms of the trauma that a person has experienced. It is important to understand that each person is different and has a different tolerance level to trauma. Therefore, what one person may be able to shake off, another person may not. Therefore more or less exposure to trauma does not necessarily make the C-PTSD any more or less severe.

C-PTSD sufferers may "stuff" or suppress their emotional reaction to traumatic events without resolution either because they believe each event by itself doesn't seem like such a big deal or because they see no satisfactory resolution opportunity available to them. This suppression of "emotional baggage" can continue for a long time either until a "last straw" event occurs, or a safer emotional environment emerges and the damn begins to break.

The "Complex" in Complex Post Traumatic Disorder describes how one layer after another of trauma can interact with one another. Sometimes, it is mistakenly assumed that the most recent traumatic event in a person's life is the one that brought them to their knees. However, just addressing that single most-recent event may possibly be an invalidating experience for the C-PTSD sufferer. Therefore, it is important to recognize that those who suffer from C-PTSD may be experiencing feelings from all their traumatic exposure, even as they try to address the most recent traumatic event.

This is what differentiates C-PTSD from the classic PTSD diagnosis - which typically describes an emotional response to a single or to a discrete number of traumatic events.


Difference between C-PTSD & PTSD

Although similar, Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (C-PTSD) differs slightly from the more commonly understood & diagnosed condition Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) in causes and symptoms.

C-PTSD results more from chronic repetitive stress from which there is little chance of escape. PTSD can result from single events, or short term exposure to extreme stress or trauma.

Therefore a soldier returning from intense battle may be likely to show PTSD symptoms, but a kidnapped prisoner of war who was held for several years may show additional symptoms of C-PTSD.

Similarly, a child who witnesses a friend's death in an accident may exhibit some symptoms of PTSD but a child who grows up in an abusive home may exhibit the additional C-PTSD characteristics shown below:

C-PTSD - What it Feels Like:

People who suffer from C-PTSD may feel un-centered and shaky, as if they are likely to have an embarrassing emotional breakdown or burst into tears at any moment. They may feel unloved - or that nothing they can accomplish is ever going to be "good enough" for others.



People who suffer from C-PTSD may feel compelled to get away from others and be by themselves, so that no-one will witness what may come next. They may feel afraid to form close friendships to prevent possible loss should another catastrophe strike.

People who suffer from C-PTSD may feel that everything is just about to go "out the window" and that they will not be able to handle even the simplest task. They may be too distracted by what is going on at home to focus on being successful at school or in the workplace.


C-PTSD Characteristics
How it can manifest in the victim(s) over time:

Rage turned inward: Eating disorders. Depression. Substance Abuse / Alcoholism. Truancy. Dropping out. Promiscuity. Co-dependence. Doormat syndrome (choosing poor partners, trying to please someone who can never be pleased, trying to resolve the primal relationship)
Rage turned outward:

Other: Learned hyper vigilance. Clouded perception or blinders about others (especially romantic partners) Seeks positions of power and / or control: choosing occupations or recreational outlets which may put oneself in physical danger. Or choosing to become a "fixer" - Therapist, Mediator, etc.

Avoidance - Avoidance is the practice of withdrawing from relationships with other people as a defensive measure to reduce the risk of rejection, accountability, criticism or exposure.

Blaming - Blaming is the practice of identifying a person or people responsible for creating a problem, rather than identifying ways of dealing with the problem.

Catastrophizing - Catastrophizing is the habit of automatically assuming a "worst case scenario" and inappropriately characterizing minor or moderate problems or issues as catastrophic events.

"Control-Me" Syndrome - "Control-Me" Syndrome describes a tendency that some abuse victims and some people who suffer from personality disorders have to nurture relationships with people who have a controlling narcissistic, antisocial or "acting-out" nature.

Denial (PD) - Denial is believing or imagining that some factual reality, circumstance, feeling or memory does not exist or did not happen.

Dependency - Dependency is an inappropriate and chronic reliance by one adult individual on another for their health, subsistence, decision making or personal and emotional well- being.

Depression (Non-PD) -Depression is when you feel sadder than your circumstances dictate, for longer than your circumstances last - but still can't seem to break out of it.
Escape To Fantasy - Escape to Fantasy is sometimes practiced by people who routinely shun transparency with others and present a facade to friends, partners and family members. Their true identity and feelings are commonly expressed privately in an alternate fantasy world.

Fear of Abandonment - Fear of abandonment and irrational jealousy is a phobia, sometimes exhibited by people with personality disorders, that they are in imminent danger of being rejected, discarded or replaced at the whim of a person who is close to them.

Hyper Vigilance - Hyper Vigilance is the practice of maintaining an unhealthy level of interest in the behaviors, comments, thoughts and interests of others.

Identity Disturbance - Identity disturbance is a psychological term used to describe a distorted or inconsistent self-view.

Learned Helplessness- Learned helplessness is when a person begins to believe they have no control over a situation, even when they actually do have the power to change their circumstances, leading them into an unnecessary state of depression, where initiative, action or investment is deemed futile.

Low Self-Esteem - Low Self-Esteem is a common name for a negatively-distorted self-view which is inconsistent with reality. People who have low self-esteem often see themselves as unworthy of being successful in personal and professional settings and in social relationships. They may view their successes and their strenghts in a negative light and believe that others see them in the same way. As a result, they may develop an avoidance strategy to protect themselves from criticism.

Panic Attacks - Panic Attacks are short intense episodes of fear or anxiety, often accompanied by physical symptoms.

Perfectionism - Perfectionism is the practice of holding oneself or others to an unrealistic, unsustainable or unattainable standard of organization, order or accomplishment in one particular area of living, while sometimes neglecting common standards of organization, order or accomplishment in others.

Selective Memory and Selective Amnesia - Selective Memory and Selective Amnesia is the use of memory, or a lack of memory, which is selective to the point of reinforcing a bias, belief or desired outcome.

Self-Loathing - Self Loathing is an extreme self-hatred of one's own self, actions or one's ethnic or demographic background.

Tunnel Vision - Tunnel Vision is the habit or tendency to only see or focus on a single priority while neglecting or ignoring other important priorities.

C-PTSD Causes

C-PTSD is caused by a prolonged or sustained exposure to emotional trauma or abuse from which no short-term means of escape is available or apparent to the victim.

The precise neurological damage that exists in C-PTSD victims is not well understood.

C-PTSD Treatment

Little has been done in clinical studies of treatment of C-PTSD. However, in general the following is recommended:

1.Removal of and protection from the source of the trauma and/or abuse.

2.Acknowledgement of the trauma as real, important and undeserved.

3.Acknowledge that the trauma came from something that was stronger than the victim and therefore could not be avoided.

4.Acknowledgement of the "complex" nature of C-PTSD - that responses to earlier traumas may have led to decisions that brought on additional, undeserved trauma.

5.Acknowledgement that recovery from the trauma is not trivial and will require significant time and effort.

6.Separation of residual problems into those that the victim can resolve (such as personal improvement goals) and those that the victim cannot resolve (such as the behavior of a disordered family member)

7.Mourning for what has been lost and cannot be recovered.

8.Identification of what has been lost and can be recovered.

9.Program of recovery with focus on what can be improved in an individuals life that is under their own control.

10.Placement in a supportive environment where the victim can discover they are not alone and can receive validation for their successes and support through their struggles.

11.As necessary, personal therapy to promote self discovery.

12.As required, prescription of antidepressant medications.

What to do about C-PTSD if you've got it:

Remove yourself from the primary or situation or secondary situations stemming from the primary abuse. Seek therapy. Talk about it. Write about it. Meditation. Medication if needed. Physical Exercise. Rewrite the script of your life.

What not to do about it:

Stay. Hold it in. Bottle it up. Act out. Isolate. Self-abuse. Perpetuate the cycle.
What to do about it if you know somebody else who has C-PTSD:

Offer sympathy, support, a shoulder to cry on, lend an ear. Speak from experience. Assist with practical resolution when appropriate (guidance towards escape, therapy, etc.) Be patient.
What not to do about it if you know somebody else who has it:

Do not push your own agenda: proselytize, moralize, speak in absolutes, tell them to "get over it", or try to force reconciliation with the perpetrator or offer "sure fire" cures.


Treatment of Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder


Herman (1992) divides recovery from CPTSD into three stages: establishing safety, remembrance and mourning for what was lost, and reconnecting to society. Before this work can begin, a healing relationship must be established; Herman believes recovery can come only within a relationship and only if the survivor is empowered.



Establishing safety

This stage is further subdivided into a series of tasks that must be accomplished in order for the client to feel safe in therapy. First, the therapist and client must name the problem. This involves not so much making a formal diagnosis as acknowledging the trauma and its past and present effects, both mental and physical. Next, one must restore a sense of control to the client. This begins with control of the body: controlling physical symptoms by balancing diet, exercise, and sleep and by getting the client appropriate medical care, including medication where it is indicated. Finally, control moves outward to establishing a safe environment: setting up support networks of caring people, helping the client to protect him/herself from any physical danger they may face (particularly from an abuser), and developing a plan for dealing with for future protection, one that takes into account any self-destructive behaviors the client engages in. This includes such things as setting up no-harm contracts (or procedures in case of harm), establishing sobriety, etc.

Herman cautions that there's not easy way to tell when this (or any) stage of recovery is complete. The first stage in particular is demanding; therapists and clients must be careful not to push on until safety is well established. Herman states that when the client has regained some trust in herself and her environment, when the therapeutic alliance is good, and when the most disturbing symptoms are controlled and the client knows which people can be relied on in times of crisis, it is reasonably safe to proceed.

Remembrance and mourning

The second stage is also divided into sub-stages. First, the client must reconstruct the story of the trauma. Many times, traumatized person have never been able to put it all together and make it into a narrative. During this stage, a sense of continuity with the past is reestablished. Herman stresses the importance of, in this stage, retrieving both the memories and the emotions attached to them; this corresponds to the view of some practitioners that free-floating anxiety can be "emotional memories" that have somehow gotten unstuck from the memories of the events during which they were experienced.

When the narrative reconstruction is complete, Herman says, the traumatic memories must be transformed using flooding/exposure (as in cognitive therapy) or testimony techniques. Finally, the losses that resulted from the trauma must be mourned fully. Only when all of this is accomplished is the second stage complete.

Re-connection

The final task for a trauma survivor in Herman's model is to "reclaim her world." The client must create a future by re-learning how to live. The first step is learning to defend him/herself, learning to fight for what is important and to protect her/himself. Reconciliation with the self, identifying and appreciating what is positive about oneself while recognizing and accepting the negatives, follows. Then comes reconnecting with others -- becoming part of a community. Herman also recommends finding a survivor mission -- some work to add meaning to life.

Herman notes that even after these steps are complete, the trauma may never be fully resolved; she considers recovery to be a lifelong process. However, at this point, it becomes on of many factors in a client's life and not the dominant one.

Monday, April 7, 2014

Swording Sealed



The line of ink,
a writers brink,,
the essay of the poems perceived,
a riddle or a rhyme?

Beneath idea,
the pen made hand,
the purveyor,
in such was planned.

A constructed content,
a particular pledge,
the nuances alarmed,
so much in stead.

This is a tendency of only Page,
 power scorn never say,
the who of whom creates to crave.

Within the Verse,
an approaching storm,
the persistent fire.

Apple requires,
the scalpel of another's cut.

The appeal,
the substance concealed,
in ramble of the deed,
it is ample and deceives.

Served in complete,
without the thought,
the mind?,
a metered grip!!

Tuesday, February 4, 2014

For Your Information ~ A Perk For Your Contribution


Well Trained Horses: Susan's Story

Select a Perk for your contribution http://www.indiegogo.com/projects/race-to-rescue

$1USD
Hug a Horse
I will personally give a hug from you to one of the horses (or you can come out and hug them yourself!)

Estimated delivery: February 2014 
$5USD
Flake o' Hay
Buy a meal for a horse. Horses eat at least twice a day!

$18USD
Bale Me Out!
Your contribution will pay for a whole bale of hay!

$25USD
Post Card
You will receive a handwritten thank you postcard from one of our volunteers!

Estimated delivery: March 2014
$40USD
Blank Card Triple Pack
You will receive a triple pack of "blank on the inside" greeting cards each with an image of one of our resident members AND a handwritten thank you postcard from one of our volunteers!

Estimated delivery: March 2014
$50USD
WiTH Desk Calendar
A hardcover desk calendar with a monthly image of our horses AND a handwritten thank you postcard from one of our volunteers!

Estimated delivery: March 2014
$100USD
Hand-Painted Horse Shoes
Some of our younger volunteers took this project on and hand-painted horse shoes previously worn by our horses! (See gallery for example photo) You also get a handwritten postcard from one of our volunteers!

Estimated delivery: March 2014
$100USD
San Francisco Landmark Print
Gorgeous 11x14 prints of San Francisco's landmark homes by artist E.H. Williams circa 1989 generously donated by one of our volunteers. These prints are stunning! (See gallery for examples) You'll also receive a handwritten postcard from one of our volunteers!

Estimated delivery: March 2014
$150USD
Well Trained Horses Art Print
Artsy photographs of our horses taken by one of our volunteers. 11x14 print AND a handwritten thank you postcard from one of our volunteers! (See Gallery for example print)

Estimated delivery: March 2014
$200USD
Cody Photo Book
A photo book made by one of our own volunteers celebrating our beloved Cody who crossed the rainbow bridge this summer at 33 years old. You also get a handwritten postcard from one of our volunteers!

Estimated delivery: March 2014
$250USD
Signed, Numbered, and Framed
Same prints as "Well Trained Horses Art Print" but these prints are signed, framed, and numbered. (See gallery for example of unframed print) AND a handwritten postcard from one of our volunteers!

Estimated delivery: March 2014
$350USD
Orignial Horse Art Prints
Beautiful, fine horse art prints from one of our own volunteers. (See gallery for examples) AND a handwritten post card from one of our volunteers!

Estimated delivery: March 2014
$500USD
Lifesize Stuffed Mini Horse
An adorable soft, plush real-to-life size gray miniature horse stuffed animal AND a handwritten postcard from one of our volunteers!

Estimated delivery: March 2014
$750USD
Window-framed Bluff Art Print
A framed art photograph of our very own Bluff from one of our own volunteers. Beautiful piece of art! (See gallery for photo) AND a handwritten postcard from one of our own volunteers!

Estimated delivery: March 2014
$750USD
"Last to the Light" Art Print
An exquisite original piece of horse art from one of our very own volunteers. Signed by the artist. (See gallery for photo) AND a handwritten postcard from one of our volunteers!


Moon Landing



The rising plight of Man,
the mast of human sail, 
the air is stoked with plumes of spoke, 
I speak to know avail. 

The rip-off of, 
the booking shoved,
records the gaining trend.

The influence of, 
collected news, 
a voice in silenced moves.

The days that brought these shores alive, 
beached too a reply,
 the Base of You and I.

Communication gives no-depth, 
the matched in the set,
the salt a pepper merely spiced,
the verse of sung was simply life,
a basic approach to right.

Expression is a saying, 
action is the bet,
pictures are like gaming,
completing Karmic Debt. 
.
The prison of an island, 
the mortal self in keep, 
the record had a frame,
in such romance released.

The quick of sand, 
the ground of planned, 
the wipe-out likened wave,
the surf does grind the rock,
someone paved the way.

The future passed, days of packed,
the hours of dismay,
the show of what staged the bring,
the flame of only burned in theme,
I don't take chances nor do I dream,
my life is just what's bore.

Paid-in-Full

Coincidentally all it takes,
is one other 'Being' to storm the wake,
original ideas had a date.

Composed to keep the cry at Bay,
the howling of the Moon displayed,
the script of any life today,
the Prince of Poets or footsteps laid?


Sunday, February 2, 2014

Class Actioned



 For all intents and purposes,
the content,
with the Prose of Mere is clear.

Still a leak,
lives before,
sum of bore,
the magnitude of scene.

Weeks

This Nation of know rapport,
the beast in each does why?

The killing had no digits best,
to dial in or state it's death,
the Mind of Suit displayed.

The infiltrating, 
the Map to All,
is Chose!!

The Populous that should now care,
the means to trap,
the phone a snare,
the swipe as fingers click to call,
the mouse is only Pi.

Traditional demands,
Like, Freedom, Man,
the Factor of ,
X'd out the Can,
the wait of clause in land.

Pursuit-on,
the strong Arms,
the wrestle in the cast,
the muscle of the hymn,
the tortoise whom has been.

The strength of line,
comes to sign,
the contract of know phone,
the dial switched does have a glitch,
the cues of which is combed,
the rotary a hand-held cloned.
.

Saturday, February 1, 2014

Life Is Just A Moment To ......



Timbering Times,
the satellite,
the style of connect.

The type that leads to complete,
not be bound,
by past lives met.

The release of any deed,
the basis of a thread.

The bridge to built,
a composition.
 life instilled,
in death I'll know it's said.

The intellect,
just said wreck,
the block of talk in played.

Attraction came from the sound,
 the deep tones that drew me 'round,
composed from when I felt,
Time was just a Lend.

No confusion, life is doing,
speaking thoughts, feelings brought,
across such grace in find.

An elemental burning dues,
to stop exact of what might be fact,
repeating life's mistakes,
until we fix the pace.

Future Lives,
released in Hi,
the trace of a goodbye,
the better path to reply,
in peace and not a lie.
.
The freedom from a promised run,
the state of what was done,
now played back,
securing track,
to gallop far from pact.

The trend of what has been,
to halt what seems a blend,
to find a door, a threshold for,
to never dual ascend.

Stolen Text



In this Place of Life exist,
move in quiet written mist,
the fire of flare,
ignited rare.

Never did the tears roll down,
in such solace I felt the fan,
aye only sound the strike in stand.

Events in time, a Wish, a rhyme,
working through,
to know I'm fine.

The horrors, the acts, 
the failure smacks of what is back,
a herald cries to open eyes!!

No longer I,
it's you that's due,
the debt of paid in truth of viewed.

The Mind or Flash,
the bulb in task,
is to light a Way or Path.

Each step taken,
not a crack,
a careful road,
as Life is Cove.

Across these mentions, I.D.'s untold,
I build to understand their role,
comprehension still in mulled,
not for bold but why we fold.

The state to create a future plan,
to deliver health with outcomes well.

Thoughts to Self I read to ground,
as my Feat still miffed the found,
pleased and proud to knock me down,
truth is coarse, a thunderous force.

The task in this release,
requires faith in belief,
 that pain will end or at least,
 produce a venue to put at ease.

To such Persons whom still enter life,
as you bring a planned-out strife,
 I disconnect from immoral sent,
the obvious does clue when it's vent.

Asking questions of surprise,
in a visit realize,
this is no happy accident,
it's meant to cause a demise,
as the words pour their "Oh, my's."

A toll to control me still,
I guess that it's the Cult in thrill.

I have spoken in riddled facts,
the pain dispersed is in exact,
the verse in freeze from way and back,
the driven ideas in mind I tack.

Not to mist what is resist,
instead I mean to know the Hist',
to let go a memory flows,
the melting ice right to the bone.

A life-long battle with those that clamp,
upon your mind the vice of plant,
mentally killing what I am,
escaping that is ever-planned.

In the random of the day,
never knowing it's just played,
like the music it just came,
scripted by the ones with claim.

Broken Art A Lark?


The look alike signs abrupt,
around the World scene,
a venue of the Sting!!

Poetry in captained brings,
the read of only pings,
a theme of person deeming,
no on personal things.

Meaning

The Script of the Moat,
an island home,
the oil slick approach.

The slide down hymns,
the music moored a choice.

Deciding difference never kept,
a name providing noise,
the core of source is in the lore,
a machine mechanics met.

A Planets Station,
the towered wave,
the titled air in each,
the coat of ruff,
to protect or offer,
a jacket, life afloat.

An idea of what's been cloaked,
the mystery of the stun,
the bars of music played the notes,
the symphony already sung.

As a fire burns with inked,
the pen-king stole the offering,
now the frankpledge too.

A 'Head' in Scenes,
a Moon's Eye view,
the space in time of crashed,
the granules net the chatter,
the sand of beaches shored,
decorum becomes a chore.

Hour-Glass Spun

The granite earth,
the stone of come,
a mortared brick in sum,
the one-way street in wrung.

Addition tract,
railed and fact,
the life you laddered punned,
makes better than what's been done,
an example originals plumb.

Know Reconciling 

This piece of dowel,
builds a worth,
a laddered path,
to a mountainous climb,
that an idea had a find.

The juncture of expensive cusp,
the cuff link in extract.

The ironed why in life passed by,
the wade to roads of bridged,
the Ancients spoke,
there is a choke,
volcanic plume of smoke,
loped.

The rash of hot,
the lava spot,
 poured archaic rites,
the value in the hit or missed.

The rocks do crumble in liquid rift,
the valley worth repair,
a pair.

The hardened crust of Man's despair,
a flare in only broke,
makes the wares of 'Only' write,
the base of all that Might,
fly a natural spoken kite.

Locality of such exist,
the real of the trist,
lyrics merely copied,
the menu caused a shift,
curtain lifted,
it's a myth.

Crackling Flames Post-Laced



The treble cleft of the Bass Guitar,
music drives,
the acoustic plays in the star.

The tar of black,
a midnight spark ignited par,
the words in lyrics speak!!

The badge is sworn,
to a thorn,
the prickly may be cope.

The loaded gun,
the shot of stun,
the written talk triggered brought.

The invitation sealed sent,
a letter tones the type did loan,
the venue of the bone,
a light without a hope!!

A person,
the depth in made,
the sound was leveled by the personal reveal,
nothing gained only healed!!

A string quartet,
the kite in met,
the thread became,
the blue in vain.

Voices work in spoken-verse,
the singing of a lane,
speeding to the move in game,
the check of watch demise.

The tempo of a metronome,
the click to post is heard,
the ripping off of all,
made easy by the fall.

Treasure chest Pandora's mess,
the singer of a day,
the lilt of Albatross does play,
the Alto's rouge in say.

The sword revealed a shield is real,
the drums of keep,
beat the seat,
a chilly freeze to meet.

A lovely piece in riddle steeps,
the choir breezed,
made easy feat,
to take and never deed the....bleep!!

The New Age of disbelief,
the strike of only xylophone leaps,
to set the tambourines to team,
as absolute in rythmed brings,
that paradox of an orchestra's score,
is only important to whom does roar!!

Wednesday, January 29, 2014

Scrawling



There is this battle,
a problem in saddled,
the stance of a thread,
the stream of just dead.

The ride to climb,
up, up, up,
the mounting thoughts,
an interrupt!!

The chill of sunk,
so I gallop to roam,
a simple touch,
we are a loan!!

Life, Introductions,
impossible adds,
too far a part,
to play is like salve.

The wound of this mortal exist,
is the doubt of innocence,
remiss.

To Sail, A Tact,
the anchor of knack,
preparing to soar,
a star is adore.

The tone of a dial,
a call for a while,
the ring sounded bell,
now only in fell.

The feeling of tell,
the Piano was door,
the Acoustic Guitar,
made it much more,
I loved, too adore.

The music, familiar,
lost in the past,
reminded me,
life had a path.

Missing dg

Archaic in stir,
a strange sense of cure,
the elemental fire,
an ancient inspire.

In lives that are learn,
the talk makes me turn,
belief is an option,
the present is stern.

The 'old-school' of basics,
states simply to pace,
life has a rate.

Shock or Horror,
repeated,
as history has doors,
dreams are just wishes,
as life is explore.

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http://www.indiegogo.com/projects/race-to-rescue

What can I do to help?
Horse rescue is as costly as it is rewarding. There are many steps in the process and many costs in each step. Our first step is getting these horses out of neglect and onto our farm. To do this, we must be able to pay for veterinarian costs, which will include deworming ($15/horse) and vaccinations ($20 per vaccine/horse). Before the horses can come to us, they must be dewormed and vaccinated to keep our other horses healthy. These horses have very limited time left. They can only stay on the land until the end of January, however, we are literally buying time by paying off the landlord until we can raise the funds to take them. We are also currently supplying feed for all three horses ($18/bale) and will continue to need support in our feed costs when they come to us. There is the cost of the farrier work that needs to be done on all three horses. Idalena likely needs injections to help with her lameness, which is very costly. We hesitate to make our best guess at Idalena's condition and eagerly hope to get a veterinarian to examine her as soon as possible to determine what is causing her pain and to get her out of pain immediately. (When we hit our first $1000 mark we will bring Idalena onto our farm and begin the lengthy process of helping her to heal!) With your help and time, we will put in the work to rehabilitate these three horses to the best of their abilities and find them loving forever homes. 

All proceeds earned on this campaign will go directly toward rescuing, rehabilitating, and rehoming these three horses. The donations range from low to high because we know firsthand the impact of just one drop in the horse trough. Anybody, anywhere can give something. If you can’t afford to donate, then please support us by sharing this campaign, spreading the word, liking our Facebook page, and loving horses. We have come up with some amazing perks donated by our volunteers. Unique images of our horses in the form of postcards, cards, photos, art prints, calendars, posters, and one beautiful large framed print.

I have set this campaign to end on Valentine’s Day. Let’s give these horses the gift of love!

Past Campaigns
Were you a part of the “Help Save Flash” campaign last year? We raised over $1800 to give an abandoned horse a forever home.


With Gratitude
Have we seen you at one of our bake sales? Have you liked our Facebook posts? Have you been to our “First Saturday Barn Tour?” Did you sample our homemade Gravenstein Apple treats from our own farm apples? Did you buy your sweetheart a painted horse shoe last Valentine’s Day? Did we wrap your presents this Christmas? Did you make it to our recent fundraising dinner on the farm? If your answer is yes, THANK YOU!

You too can be a horse rescuer! Donate today! 

A Dragons Prose



To articulate,
a 'Word' explains,
in the say,
identity: Core!!

The Root, the Origin,
define a Muse,
much is lost in texting,
dues....

One bye One,
verse is chore,
the swipe to end,
Man? or Send?

Illuminating a phonic pour,
shortens thought,
to phone...your store!!

Closing down the avenue,
restricting minds producing views,
ink goes dry and pens are news.

The lost of practiced,
the shrink is blink,
letters make,
the Verse is think.

Cycle Too Keyed


Faith is not to be taken-in as religion,
belief develops,
acceptance sin,
Totals Sum, Addition Subtracts, Delivers Been.

What has become Secular,
cursed and killed,
delivers messages,
so very old!!

The pencil in fed,
lead down a dark path,
the arrow exact.

Time had had moments,
the second-hand crawl,
the writings still rote,
upon such;
On Walls.

The etched-out marks,
the Years begin date,
the mount of such pressured,
looks to be state!!

Inspired by Fear,
money is green,
it burns so much hotter,
as greed seems to steer.

A Warning To Send

To greet this New Age,
the best of whats sent,
to embrace Ancient Paths, 
the plenty of lent.

A guide?, or a trend?,
seems a theme in the end.


Tuesday, January 28, 2014

The Worth In A Site



The lure of the verse,
the script within,
a ream to be held,
as words showed a voice.

Choice

The dialect of a twist,
held to resist,
not fall create lift!!

Thought through Expression,
an arc of reside,
the bridge that will build,
a life too complete!!

Eyes fill with sort,
the content of clips,
the production of render,
belief was a mender.

Deeply penetrating,
the scope of the loan,
moves know to respect,
all that vastness is debt.

Moving decisions,
the power of yearn,
learning advancement,
is aptly discerned.

The formal design,
to carve not alarm,
the sand-stone of lives,
the balance sublime.

Future History



The World takes no time to recognize,
pain and suffering becomes the brine.

The Ocean of Human Beings,
no water to make tears.

Eyes no longer blinking,
stares develop hate.

The sum of all,
breaks too fall,
the global range,
of nothing changed.

The Earth in Death,
screams not met,
collapsing star,
puts Moon in tar.

The black of not far,
enhanced more,
rage took the place of happy rapport.

The balance was off,
the switch enhanced state,
the color stopped red,
the coffin is set,
nailed with just let.

Monday, January 27, 2014

Blown Away!!



A frightening moment,
woke a dead memory,
the shock of my terror,
made real by there,
exposure of:
Stare!!

Disbelief Rumbled

The steady eye,
no one could see,
years of deed,
silenced by need.

Danger inhabits,
brings sight to darkness,
the knowledge of,
delivered shock not love.

Reality hoped that what was,
was not,
that memories served only to taunt.

this Scene of such Fright,
made life only might!!

My thought too balk,
made real by talk,
the spill of this news,
frozen in walk.

No stranger, disgust,
this person did must,
as if to relive,
these days of such lust.

As denial walked-in,
the place of such when,
showed that this been,
 simply happening again?

Abhorrence

As the 'Witness'
not I,
their testify of 'Why'
I bore only truth,
to be heard knot uncouth.

Kept it Simple,
in summed,
 the mere years, I was young.

In the instant of sheered,
I spoke did?
the answer was mid,
sentence of lived!!

Patience in-made,
a practiced displayed,
as vocal tone bled,
I shook only head.

Belief of what was,
said in such shove,
created this dead?,
blown away.

A volatile turn, 
too realize days,
 that their witness is bare,
surprising knot rare.

Chilling




Sunday, January 26, 2014

Karmic Barbs


The interest in me stirs,
a query or a turn,
too feel only burn,
lives that chime,
the hymn of what to learn.

As 'we' gallop,
thrown,
this Life is strangely Dime,
that when we were,
we'd be after,
a future history lived.

This long and distant stance,
memories enchant,
service long.

As if once bourne,
within a storm,
disaster delivered capture!!

The 'State of Man' in Kind,
seemingly so strong,
the touch of fact,
does exact,
the guide delivers ruse.

The buck of tide is hymn,
the valance is the verse,
the 'Blind' so kept,
to 'Stay' a longer Course; Endorsed!!

In with just a Stint,
this earth seems the place,
to look back and forward tracks,
the 'Trains' are for 'The Rack'

As Men Arrive too pack,
the load informs the claimed,
a rogue will try,
alleviate ties,
to Run the Wilds of Sye.

The Mural Soaking Stokes

 


Impositions upon the Mind,
streaming what is loud,
words of imperfection,
delivers Poetic sign.

To Learn

The sanding of the Earth,
the Cosmos makes a turn,
to witness that a Life,
is meant to be,
entice.

Envelope all that is,
into what's not heard,
a magic language soaked,
the one that means to know.

The scribble of a Note,
brings light to what makes stone,
enhancing grains of tone,
to color what is grown.

Detachment

The Mural of the Mind,
organizing find,
the strobe of what is played,
is all within the line!!

The bloom of 'Seed-in-Thought'
will water in the Talk,
a blissful place to ground,
the Feat is merely Bound.

To brandish quill astute,
the feathered point of moves,
the full of toppled meld,
prevails in the well!!

To saturate engulf,
knowledge maintains the scope,
the Pi in only Tab,
regards the tree of mode.

Voicing Song



Elemental Speaks!!

I yearn for the days,
an Ancient learn.

I moved through,
the galaxy of truth!!

The Sight a Tale,
past lives availed,
the swish had know 'dales'
the Balance, the Rail.

Concerto's

The point is shown,
a life adorned,
my more?
a simple door.

Explore

So deeply seated,
the real greeted,
as belief is often repeated.

'The Continue'

To ride, too live,
the real coffer of a steed,
the depth of best in lead.

The pulse of what does speak,
the fire of a flaming deed.

For in 'the like'
a ride with Knight,
the comfort found,
 such delight.

The been of done,
extended formal plead,
the score of writ,
invited, tipped,
that life is long and we're equipped,
too 'Be' ourselves so naturally,
the wealth!!