My Family that is, just in case you're confused by all of this news.
face down where it hurts.
but today they did pour,
and be mad that you missed,
before you were legal to drink in a Bar.
Make you laugh, it was stupid and not such a big deal.
This time I sat on a couch without even one friend.
I opened your note, excited to see,
the memory had not hit,
I forgot all the things that happened from then,
I could not even remember the when.
it takes it all day to even begin.
as that ball begins to roll,
down memory lane we take that stroll,
for if I did, I would be dead today.
It is what you wrote,
to say that you're my daughter,
and obvious change has caused us to break our relate.
Rebecca Mae has caused an alliance,
One Soul it was sold to my mother in blood,
the Heart I gave away, not to long after, I knew it was not needed,
in a place that found laughter at the cost of a life in obvious strife.
But as I have said before, my family, my sisters, my no more friends,
rammed down my throat they did,
is a little bit of help.
In a dream that I had I knew I did not
the ages of Two and of Three, I cannot take this, what have I done?
of times or in memories that cause me so much fear.
named Set_Zero, I'm gone..
my Becky Mae of Sunny Brook Farm,
with memories so clean,
"No Regrets" your address, just like my mother.
you have done and accomplished what it took Five Years to do.
I'm older now, you would think I could deal,
but it just gets worse because it's so real.
I am having flashbacks that are kept in films that are wrapped,
it was the design,
the first time that terror came and left from behind.
never forget the pain and until,
the perfect situation, like this to recall,
of peace and sanity, so that I can survive yet one more night.