Presents, a Life with a Plan. My name is Karen Anastasia Placek, I am the author of this Google Blog. This is the story of my journey, a quest to understanding more than myself. The title of this blog, "The Secret of the Universe is Choice!; know decision" will be the next global slogan. Placed on T-shirts, Jackets, Sweatshirts, it really doesn't matter, 'cause a picture with my slogan is worth more than a thousand words, it's worth??.......Know Conversation!!!
The gates of Valhalla have broken the locks of time before time was....
I would like to know the Compassion not yet known. The Visions of the Past that lead us into an understanding of the future, not a confusion of timeless measure. The bounds of our loss cannot be calculated by our minds. It just seems to be forcing an equation for the void between life and death so that it can not be understood, just feared.
The gift from the creator of such beautiful minds, said to be in favor with his own, should only compliment his prayer for glory in the journey between the conscience and unconscious. Instead it seems blurred by the doubt in your mind and you are blinded by the delusion or the story of only a golden mansion in the sky to be had upon your entry to the Deathly Realms. All while your soul or spiritual self does nothing to repent for your existence in this world or prepare for your entry into a different one.
To look into the Hour Glass of Time, realizing that the probability of a space before Time, was merely the place when Souls were divided and Twin Flames created to experience this journey independently and yet with only one hope to bring solace to such a decision. The Twin Souls would join to ascend as one in the end so they may be in The Continue and not subject to your End of Times scenario. This thought would have only been carried through to ensure our survival if the visual of such impending disaster had been concreted with the evidence that seems to be in existence today. Albeit a Seer or a Sage would have had to have spoken and thereupon been believed readily. For the dilemma would have been forthcoming and judging by the lack of belief in difference or the thought that "A progressive thought is an atheist thought today," the decision would have had to have been made quickly, without Fear and with the Conviction that it was the correct thing to do.
We are not by chance, nor are we beings that are not capable of what may end up being something incredible. What we know here as life, is an opportunity to see the ones that provide you with choice and accept duty to a higher purpose so that you may experience further growth in any life that you may be fortunate enough to have experienced or to know that you may experience. This is an opportunity to be free of such narrow thinking on man’s part that only encourages disbelief and fear of the unknown.
To take pause in this life, to imagine a divide, an inclusion, a movement of grace and beauty on behalf of the appreciation of the creator of mankind, be it evolution, god, big bangs or any other countless reasons that flow into our libraries to explain the beginning of our existence should be our interest, not cause divisions in our thinking. To halt your thoughts and engage your source of hidden reveal for your own person is what I ask you to require as engagement in this matter of your minds. This world has filled the end times with prejudice of presumption to know and announce not only dates but the very means of the disciplines of the destruction that shall reign upon us. How can such simple minds presume to know what graces us with the visions of an end? A known to a secret reveal would be an answer to the question of the Keep, and not whom the Keep belongs. The Keeper of such Ancient and Timeless minds would only increase a desire to acquire the Keep for the wealth of Souls and the Spirituality that that might deliver if sought out. The beauty in the continuance towards the transcendence of life itself should be a moment with Spiritual understanding, not Fear and Strife.
To have so much, to know so little, and to propagate so much negativity and doubt about life itself, is in truth, shameful for all of humanity.
In the beginning, or should I say, when I was younger than today, I believed that you would not test Fate. I believed the Heavens above would remind you of your Creator and somehow this would warm your Heart. Who or what you believe to be your Creator is not for me to judge, it is personal and should be kept with you, as your belief, be discreet not assuming.
I wanted to believe that you were capable of choosing left from right. I wanted to believe that all roads would lead to Spiritual knowledge. I understand now that I was wrong. All Roads do have destination points, but you must chose those destinations yourself and you must do this standing independent of what other people may think or ram down your throat. Each of us are capable of truly understanding the Freedom of Choice and thereupon able to accept every action will have an equal and more than likely an opposite reaction.
I wondered as I was growing-up, and as I watched you go about living your life how you could be so indifferent to the Welfare of other Human Beings. I would watch, I would listen and as a result, I did learn that the differences between you and I were as much the same as they were also vastly different. I did not believe in destroying or taking Human Life for granted, as I know from personal experience that you do. The first and only lesson I recall you ever showed to me. I could not understand how you could be so Blind and so Deaf towards Human Beings in so much need. These Men and Women surrounded you each and everyday and it seemed that they were as receptive to the abuse as you were to deliver it to them. Than I began to realize something, it was not your lack of Sight into this tragedy or the fact that you were unable to Hear or Listen to the fact that they were knowingly allowing this strange abuse. I realized that you put on these Glasses to be able to see through the needs of all of these people, regardless of if those needs had good or bad intentions, you, just like them, just did what you wanted to do because you can.
I accept you as you are but you may find that the problem lies in this simple thought, "I don't believe, that you have ever accepted yourself that way." You may find peace of mind should you try accepting yourself, as yourself and then maybe you could find forgiveness for yourself.
Dr. Vuksinick told me last year that you had written the Script for my Life. I laughed, he smiled, and, I said, "I know, but thanks for telling me, it means so much that somebody like you knows that too." I went on to say, "I believe that it has finally run out of pages, I seem to not have anymore lines to read." He gave me that loving look of acceptance and gave me a big hug.
Thank you, Mom, for taking me to see this incredible Psychiatrist at Three Years Old. I was so lucky to have been understood by such a wonderful Man so early in my Life, it set the tone for who I truly have become and always will be. I was even more fortunate as an adult, when for reasons of your own, you walked me back into his office. I don't know why you did this to me, I have to say that it was for the sake of cruelty itself, but thank you because it had that opposite affect I spoke of earlier. The fact he recognized me and knew me so personally, gave such credence to my life, but in truth it was his words that were filled with such wisdom that gave me the desire to continue the Fight for that same Life. As he put it more eloquently than I, "You are worth it, fight for it." So much more ended-up being shared between us, however I wish to keep it just between he and I, it makes me feel so good that we were able to speak again and he made me feel something I had not felt in years, loved.
This letter that I write to you, Mother, is in Respect and in the Honor of Dr. Vuksinick and what he did for my Life, however through giving me the most amazing gift of strength in-spite of such horrid circumstances, I am able to make this appeal for your life, in hopes you will be able to forgive yourself for what you have done to so many people without thought or consideration for anyone but yourself.
Vuksinick died last month and I miss him.
Louis M. Vuksinick
A gifted and beloved psychiatrist and Jungian analyst, Louis Martin Vuksinick, M.D. (Lou) died nobly as he had lived, on Wednesday, October 17, 2012 at home after challenging leukemia and neck cancer for four years. During this time he continued to practice in San Francisco and in Palo Alto where he lived. He is survived by his wife of 30 years, Janet Robinson, the love of his life; four stepchildren; Gregory, Timothy, Anne and Jeffrey Petersen and their partners and seven grandsons; and his sister Maxine Russell of Salt lake City. Born in Spring Glen, Utah, February 27,1934 to Louis L. Vuksinick and Zelpha Skriner, he attended medical school at the University of Utah. Coming to San Francisco in 1959 for his internship at St. Mary's Hospital, he went on to complete his psychiatric residency at Stanford University Medical School 1960-63 and Analytic Training at the C. G. Jung Institute of San Francisco 1974-88. He held leadership and teaching roles in the Department of Psychiatry, McAuley Neurospsychiatric Institute, St. Mary's Hospital 1969-1980. He is noted for his work about the body-psyche connection, and his love of music, especially opera. He will be greatly missed. A Memorial Mass will be held in San Francisco at St. Ignatius Church, 650 Parker Av, Saturday, Nov. 3 at 10 AM. Memorial contributions may be made to the C. G. Jung Institute of San Francisco in his honor.