This Water Is Going To Be Consumed By Fire, No Drink To Thirst Shall Be In Mired

Dear Mom,
Shame on you, from here on out I will call you out by any name of your own choosing.  You are full to the brim of hypocritical self-deceit.  Your conscience acknowledgement of your own self-proclaimed mastery of all that you have become is the epitome of an ignoramus.  Your oath to yourself and gifts bestowed upon yourself are the actual design in the manifestation of death by-proxy and the inevitable extinction of your very being. Your everyday statement of announcing to me that I came from “Bad Genes” is in itself, your own proclamation from your own body, mind and soul.  This is your cell structure, which you have spoken of all these years.  “Out of the mouth confession is made”.

Your very core has insured, by-proxy, that your spirit, mind, soul and body of your own self gratification, ugliness, lack of compassion, materialism, ambition to elevate yourself at the spiritual and financial cost of any being available or not available to your beckoning, this will cease and desist.  You are that which your have called others.  Your cosmic phone has been cut off.  You were billed and scoffed at the arrival of its price.   This action has been an announcement to all; your ignorance in this matter is to be pitied.  You have shown that pity is for the weak minded and those without moral conviction of spiritual law. 

Your youth has been erased, happiness has become an illusion, pain is the only way you know and you are still here.  The shell you are, is void of life, filled with emptiness, confused by imagination and not yet conscience that by your own design you created that which you abhor.

Your measurement of love, knowledge, understanding, wisdom and generosity has set the limits of that which is limitless, priceless and without measure.  That which you embraced in yourself fouls you.

Shame on you!

Shame on you!

The one’s you choose to “love” will deliver the greatest gift to you.  In return for your training, dedication and living example of glorifying, “the one and only”, the debt that they owe you, will be paid with delightful, guiltless abandoned joy and freedom of will.  This is all voluntary.  They will not even have to divorce themselves from hypocritical self-deceit.  The ones you have chosen to “measure” your “love”, and bestow that which you have accumulated through means of the unnamed.  They will do exactly as they have been trained and charged in life, they will execute that which you have done.

Your success is their guide, their patience has been your measure, your ambition is their alarm clock, and the bell has begun to toll.

The respect that death invokes, the respect that would hold at bay the greed that waits, has bared witness to your impatience.  Your robbery in this course of action has been noted; you have manipulated all, to receive inheritance’s that had rightful heirs.  You have reveled in the design of greed under the pretense of ambition.

Shame on you!

Shame on you!

Listen to these words, for the ones you have chosen to “love” will discount and dismiss my message.

There, in those voices, from the ones you found deserving to bestow yourself, that is the moment you will be smashed with undefiled wisdom.  For now their indulgence will manifest itself to you, as their ambition will not be abstinent.  You taught them well “Blessed are the powerful, they will be revered among the world, cursed are the feeble, old, sick, weak-minded, powerless, dying, for their time is measured and should be blotted out”.

You have paved the path; you will be at the very hand of those you indulged with life.  By the means you taught them well, and they know death is the great abstinence.  This in known to all as a “Dog eat dog”.  Recognize their actions, intentions and words to you, for they are yours.

I will honor your memory by going out into the world and I will bare witness to all.  “Love” has no measure, the more you willingly give, and the return for such a priceless gift shall be ten fold.

You have indulged and rejected abstinence with ingrates.  These are the teachings of your past. But, you did not listen; it was indulgence, not compulsion. You are engulfed in the stagnant morass of yourself.  The reverses that have beset you are no longer under your dominion and they will be unending from this time forth.  Those you have chosen to measure your “love” no longer cherish you.

The pleasures you indulged will flow into anguish, as the fire in your marrow is rendered powerless.  You are devoid of substance.  Your ambition to marry Spiritual Nature with the Carnal Nature left you in a loveless marriage of an Ambitious Nature.  Spiritual Law required you to divorce and to your horror, you were Carnal in the merge, always were, always will be.  Do not fool yourself; your last days on earth are upon you.  You have advertised and announced this message to the world.  Your pride blinded you and your intellect did not reason, because the obvious was invisible.  The gatherings I witnessed, as you blessed the Communion and Challis, filled with the Blood of the Lamb, this was your admission to your hidden agenda. This was an announcement of your half-truths.  The Challis will be of any metal, but may not be gold.  You praised that which you have become.  You spoke “in tongue’s” praising his name.  The pronunciation of your words sealed with your Hebrew lessons.  The translation of such “tongue’s” you exalted did not belong to you, for that is sorcery.  But you were not a Sorceress, only a mindless follower and you spoke in tongues that you memorized and full well new the translation, just as I do.

Shame on you!

Shame on you!

May your days be full of that which you delivered unto others and with the power in which you convicted them.  You have not abided by the Laws of the Land,

Spiritual Laws

Natural Laws

You are ruled and abide by the,

LAW OF THE JUNGLE.

Your lies and deceit built your throne.  It will be assailed without pity, without regret, for under domination of a falsehood, no one can prosper.  You enthroned a sanctified, privileged lie, a lie believed by everyone to be truth.  That is the seed on the most dangerous delusion.  A lie to be known as a half-truth, the lie that an intellectual person accepts as fact, the lie that has been inculcated upon me by you, this lie, your lie, is the most dangerous to contend against.  Pestilence shall be your compulsion.

I, being of sound mind and body, I am now of the age of consent, accept the knowledge and wisdom bestowed upon my heart and soul.  I release the anger, the anger that was an instinct for self-preservation against your relentless attacks.  I forgive.  I stand on the bedrock of this earth with true independence. Spiritual Law has risen in the midst of the web of entanglement that you spun as a disguise.  I now name the one that shall not be named.  He resides within you.

He silenced me as a child of joy and sweetness, a delightful daughter, full of natural and true abilities.  Together “the named” and yourself have been Outed, Outed by the one you silenced with terror.

Shame on you!

Shame on you!

I am free of hypocritical self-deceit.  I embrace that which has been done to me and with the command of my Eternal Right, take dominion over diabolical indignation.  With rationale, in the “eleventh hour”, sweeping aside pain, disappointment and resentment of the past.  I restore Law & Order, Law of Harmony, Ministration and Peace.  This is what shall reside here, from now until eternity.  The double-edged sword which you have wheeled, no longer is yours to use but will remain as a symbol to you.